>>44472276
take your HRT, retards

>>44472447
No thanks

>>44472447
Has anyone ever tried Testosterone maxxing? I think, you know tranny thoughts are caused by hormonal imbalances or TOCD and taking testosterone would help avoid both.

>>44472447
I'm working on it

>>44472491
from what i remember hitler doing, when he gave testosterone to trannies, it just made them psychotically violent because their bodies rejected it.

>>44472447

I wish I had a hobby. I've been browsing 4chan 6+ hours a day since I was 18 and I'm almost 35 now.

>>44472447
I keep putting off getting crypto set up.

>>44472889
It takes like 20 minutes at most to make a Bitcoin wallet and to make your seed.

>>44472999
Yes but then you need to get approved on these exchanges to actually buy crypto with money so you can spend it ordering your DIY.

>>44472999
Imagine doing this today when a swarm of AI agents is out there finding every vulnerability imaginable.

>>44472597
Hitler personally ordered trannies to be given T?

>>44472491
It might work but not for the reason you think it might. In general, actually REPRESSING, ie. not indulging in your urges and engaging in behaviors that reinforce dysphoric thoughts, will help your mental health. Trying hard to fill a male social role will automatically force you to do that, which will lessen dysphoric thoughts for most of the time. You will still get hard-hitting moments of dysphoria occasionally that you have to power through otherwise, though. Personally, I get over it quick when it happens because I just remind myself of how fucking ugly I'd look and since my ideological groundwork is solid, that's enough. If you're a retarded automisandrist leftist youre prolly fucked tho

Increasing your T naturally will also improve your mood and energy levels which is a nice bonus tho.

>>44472624
grim

>>44474082
I tried to get out of this rut but I can't. Not much I care about anymore. Just waiting to die so I can experience the glory of Heaven.

>>44473627
hell

Does anyone else play around with ai, i have been using it to make casual photos of the faceapp gender swap picture of me.
It is like looking into a parallel reality.

>>44474381
I don't trust AI enough to upload my face to it.

>>44473627

I would listen to your podcast, actually.

>>44474391
I put my face in faceapp, that app that was popular a few years ago, it had a genderswap filter
Recently i have been putting the gender swapped image into ai to play around, not my actual face

>>44474462
I don't trust faceapp enough to upload my face to it...

>>44474462
I did that years ago, that was my AGP awakening

>>44472889
If you're in the US just call Planned Parenthood. They do informed consent, you get a blood test, you can be taking the hormones in a few days.
>>44472624
yeah it's rough, you can't figure out WHO you are until you accept WHAT you are.
>>44474817
AGP isn't real, you are a girl

>>44474855
>Going into public and telling a person to their face that I, the ugly gorilla in front of them, am a tranny
Do you not realize this is half the reason I never trooned before?

>>44474860
worst case scenario, they have seen hundreds of ugly gorillas telling them that before. they will not care and you will not stand out in their mind

>>44474896
I would care, because I'm highly social shame motivated. I plan to quietly manmode forever and never let anyone know.

>>44474817
Tbh it is just making me sad, knowing that is what my life could have been if i had another x chromosome

Take your hrt retards, I am becoming less stinky and soft, meanwhile you guys are staying stinky, and mad. Don't be stinky
>t.ex 3 year repper champ who trooned 6 months ago.

>>44474926
>3 year repper
it's too late for me (5 year repper)

>>44474926
>3 year repper
lmao

>>44474960
drop it on me.... nona... let me know you repper stats.

>>44474462
was faceapp known to be more accurate or something? I don't like downloading mobile apps, so every gender swapper I've used was just a web based app, but since I have long hair it usually just doesn't change anything really.

well I'm going to go inject my estrogen, BYEEEE

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>>44474860
I got two fun facts for you

First fun fact: the worst person in the world to judge how attractive you would be living as a woman is you. Because of your dysphoria. The dysphoria you have because you are trans.

Second fun fact: Thinking you won't be attractive enough when you start living as a woman is not a good reason not to transition. Because you are a woman. I know it's very, very hard to believe. But you are quite simply a woman who has suffered through the wrong puberty and decades of society demanding you pretend to be a man. The pain of living this lie is eating it's way through your heart, and if you let it keep going it will never stop.

