Ambitions edition>QOTT: Do you still have any goals or aspirations that drive you forward in this life? Did you ever?old: >>44472276
>>44513980Don't take your hrt retards
>>44513982I won't senpai
>>44513982my last injection was my last ever injection <3
>>44513980yeah and i'm hoping to have it out in the world soon! i mean, i will. it's almost done. then i can disappear.
>>44513994How about shutting the fuck up
>>44513980>QOTTI've always wanted to get married to another man. I fully accept myself as a man, but can't get over my homophobia. I feel like I need HRT to even allow myself to have sex with men. That's why I still take it. I am NGMI though. I feel like I was never even a real gay man. Just an AGP Meta attracted tranny. I might honestly troon out. Start effortmaxxing and become a twinkhon.
>>44513980>qottive never had long term goals. stuck as a wageslave post hs cus im too retarded for college. i dont really have the energy to do anything anymore so i just waste away getting high or gaming.
I’m never gonna make it.
I'm too homophobic to be gay and too transphobic to be trans. I will continue to pretend to be straight IRL and jerk off to massive dicks in the evenings while wearing my 10$ lingerie.
I have serious repper regret
remaining here will make it worse
Only goal I have is finding enough energy to drag my ass to the liquor store today.
>>44514215stop being homophobic
>>44514455only if gay people stop being retarded
>>44514465you are born naked and the rest is drag
>>44513980>Do you still have any goals or aspirations that drive you forward in this life?I live because the Lord wants me to live. >inb4 atheist screeching
I got the talk from my parents today asking why I was still single at 38 years old and when I was gonna meet someone. All their friends children are married with kids already and 'you're such an attractive boy any girl would be lucky to have you'.
>>44514614Always cringe whenever relatives say stuff like this. My parents already know it's over so they don't bother.
>>44513980>Do you still have any goals or aspirations that drive you forward in this life? Did you ever?I don't really have any hope for humanity long term so at this point it's kind of just getting whatever enjoyment I can from life while I'm around and making enough money to survive each month. Currently I'm still pretty content playing video games and watching anime and that's been serving me well for 25+ years now so hopefully I'll still be content in 25 year time even if I can't ever be an anime girl.
>>44514614I came out as gay at like 24 before going back into the closet emotionally, so at least they don't expect a wife and kids from me.
>>44514626I thought my parents had accepted it was over because I've been telling them for ages that I have no interest in a relationship let alone starting a family but I guess they must have seen something on facebook that got them started again.
So I put my gender down as non-binary last week on my countries census but I still kind of feel like that was kind of a retarded thing to do. I'm pretty sure I was overthinking things and buying way too much into the gender is a spectrum thing when really I'm just a guy who's way too into anime and gets turned on my the idea of getting fucked as a woman. When I clicked 'man' on the questionaire it felt really wrong though so maybe that's all the evidence I need that I'm not a man.
Hello Adult Human Males (And Adult Human Females)
Sometimes I feel like I'm the only cunt on earth not getting sex
pairing off reppers and making them date each other without either taking estrogen
>>44514675I'd be ok with this
>>44514699I would be such a good matchmaker!
I wish a cis man married and feminized me at age 14.
>>44514675I'd be okay with dating a repper but whenever someone suggests it here they get called a gincel.
>>44514675I have a crush on my best friend who's also a repper, but he already has a boyfriend and it would never work out anyway. Perma volceldom for me.>>44514924Kind of ironic isn't it?
>>44514614you just gotta be blunt with them
So it’s just luck?
>>44514974Gays hate us, women hate us, trannies hate us.
>>44515010yeah
>>44514980I did tell them today it's not gonna happen but I'm not going to tell them to fuck off because I still love them and do feel a bit bad I couldn't be more normal. I'm not gonna traumadump on them either so I guess I should just feel lucky it doesn't happen that often.
>>44515010
I have too many days where my dysphoria doesn't bother me to justify transitioning. Yeah it's bad sometimes but not enough.
I just want a moment of catharsis. I need a moment where all these contradicting horrible feelings clear away. Death seems to be the only way to ever achieve this.
All I can think of today is suicide
>>44513980This is my reminder as a tranny who use to rep, you can be okay and feel normal, please stop repping.thank you, troon
>>44515659NoI'm scared
turning 30 soon no career, no interests, scared of other people, not good at anything, still want to die every day. ITS OVER
>>44515909Now this is what we can properly call over, so sick of babytroons and youngshits whining when her doesn't instantly make them a foid or they have to put in effort
>>44515787what are you scared of?being a troon is hard but it's better than wasting away.
>>44515945Not even remotely the same thing. I've seen 30+ Trannies mog me as a 21 year old repper. I amsuch a facehon there is straight up no point in trying.
>>44515909same but 33 it's hyper-over ( the over god, omega over golden emperor heavenly divine over)
I feel like I just need to find a man to fuck me in the ass super hard and make me cum super hard and treat me like a whore and that would get it all out of my system and i can become a normal straight man after that. thoughts?
>>44516143bruh . . .
>>44516143It would make you feel better for a bit but the dysphoria would come back.
Ive managed to reverse age for the last few years. I was in pretty bad shape at 22 but now at 25 im getting confused for a woman again. This is making my decision paralysis even worse knowing its not actually over yet
If it isn't over get on HRT as soon as possible :)
>>44516838It's over for me
>>44516838I have no money or means to go to a clinic to get it.
>>44514675>without either taking estrogenreppers naturally transition when they come in contact with each other
I'm taking estrogen, taking it to the garbage to throw away! high five bros
>>44517222Give it to >>44517052 instead? :(
