>>44562146
extremely

>>44562146
>qott: are you aap, anon?
Yes, unfortunately.

>>44562146
NTA but I also wonder if anyone among the reppulation buys into the pseudoscience (Blanchtards, ROGD, etc.). And whether anons here believe it or use it as a shorthand descriptor. I personally don't genuinely buy into it, but I find AAP very apt to describe myself. (I'm a self-identified faketrans AAP ROGDoid and I do have bodily dysphoria, but not much social dysphoria, basically a dysphoric cis woman) My ideal life would be permawomanmoding on HRT

>>44562146
Hard to say. Whenever I see a beautiful man, my first instinct is to skinwalk him. "Do I want to be him or do I want to be with him" kind of situation, and my answer is both. Not sure if that counts as AAP, though, because I don't get turned on imagining I'm a guy for comfort. But it's always the hot men I skinwalk.

>>44562146
Y'all just need to transition already

>>44562199
>y'all just need to fuck up your body and life!

/femplapgen/

>>44562190
I kind of get the same feeling, though I do sometimes wonder what would happen if I say, were a trvetrans youngshit. It's really weird because I don't feel attracted to men at all (Bi LARP epic fail)

>>44562221
That's right. Bend over and I will plap you.

>>44562199
HRTRep is the only way out for neversoulpassoids faketransers

>>44562146
Fuck you foids, celebrating your annual international women's day, reminding me that I'm not afab

>>44562190
Also, do you have any FTM friends or acquittances, and if so, are they included in the skinwalk fantasy? I have a lot of shame about being a fakie and I think I would've been fine if I were a passoid trvetrans even if I know bottom surgery market is kind of fucked for FTMs

>>44562146
yes, its spread to not just sexual fantasies but in every day life. i want to be male in every byway of life, but i'll survive just being a hideous androgynous woman and maybe live vicariously through a ftm boyfriend

>>44562276
Passoid x Femrep stocks are rising, based Anon

>>44562272
Are you MTF or a repper

>>44562199
I'm a curvy 5'2 18yo woman from a shithole country who started looking like a divorced whore the second I turned 11yo
Transitioning is a joke and an insult to cis men and passoids and I'm going to commit suicide because it's the only solution

>>44562301
I'm also from a cucked country, which general area are you in? If you want to you can find me on the femrep discord, we can DM, just specify that you're the anon

>>44562326
I feel embarrassed to say it here but where's femrep discord link or whatever

>>44562334
In the OG post, look below prev, but also if it doesn't work try this: https://discord.gg/grnsAasAc

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>>44562146
Look at this AAPgem. Crawbugz is so based man

>>44562232
I don't know, anon. I'm very, very attracted to men. So much so I find lesbian sex tempting because it makes me feel masculine. Brain split in two: part imagining the guy I'm skinwalking enjoying straight sex, part watching the girl. There's nothing more manly than fucking a woman and making her come. I'm taller than most women, too, and dress unisex. When I look down at my (clothed lmao... not beating the allegations) body, with a feminine girl in my lap, her softness and skirts, straddling me with her tiny 5'1 frame, I almost feel right. If I were a guy, though, I would be a massive faggot.

Speaking of AAP, how does one avoid having dreams that play along with it? I feel like this condition offends my morals, so I would like to at least heal during sleep, instead of being tortured by the gap between the dreams and reality.

Would y'all date a trans girl? Speaking as someone who loves trans masculine people. The OP Pic is something I absolutely love.

>>44562146
Very.

>>44562456
Hm, I don't know much about the femreppulation (some of the Anons here are TERFrepping) but I'm personally aro, so rather than dating let's assume we're talking about a close sexual friendship. I would avoid all IRL sexual contact, as I don't have enough of a drive to actually 'fuck' in the physical sense, but especially that would apply to trvetrans people because it would just make me feel like an offensive fakie. Sexting or something similar would be cool though, as long as I'm a strict top

>>44562422
Anon, have you tried any of the lucid dream techniques? Besides that, I only managed to avoid it by investing into hobbies and preferably staying away from the boards before sleep. If you masturbate, then I would also advice to not masturbate in the latter half of the day.