Transition is not transformation, it is healing. It will be the scariest, best thing you ever do for yourself. But you will do it for yourself. Your transition will be different from everyone else's because you are unique and worthy of individual care. If you don't want to try on a dress right now, don't. Maybe you want to start hormones and wait until you see your face soften and your body change shape, and the first time someone calls you "ma'am" in public before you feel confident trying to present as a woman. You can do that. However you start your transition, whatever feels comfortable (or even the least uncomfortable) is fine.

But you will start somewhere. Because you can't keep living with this pain. You don't deserve to live with this pain. You deserve to know that somewhere out there in the future is a version of you you don't hate. A version of you you can love. She's there, waiting for you to meet her.

>>44474966
nta but I've essentially been repping for 25 years if you count when I first started feeling dysphoric. 3 years is nothing.

>>44472447
Can't buy diy it'll get seized

>>44474966
Depends on what point in my life you wanna define as the start of repression
>started having agp fantasies at 11
>found /lgbt/ at 14 and learned what agp is
>started posting on /lgbt/ daily at 20
>still repping at 26
t. guy who drew the OP pic

>>44475047
AGP isn't real and this place is incredibly unhealthy. You have become mired in shame and self-hatred. You need to pull yourself out of the muck and let yourself believe you deserve happiness.

>>44475024
The thought is appreciated, but I am indeed trying to get on HRT now. It's just that I want to do it in secret with DIY because I'm too ashamed of it to be out to anyone and intend to just manmode. Not even to the Planned Parenthood employees who are likely entirely in work-mode and don't even conceive of me as human.

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>>44475024
Impressive. Very nice. Let's see the prompt you used to make this feelgood pile of fluff.

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>>44475096
Don't be so negative, they are trying to help you!!!

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>>44474855
Not a girl just a perverted male

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>>44475091
Anon. You are being very silly.

I did PP, it was all telehealth. They told me to go to a clinic to get some blood drawn, it was totally routine. A couple days later I got the results, I talked to a PP doctor over the phone, I had a whole thing planned out, I was going to explain my ~journey to self acceptance~ and explain why I needed to start hormones. She never asked. She told me what the hormones do and what they don't do. She warned me about potential side effects. She explained they start people on a combo of estradiol and spiro, I said I wanted to do monotherapy, just estradiol at a high enough dose to suppress my T by itself. She said that was fine. I had a prescription for Estradiol that day. It was so easy and extremely private.

I know it's hard, but you don't have to slink around. Just call PP and get an appointment because you want to start HRT. What you're doing isn't shameful.

>>44475096
I read the post and came up with a response to it based on my thoughts and emotions

>>44475280
No, anon. You are expressing your desires through porn because it's feels safe and easy. But if you were just a fetishit, you wouldn't be here. You wouldn't feel jealous of women. The idea that you won't make a pretty girl wouldn't upset you. There is a massive need inside you and you are letting it out through this one private little channel but that's not enough. Instead of an outlet, it's becoming an excuse holding you back, a source of shame and self-hatred.

Guess what, lots of trans women have been where you are right now. Read Nevada by Imogen Binnie.

>>44475439
The more barriers I put up for myself, and having to work up the courage to talk to someone is a big one, the less likely I'll ever be able to get myself to do it. Yet it's miserable to keep going like this, too. But I've got a lot of experience with just being quiet and miserable, and who knows how long I can just keep rotting before it really is too much? DIY is less of a hurdle, so that's what I've chosen after years of trying to talk myself out of it and pretend I can keep repping.

appointment is tomorrow
i'm shaking

>>44475542
good job nona!!

>>44475542
based

>>44475010
good luck

>>44472276
how do you deal with gyno from hormones? i was on EEn for 4ish months consistently and i'm trying to quit for the third time. they're pretty noticeable through tshirts now. i'm about to buy k2 tape and become a crypto-FtM

>>44476102
I'm a detroon repper and not on hrt currently, but the gyno is minimal and almost unnoticeable if I just wear 2 layers.

