I believe in you Nona/Anon. Society hates trannies because we are different. But you need to realize that being different breeds INNOVATION and GREATNESS. Even if you're a gigahon, you have the power to achieve so much. This board values looks more then anything, which is unhealthy. Yes it's ok to care about looks, but there's more to life than that. There are artists, musicians, writers, and so many talented people here. The Internet is designed to make you a sheep, don't let it.. I'm going to tell you a secret: the Internet is the perfect tool for the CIA to make you a docile little robot that can't think for yourselves. DON'T fall into the governments control trap.Please remember that you are your own best friend, and you ARE capable of so much more then "doom scrolling". If your parents didn't tell you, then I will. You are special, you are loved, and you can do anything. Don't let society scare you like a bully, stand up to it and lock in tranny.
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>>44454097Yes.
>>44454050Trvthe nvke. And the bully art is awesome!
>>44454050you mean it??
>>44454050doesn't change that I'm ugly and started hrt too late to ever pass as a woman. I'm fine with myself as a person I have decent accomplishments and I'm capable of things I just hate my body it's a prison I can never escape from
>>44454252Ty and I agree ^_^ Bully has a really talented art community surprisingly. there's a lot of cool Bully art>>44454294yes I mean it 10000%
>>44454310That's the downside to being a tranny, having dysphoria. It's ok to feel upset about it, but the key to overcoming that is to be patient and focus on what you can fix NOW IN THE PRESENT instead of everything you can't fix in the moment. Don't harp on yourself if you don't quite have the bone structure of a cis woman, no one can get ffs right away (unless they're a giga rich luckshit). Focus on what you can improve now. like if your eyebrows are too thick, pluck and shave. if your hair isn't where you'd like it, experiment with styles. If you don't like the clothes you wear, try a bunch of different styles until you find something you like. Remember we are transitioning after years of living through testosterone. We are not cis women, so please PLEASE don't hold yourself to the standard of one. They had a whole childhood to learn feminity, we're still learning, and should forgive ourselves for our shortcomings. shortcomings that CAN and WILL be fixed in due time. Give it time, don't let anyone make you feel ugly when you're actively trying. We're like fat people trying to lose weight. People may look at us and see obese lazy slobs, but we know we're trying to lose that weight and put in the effort to improve. They're ignorant to our stories, and that's ok. You still have so much time left. As long as you trying, you can learn to love yourself. Ily Nona, please remember you are beautiful and you'll see that one day in yourself.I recommend using the Internet less, and living life the way you're meant to. the Internet is a mental poison and will only serve to make you feel worse with comparisons, bullies, and the general vibes of it all. Clear your mind, and plan your future one step at a time. I believe in you.
>>44454050This board is so full of darkness, I want to shine a light on all of you. I don't want any of you to fall into despair. Don't let the CIA, general society, or any negative force sway you from being happy. Even if you get bullied in the process, please PLEASE don't forget you are an amazing person worthy of loving yourself. no matter if you've made mistakes in your past or don't like yourself right now. You are so much more than the negativity that is fed to you on a daily basis by all these corporate websites and harmful "communities". those stupid shitty low effort threads that are like "ywnbaw", "trans women are homophobic men", or just any chud threads, still have a negative effect on your subconscious, even if you don't think so. Don't consume transphobic hateful CIA threads like that. they are designed to make trannies feel bad and that's why they are made everyday. Here's a little secret: most transphobia threads are CIA made threads that are purposely trying to make you doubt yourself. You don't understand the extent to how much the CIA has fucked with minority groups for DECADES now. They didn't just stop at mk ultra. They've continued to spread hateful shit through something called "memetic warfare" and pose as average people you'd see online. Nothing online that doesn't directly benefit you should be acknowledged. Your algorithms, news feeds , etc are designed in such an intelligent way to make you feel as though real people are behind them. The government has control over every narrative, every trend, everything online. I'm telling you right now, USE. THE. INTERNET. LESS. (unless you are learning or mastering a hobby)Please listen and stay attentive. You are not a brainwashed puppet. You are an individual worth so much more than what's fed to you. <3
>>44454435I know that you're right, and I don't want to dismiss your words, I mean, I appreciate your kindness. the Internet is a cesspit and I know that spending time on it, especially here, is detrimental to my mental health. I guess this is the only place where I feel like I'm among sisters who share the same experience, on reddit and twitter and such it's all about trans joy and positivity and they hugbox one another to such an extent that I feel it's disingenuous and I can't really feel seen in that sort of space when I know that they'd say nice things irrespective of my actual circumstances. in real life I live in the middle of nowhere and the only queer people in my vicinity are transmascs and non-binary people none of whom understand transmisogyny and most of whom aren't even dysphoric or don't wish to pursue hrt or surgery or anything beyond just saying they're a boy. I don't really have any community. my family fucked me over. I knew I was trans at 12, came out at 14, and hrt was withheld from me. I knew what I needed and simply couldn't get it and had to watch myself mutate into an abomination. I do style my hair, I do skincare, haircare, I eat relatively well (I have my own garden), I manage my eyebrows and body hair, I exercise, I do makeup, I'm voice training, but my skeletal structure is so dimorphic and testosterone has mutilated me so thoroughly that I am still not anywhere close to passing. I've done everything attainable that I can really do, the only things left are surgical intervention that I simply don't have the money for, so I've been trying to find a job, but no one wants to hire an ugly tranny and the market is fucking terrible right now, and in the intervening time I'm fuck ugly and can't actually live my life, so I'm just stuck like this in limbo until I can save enough money to hopefully get ffs and ba successfully and severely enough to mitigate the pleistocene era caveman genetics embedded in my dna
