>be me>know you are transfem since 12>forced out of closet at 16>desperate for hrt>denied>dad harasses you for years >move out at 21finallyfree>apartment with roommate>peace and quiet>start hrt>TFW ptsd>make it 7 months hrt>chainsmoking cigarettes>working night shift>can not do it anymore>give up>stop hormones>big hole in life>transition to orthobro>unhappy and lost >dad still harasses you5 years later>rock bottom>egg crack>1 year struggle with guilt>move on>start hrt at 28>TFW relieved you did not wait longer but you are a miserable oldshit full of regret and 6 extra years of test fucking over your bone structurei was a beautiful teenage fem. dont fuck up like i did. get ur diy asap
wow our hrt trajectories are almost identical except i'm even dumber since i had a supportive family and still detransed at 20 out of stressstarting all over again at 27 now... already feels like it's over but it's better than waiting until im 50 i wish you luck OP