>>44475498
>DIY is less of a hurdle,
It doesn't seem like it is.

Try just saying it aloud. "Hello, I'm calling because I want to start HRT." Have you said that aloud to yourself yet? Is the barrier talking to someone else, or is it actually saying to yourself, "I am trans."?

Because you are trans. Even if you haven't started transitioning yet. Say it to me. Tell me you're trans. Tell me you are going to start a medical transition.

>>44474966
When I first saw Bailey Jay posts on /b/, so like 17 years.

>>44472491
I've actually considered this but ultimately I think it would be self defeating unless you're gymrepping.

>>44476117
it's not too bad as long as i wear a shirt or light jacket, but with the crazy hot summer i've been wearing more tshirts and it's a pain

>>44476102
women's tank under your shirt. Women's because soft on sensitive nipples.

Sports bra or bralette would work even better, but you have to be mindful of it showing.

>>44476190
Look into getting a binder or otherwise tape them down.

>>44476208
i'll keep that in mind, usually wearing tank tops under a tshirt doesn't cover it but mens' tanks probably don't cling to the chest as much
>>44476220
probably what i'm gonna do esp for swimming

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>>44472276
Picrel is literally me

>>44476329
take your pills dumdum

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>>44475024
>Because you are a woman
NTA, but do trannies ACTUALLY believe this? I never understood this argument. They all say things like this, as if there's some sort of essence you're given at birth that says "female but with a male body because fuck you", or some sort of brain gender switch that got flipped during early development. There is, very obviously, no such thing. I now know existentialists like Sartre fell out of favor in the 21st century, but he was 100% right when he said "existence precedes essence". We first are, and then we give things names, purposes and meanings. You can't deny this and still have a logical, scientific outlook on life, really. There's like a 99.99% chance God is not real and that we have no real purpose to our existence, because unlike a sword being smithed with the intent to kill (its essence as a sword is dependent on how well it harms others), we do not have a (conscious) creator. Hence, we have no essence, at least until you make your own.

Male and female are words that encapsulate specific body types and possible behaviors, nothing else.
Trannies aren't "women" in that sense because they lack all the requirements to be one given the meaning of the word woman, like having an uterus and being able to give birth, and that's ok, because maybe they can have them in a possible future.
Trannies aren't women, yet. But the longer they feed themselves lies, the longer it will take for us to get there. Don't tell me you're satisfied with shitty estrogen that barely works 90% of the time and never being able to be a biological mother...
>t. repper

>>44476329
you do know that's the dysphoria talking, right?

>>44476358
Nta but I assume that they say that because they're trutrans and feel that way on some deep level. I have literally never felt that I was actually a woman and ultimately it's what makes me a cis man.

>>44476132
I'm trans and I'm going to start a medical transition. It's easy to type in text (now, wasn't for a long time,) and I can say it out loud in private, though self-disparagingly. Telling other people though just isn't happening, not with my environment and upbringing, the people I know and where I live, and my own feelings about myself. Though I'm also (for the same, unhappy reasons) very shy of people so just calling my doctor about a regular appointment makes me nervous.

>>44476329
i wish i could cross check your face with palantir's database
>>44476358
i have to agree in that i in no way believe myself to be 'le woman in a man's body'. i am a man, always will be, and the best i can do is make myself look less like one, but at the end of the day, you can put a ferrari exterior over top of a shitty 1997 corolla, and that won't make that car drive like a ferrari

it's not that i secretly AM a woman on the inside, and have been this whole time; i WANT to be a woman, and that's the whole point of why we're dirty trannies slash reppers

>>44476358
You think this is a logical argument you can win. But it's not. There is a truth inside you that will burn its way out, and you are trying to "um, actually" it back down. You think you can bargain with yourself, you just need to find the argument strong enough to make the pain bearable.

You call yourself a repressor because you know you are repressing an unavoidable fact about yourself. All the Sartre quotes in the world can't change it. You don't have to think you're a woman now. You don't even have to think you can become a woman. But at some point the chains of logic you are trying to use to hold down what you know to be true will break.