>>44562544
>Anon, have you tried any of the lucid dream techniques?
Haven't tried that yet. Does this lucid dream thing help with completely controlling the plot of a dream, or is there a limit to how well it works?
>preferably staying away from the boards before sleep
Damn, this one is difficult lol
>not masturbate in the latter half of the day.
How come? I thought that recently nutting should prevent erotic dreams as you have to recharge and have all kinds of "STOP! NOTHING IS SEXY ANYMORE" hormones flooding your brain. Have I been thinking wrong about this?

>>44562807
Wrong repgen, anon.

>>44562824
Sorry mb

>>44562280
Can't imagine this ends in anything but the femrepper eventually breaking and pooning or going insane

>>44562373
Fucking xitter age verification I can't see any of his art without it

>>44562925
Get a vpn, change it to south africa or something

>>44562456
i support you girls 100% but i think i would only be able to date one of you if she was a passoid with bottom surgery

Do any of you all have any luck with using tape to bind?

>>44562605
I mean YMMV, personally I'm just too dysphoria cucked to touch my genitals or look at them so that piece of advice isn't based on any sort of personal experience, plus most of the time I'm a libidoless wall. Try doing it in the afternoon maybe? Or early in the morning

>>44562899
It sounds kinda hot though sorry

>>44562146
>qott: are you aap, anon?
The depersonalisationcope is so severe that I'm agp...my first repping methods included "IWNBAM but at least I get free boobs to stare at any time I want"

>>44563075
I did that too. When I was younger I would pretend I'm a cism sissy fetishist and a fat brony NEET instead of a little girl who likes MLP

>>44563056
>Try doing it in the afternoon maybe? Or early in the morning
But why not sooner before sleep? Shouldn't that prevent any libidual dreams

>>44563075
i do this. sometimes i’ll jill off and feel up my own body and imagine it’s a woman i’m fucking

>>44563097
my brother just another me

everyone who is taller than me deserves death i feel inferior to every man i see outside its really not fair that im stuck being the underdeveloped cronenberg gender while they get to be beautiful. i was buying food and alcohol today and the dumb whore at the registry fucked up and scanned things incorrectly and i had to fill a paper for a return of my money. the manager who brought it was like buff 6 feet tall wide shouldered perfect sculptured face i genuinely felt so subhuman next to him i want to die
>qott: are you aap, anon?
extremely so

>>44563183
I wonder how many more femreppers were cursed with hyper estrogenized bodies and developed AGP to cope. I used to do it when I was younger but now I'm getting suicidally dysphoric because of adult estrogen development, so I can't even use that cope.

When I disassociate, I recognize my own body as feminine and conventionally attractive, but when I'm present and grounded, I just see an abominable creature

>>44563118
It depends on how you jerk off. For me, being horny is an arduous activity, and I have to come up with elaborate mental gymnastics to try to dissociate from my own body, and some residual libidinous energy and thoughts still remain because I'm basically anorgasmic and usually just hump objects and randomly get triggered by dysphoria. But if you're the type to quickly jerk it and calm down it might work

I keep getting banned from "female" online spaces whenever I honestly speak my mind.

>>44563395
Same but cism twinks are my worst enemies, especially if they're the same ethnicity as me. I'm actually getting more ropefuel from objectively regular looking/good but not model tier short dudes (below 5'7") because a lot of them are unbothered, and typically project outer confidence, and exist without the gnawing void inside of their souls. I don't even feel AAP-y, just regular ropefuel

>>44562605
For me, I use those techniques usually to stop what's happening and turn the plot into whatever I like, or leave the dream into a something plotless and pleasant. When you "leave" it, you may encounter the memories of the passed day, and when I hobbymaxx I typically see whatever I learned. I don't recommend trying to wake up though, I got a sleep paralysis to hit me when I did that.

>>44563044
Are you using a specialized binding tape or a normal medical tape?

>>44562178
Why don't you do it? The social aspect is normally the reason for repping

>>44563576
>I'm actually getting more ropefuel from objectively regular looking/good but not model tier short dudes
both are ropefuel. usually when i lament about the male sex being beautiful people assume that i am talking about either gigachads or ethereal femboy twinks but no. i find most men to be beautiful in general even regular ass plain looking balding alcoholics and gangly meth addicts smoking cigarettes on a sidewalk. everyday when i go outside i am tormented because i am surrounded by male beauty that they dont even appreciate or understand as most males lack the capacity to grasp the smaller aesthetics of life. the universe genuinely wants me to become afab buffalo bill

>>44563538
What kind of things do you usually say that causes this to happen? Also, what is it like to be in online female spaces?

