The dysphoria is crippling and there is no cure. The treatment does nothing unless you are lucky or start early. I tried taking hrt but it was obvious that things wouldn't work out for me and I ended up going back to repping. It wouldn't hurt so much if being a godzillahonbeast didn't also make you a social pariah. Even other trans people don't want to associate with you. Not even in private. Not even anonymously online. You all think I'm a man and mock people like me openly. I don't know how you could possibly do that while being trans yourself. I'm tired.
>>44472080no u r a girl> tried taking hrtand yet you are here wishing you were fem againgive in
>>44472080i ask this very question every dayi dont pass and am ugly. whats the point of even transitioning? at least by hrtrepping i dont suffer transphobia..will probably ambitioncope by becoming a gigantic workaholic and maybe surgerymaxx in the far future, basically giving away my 20s. now if even after all that im still ugly and not passing, i'll have to decide whether ambitioncope alone can yield a decent life or if i need another cope.sucks to be unlucky ig
>>44472080Manmode on hrt
>>44472080Theres only a few options really:A) permanently manmode on hrt and hope things improveB)disconnect your self worth from the quality of your flesh entirely & girlmode as if nothing is wrong C) detransition We live in a very lookist society and the trans community is even more lookist than normal soyeah
>>44472414what’s the point
>>44474302maybe one day my boobs will be big
>>44474316Even if I had big boobs it would just mean more to hide