>>44476481
i've never really understood the logic behind this argument. maybe i'm faketrans and my dysphoria isn't significant, which is why i'm trying to rep in the first place, but i think it's absolutely possible to just accept that there's no use as far as changing yourself goes and choose to live in spite of that. it's understandable why people are paralyzed by misery in the wake of all of it but it feels like there has to be a third option beyond "transition or die".

>>44476383
>I have literally never felt that I was actually a woman
plenty of trans women don't feel that at the start. When I first cracked something that really helped me was a video a trans woman made about the question "How do I know I'm trans?". Towards the end she said "You might not feel like a woman. But don't you want to feel like someone?" That hit me like a ton of bricks.

>>44476399
You don't have to tell other people, just tell the voices on the phone. You could probably get an appointment this week and have the vial by the end of next week. It's the smallest possible thing. You are trans and you are going to start a medical transition. You just told me so yourself. So start. One phone call. You won't speak to them again after you have your prescription.

>>44476379
Well duh, dysphoria over my neanderthal forehead.

>>44476523
If it was something you could just lock away and get on with your life, you wouldn't be here. You are trans. If you weren't, you wouldn't be trying to repress your gender dysphoria.
>it feels like there has to be a third option beyond "transition or die".
There isn't. You can transition and live your life fully, or you can keep trying to repress it and the days and years will slip through your fingers until they're all gone.

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>>44476481
I can't bother to argue, it's clear we are at opposite sides philosophically and I doubt either of us will change our minds in a malaysian board game forum.
This might seem unrelated, but how old are you? Your type of thinking seems to be more common in older trannies, and I want to see if that's actually the case.

>>44476603
38, but I only was able to actually conceive of myself as having always been a woman pretty recently.

>>44476564
sure, you can't lock it away, but it's something you can come to terms with over time. allow it to be a part of you, but not let it consume you. i have friends, family, my studies, a job, a boyfriend, passions and hobbies. were i to transition my life would become demonstrably worse before it gets remotely better. i feel more dysphoria over my androgyne features from half-assing estrogen for months than i do the fact that i wasn't born a woman, which isn't anything i have control over. i choose to be an optimist in spite of that.

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I'll never be a woman

>>44476636
women aint real

>>44476631
if that works for you long term, great. I just find it very hard to believe it will.

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>>44476636
Same, except I can't even tell if I really want to be a woman or if I just self psyoped myself into thinking I do.

>>44476662
That's not a thing, take the juice.

>>44476675
Unfortunately it very much is a thing, especially when you're an obsessive retard who never properly developed a personality or real identity like me.

>>44476526
>just tell the voices on the phone
The voices on the phone will hear my disgusting deep drawl (I've been voice-training in private but like hell if it's ready.)

>>44476646
Unironically this but in the gender critical abolitionist way. It's what'll solve the tension existing within the trans movement and on its border.

>6'6
>Agp
I must have done something horrible in my former life for god to punish me like this, i might be unironically the tallest AGP on the Planet lmfao unlucky

>>44473627
>being an ideologycuck in 2026

>>44476865
I followed a girl on Twitter before I deleted my account, she was 6'5" lol so its not unheard of. She was a lil clocky but cute

>>44476646
I feel bad for frequently making women upset and self-conscious by going out of my way to try and ignore their existence (including everything they say and do), but it's the only way I can participate in society without driving myself insane with jealousy

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>>44477348
Men are not named cutesy fag shit like "Skye"
Get out of my thread you stupid fvcking bitch

>>44477397
my bad I just be scrolling and not seeing the gen name. have fun repping fellas, good luck (^_^)

>>44477370
do you attract much female attention to find yourself having to do that often? i'm thankfully rather ignorable myself, and i'd ideally like to keep it that way, which goes against the idea of turning yourself into a pariah by trooning

>>44477412
It is your bad. I will not have fun. My luck is not good.

>>44477439
rarely romantic attention if that's what you're getting at, I'm just talking about treating them like shit when they try to casually talk to or be friendly with me

I'm not trans or even agp, i'm just a gangly awkward and ugly guy with an autism voice, who unfortunately got hit by greener grass syndrome. The only solution is to decouple my self worth from my physical characteristics.

