Story Time :3Five years ago I tried drowning myself on New Year's Day bc I thought I'd never be a woman. Jumped off a pier. Botched it due to a low tide, sprained my ankle in the process, floated back to sure like a retard. Four years later during my first term at college I met a trans woman who stole my heart. She told me soon after getting together that she felt safe in the arms of a strong man like me, knew I needed to be a repper for the rest of my life in the name of companionship. Worthy sacrifice, I thoughtFour years later (February, same month as her birthday), from out of fucking nowhere, she comes out to me as a lesbian and leaves me for another trans woman. In those four years we'd been nothing but happy together, so her callously throwing me away like this was like a sucker punch. Looking back she was definitely cheating on me as she'd go round that chick's house to "hang out" every week, but genuinely how was I supposed to suspect anything I just thought they were like, idk, bestiesTried to kill myself again a week later, after realising that the woman of my dreams left me for the exact kind of person I had spent years denying myself the right to be, solely for the sake of her happiness. Botched it again because I can't even slit my wrists right apparently. Decide to finally come out to my family out of guilt for putting them through two suicide attempts in half a decade.To my surprise they unanimously accept me with open arms, mom said she's just happy I'm still alive and wants her daughter to be happy- cried for the first time since the breakup out of both catharsis and joy to feel loved, and to be alive.Seven months on and I'm finally on the right path, mom and I found DIY stuff online to take while I'm on the waiting list, she bought me hair extensions too, and my sister's taught me how to do my makeup. I feel so hopeful for my future anons its a wonderful feelingIts never over anons & nonas, its only over if you let it be
fembrained af
>>44455391Sometimes, it's just over. It was over for me at 18. I am doomed to be a lateshit gigahon permamanmoder for the rest of my life. Unfortunately, I didn't roll supportive parents so my life was fucked. I regret taking HRT at all. I am a man with gyno.
>>44455391>I met a trans woman who stole my heart. She told me soon after getting together that she felt safe in the arms of a strong man like me, knew I needed to be a repper for the rest of my life in the name of companionship. Worthy sacrifice, I thoughtagp faketrans
never happened. keep repping.