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I became a shut in at 12 and have yet to step out into the world at 20. I wonder if this is the true root of my affliction or if the affliction caused the isolation. Either way its too late to go back and change things. I'll be stuck this way forever. On the bright side this has allowed me amble time to complain on the internet.

>>44474462
>>44474381
it just looks like somebody else i could do a better job with my imagination

this is such an odd predicament to be in

i've talked about tranny shit so much in loops that now just bringing it up makes me nauseous i guess now i can move on

ugh

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if I can't be a woman I'm under zero obligation to do anything with my life
it's only fair

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>>44472276
suicide is so fking easy... i'll probably do it this year. all i need to do is rent a sailboat, take some ketamine/dissociatives, sail out into the ocean at night, and then swim out and vanish under the endless starry universe...

>>44478365
I hope you succeed, I say this sincerely and with love.
I tried to leave but ran against an invisible wall, like in a videogame, where I could not take the actions which would have resulted in me dying.
So now I just lay in bed and beg God and Satan and any other being out there who might be listening, to end my life right here right now.
I hope they do it and make it impossible for me to hit post.

>>44478391
>I hope they do it and make it impossible for me to hit post.
Fuck my fucking life.

>>44474990
IME none of them are accurate since they move around your features in a way that's not physically possible. You'd probably be better off using some ai filter for makeup and long hair

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New problem to add to my list of fuckups, I am broke as shit and going through alcohol withdrawal.

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I came out to the government last night on my census form

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>>44478235
yep lmfao

>>44478235
I should be able to write "I can't be an anime girl" on my tax forms and receive a $50,000 rebate.

>>44475026
NTA but with that definition I dry repped for 34 years.
Still repping.

>>44477317
>t. fellow ideologycuck

>>44476329
You look like a fat unattractive foid

>>44476865
Gorillahon

>>44476623
If you really were a woman, you would have had a female body at birth.

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anyone have actual advice for repping? i'm detransitioning soon

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Time to stop saying 'I want to be an anime girl' and time to start saying 'I am an anime girl'

I skipped my e shot yesterday. Rep bros I'm coming home!!!

>>44478860
Leave all trans spaces and never look back. Pretend they don't exist. Literally all detransitioners I've seen who continue orbiting and envying transwomen will retransition eventually.

>>44478860
Get used to never being loved

>>44475032
what country?
>>44472570
hows that going?
>>44473010
there are non exchange thingies to buy it where you like buy an amazon giftcard and trade it they usually have a bit of a tax though so prolly better to just get approved if you can

Thread is full of Adult Human Males and Adult Human Females.

>>44476631
You have a beautiful way with words nona, you should write a book some day

When I get into power and have my brutal theocratic repper dictatorship over the world, every single passoid which I see on twitter tormenting me will be forcefully injected with test and forced to do manual labor for the rest of their lives and at the end of each day they will be forced to look in the mirror at that their horrible moid bodies so they know what its really like.

>>44479584
I'd go the opposite route, develop artificial wombs, put those into passoid bodies and require them to have at least 10 kids each

Just got approved for gender repressing care

Have you met a guy who thought they were trans but realized they weren't? So they stopped hrt.

Executive Dysfunction is worse than gender dysphoria. If I could cure one of the two it would be the former.

So true.

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will be home alone for a week. thinking of just going to the pharmacy and getting some estrogen on monday (3rd world benefits), but if i do, i dunno if i'll keep it up once everyone is back.
i become way more energetic, courageous and positive when i'm alone, it's very weird. i wish i could just move out and feel this way all the time, but my broke ass can't do it while studying full time. rip.

>>44479004
>hows that going?
appointment was today, once I get a blood test I'll get my HRT
so I guess that means I can't post here anymore

>>44478940
TSMT
>>44476631
This has been my life so far desu. I'll never be a man and that's okay, even if I'm still bummed about it to an extent

>>44481379
goodluck nonny, planned parenthood?

>>44481663
local place but they use informed consent

>>44481683
make sure they dont hondose you and all thatt but you prolly already know

>>44472276
set a fucking date for the thoughts to stop, like 2 years idk; put it in somewhere that youre going to remember; if they don't stop give up repping. being a hon is better than just living like this

>>44481948
>being a hon is better
How would you know? If I'm going to be a public freakshow, I at least want to be a man so it's not as pathetic and I can be safe from harassment since men are invisible.

Who is that anon who keeps giving everyone compliments? He's very cute

>>44479473
i definitely would if i had the free time, thank you :)

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>>44472276

>>44478365
>>44478391
just get on HRT already, damn. You don't have to say you're a woman, you don't even have to think it yet. Just start HRT instead of fucking killing yourselves.

>>44478849
No one is born with a woman's body, idiot. You're born as a baby

>>44483301
And babies are born as male or female.

>>44483301
>female body

>>44483295
Hrt doesn't change a man into a woman.
Death doesn't do this either, but it does eliminate the problem.

>>44482107
Anon, nothing is more pathetic than a "man" trying to convince herself it's OK, she doesn't deserve to be happy, she can keep living like this forever, pain don't hurt.

>>44483310
Who cares?
>>44483320
HRT does a ton of stuff. It can change your body to one that fits you better. And it's a first step to learning not to hate yourself so much.

>>44483321
it's only more "pathetic" to pinkpillers like you

>>44483320
honestly trvke billions must surgerymaxx

>>44483349
Still a male body.
>>44483329
Still a male body.

>>44483332
no, people can tell. Voluntarily living in pain isn't good for you.
>>44483362
Who cares? When you want to be a woman, do you think, "damn, I wish my gametes were bigger!" Do you want to swap out your dick and balls for a working uterus and ovaries and then you'd be perfectly happy with no other changes?

>>44483378
>When you want to be a woman, do you think, "damn, I wish my gametes were bigger!"
Essentially, yes, but not with those words.
When I say I want to be a woman, I mean I want to have been born as female and to have received female socialization since birth.

>>44483447
That makes sense, you are trans, after all. But since that's impossible, might as well just transition now.

>>44483609
Transition into what?

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Repbros, send me your strength and e energy. I have to renew my driver's license, so I have have to have my disgusting photo taken and be reminded of my "sex."
I was going to start the process online, like they suggest, but I ultimately have to go and finish it in person, so I figure I'll burn a day on it next week. Not like I have anything better to do with my time.

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Should I finally order estrogen or should I cutfag again which makes me feel like a teenage girl mentally which makes some of the dypshoria go away for a little while
>>44483686
I have no strength left to share but I wish you the best

i wish i was a cute femboy that was popular on twitter, that would fill the emptiness inside me

>>44483639
A woman or a Gynandromorph

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Oldfag repgen veteran here.

I still will never pass, still suicidal, but I'm infinitely glad I overcame my fear and got on HRT. Not only does it stop testosterone rotting, but also makes some minor improvements that makes inhabiting my body a tiny bit more tolerable.

>>44483792
real

i still look totally male but damn, i used to be freaking out every day and despairing.

or maybe just enough time has passed that im kind of over it.

>>44483639
I dunno man, start with HRT and see where that takes you.

>>44483721
order estrogen

>>44473627
>retarded automisandrist leftist
nta but while i may be retarded, i'm neither a misandrist nor a leftist. i'm probably further to the right than you are since i'm a hooligan in my spare time and a tax-evading small business owner.
with that said, i'm still slowly becoming a tranny hooligan.
i dont hate my masculinity, i just know its kinda weak and it will work out better if i accept my femininity too. iwnbaw but i wont say no to being cuter and being in love with a man.

>>44483721
Thanks anon.
I don't know if you should order estrogen, but you probably shouldn't cut yourself.

Seeing GIGA youngshit 5'6 trannies in short content platftormed by chinese propaganda software ruined my day.

>>44483792
Cringe
>>44483835
Cringe
>>44484070
Cringe
>>44484089
Cringe

Guys lets keep this thread as a safe space for actual reppers thx !

they send the nurses with small feet on purpose to mock me

>bit the bullet and decided to get on fin
im not gonna end up trooning out am i? x_x

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>>44478860
imagine asking this while posting pictures of your cute plushie animal
you aren't cut out for this shit little miss

>>44485462
>unironically going to the doctor for any reason
weak

>>44485686
if i don't i will die or kill myself

>>44485692
okay?

>>44486061
don't be mean to me

It just has to be OCD

this shit is all so pointless

is long hair agp? is it fakerepping? i wanna kiss a barrel whenever I gotta pull the fucking "duhh rock stars had long hair.. da vinci! jesus! KISS!" charade.

>>44486600
No to both, but I have short hair because long hair makes me look too much like those stereotypical nonpassing hons.

>>44486600
long hair makes me feel happy and that's the only excuse I need

>>44486600
I wish I could grow my hair out but my mom always whines until I cut it
it isn't really worth fighting about, even if I could have really pretty hair it would still be on my giant man skull

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I know I said I wouldn't and that I'd take a long break... But I can feel the calling.

when your balls start rotting off in chunks and pus leaks out in curds of rotten slime, and your whole body's covered in sweat and red and swollen , i'll be there going: "g! iwtwm..."

>>44486807
>my mom
You need to be 18 to post here, anon.
If you're over 18 and you let your mother dictate how you wear your hair, you have a huge problem and it's on you to solve.
JFC you people refuse to grow up.

>>44487418
Hey, maybe he's from Syria and his mother is a sneaky scheming matriarch with great power and influence.

Every time I think about transitioning I see the posts on r/TransLater and want to kill myself.

>>44487484
21 is way too bald and way too old and i'll be 22 in 2 days

>>44487533
Im 23 and retarded

Im retarded ive been on E for so long and IDK if ifs even worth it I just wish I was a woman not a tranny Fuck

>>44487542
Hows ur hair

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>>44487165
The mental image you painted is what made me ultimately bitch out from doing it this time around at least, still need to get those antibiotics.

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>>44487440
>maybe he's from Syria
mashallah men in Syria do have long hair a lot more often than you think

I want to take estrogen
but I don't want to

>>44476819
>gender critical abolitionist
The whole idea of gender abolitionism is pointless as a concept unless it also comes with sex abolition, or the ability to completely and effortlessly change sex and it's various characteristics. As long as physical material differences exist and remain unchangeable there will always be different gender rolls assigned to them. Really even that isn't far enough. The fact that we are all mortal animals stuck in these decaying flesh prisons is what's the ultimate problem and hurdle imo.

>>44488024
So smear it on your skin - improves skin quality without boobs or other feminization :D

>>44487165
>>44487560
thanks for convincing this retard to not go through with it again

I do not have gender dysphoria as a separate independent condition
I am simply insane

Just realized how small my balls and penis are now

>felt dysphoria all day
>Then it just vanishes and I feel comfy again

this mental problem is so weird. it's going to come back but I'm feeling good rn

>>44472276
Could you imagine any other community surrounding not taking medication needed for day to day life?

"I'm 258 days without insulin and the doc said i have type 2 diabetes, the medical system is always lying to you just like the people online"

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>>44489956
The post set off what little self preservation instinct I have left, I give up I'm going to the hospital. I probably gave myself a serious infection doing this. Health anxiety won out in the end over my pseudodysphoria, fuck my stupid stupid life.
>>44490655
I don't have to imagine, look into diabulimia nona.

oh i'll pass alright
pass away that is

>>44490655
Type 2 is usually treated with things like Metformin.
t. type 2 sufferer

>>44490655
It's almost like trans shit is different and you dont need HRT to live healthily

>>44490655
imagine if getting insulin was as humiliating as getting HRT

>>44490655
only true type 1 diabetics actually deserve insulin though, type 2's are just fatties who need to lose weight and stop making real diabetics look stupid

>>44490748
on the bright side you might have done enough damage to need to get them removed

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a very good opportunity to get wasted has presented itself to me tonight

>>44490748
im a little moved that a little graphic language managed to prevent someone from dying of sepsis. im basically superman, or jesus. im so morally righteous and high karma.

>>44490817
oh I'll pass alright
kidney stones.

>currently halfway through vacation I spent 2 years saving for
>last thing I do every night is browse the agp threads on lgbt hoping for some magical insight
Le sigh. Another pathetic mild dysphoria haver moment