>>44563775
Oh I'm actually looking for DIY right at this moment. I'm in a conservative area and kind of poor, so I'm having a bit of a trouble but I'm firmly looking for HRT because it will only get worse in my mid 20s

>>44563829
It's like being in a room full of judgemental cowardly retards.
>What kind of things do you usually say
Doesn't matter. Disagreeing with the party line is enough to get shunned and kicked out. I fucking hate that I'm forced to hang out with le girrrrrrrrrrrrlz.

>>44563767
I was using Trans Tape in my first and so far the only attempt. I fucked up both putting it on and removing it, so for now I'm not trying again until the skin heals and until I learn to bind better (last time it did barely more than a bra because I was just improvising from written instructions and didn't watch tutorial videos or anything).

>>44563872
No one's forcing you to join female spaces online retard. Have some self respect

>>44563911
If I only joined the spaces where I fit in, I would be a recluse.

>>44563888
Oof, sounds tough. Why not switch to binders? Or are they unavailable to you in your area? I know that Canada has some stupid restrictions to binders but the luckshit moment of conservacucked countries is that FTMs are so invisible that good binders are sold as cosplay gear with nobody batting an eye on it

>>44563833
Good luck! I hope it works out for you

>>44563872
>It's like being in a room full of judgemental cowardly retards.
Sounds awful.
Is this irl or online? In what way are you forced to hang out with them?

>>44563956
Well, you are on this board Anon, do you feel like you don't fit in here, either?

>>44563968
Thanks, I hope YGMI too, whoever you are

>>44563964
I have one binder already, in fact I had it for longer than the tape thing. I just wanted to try out the tape to check if it works for me, so I could use in situations where binder isn't an option and when I don't want to wear a bra or go with free tits or something.

>>44563972
Both online and offline, although obvious offline you can't just catch a ban so you get ostracized instead. Horrible track record with female-dominated environments in general. The male-dominated ones are better but men are always patronizing and/or lecherous toward women and I'm not delusional enough to believe I'm one of the boys.
>>44563981
It's hard not to fit in a trash can. I mean it lovingly, of course. This place can tolerate anything and anyone.

>>44563956
Just suck it up and be a recluse, tbpoon. You get used to it and its better than constantly self policing to please some dumbass foids

Speaking of nonmedical dysphoria alleviation methods, has anyone used packers? I wear oversized shit all the time, so it's not needed, but I tried it once and it only made me feel more insecure and aware of my genitals

Having two times of the month per month is ridiculous. I will blame this on estrogen that is everywhere. The estrogenization of the world is terrifying.

>>44564059
>packers
I think they are hilarious and retarded.

>>44564051
I used to be a recluse and broke the habit with great difficulty. I'm never coming back to that hellish self-destructive mindset.

>>44564082
Fair enough kek. Personally both are hellish, for me self isolation is just the lesser of two evils. different strokes for different folks I guess

>>44564046
>>44564082
Do you bring up chud-adjacent points or is there something ontological that 'clocks' you as werid? For me, it's like everyone around me IRL has a retard radar and can feel that I'm a malformed creature cosplaying as a woman

>>44564076
I can't help but think of that "knitted packers, dood" image whenever I hear of them

>>44564073
Learning that girls go through puberty earlier because of food being ultra processed was a cognitohazard

>>44564118
Oh, that was the reason? When I was like 11, we got told that it happens because of having more food in general no matter what food it is and/or having cow milk and/or beef in diet lol

>>44564127
Ngl I am talking out my ass here. I just have to blame something for estrogen raping my body earlier or I'll go into a blind poonrage

>>44564090
Yeah probably. I realized I was missing out on the world. A horrible epiphany.
>>44564101
>chud-adjacent points or is there something ontological
Although I do hold some chud beliefs (I'm incredibly racist, for one), even in the company of chuddy women they sense I'm wrong, an impostor, a weirdo.

I like /femrepgen/, but I do wonder where are the Cerisemoders and Tradcopers are now? It seems like a lot of us are very close to just being HRTReppers and not really true freppers, meaning actual denialists. They are so interesting to me and a complete opposite psychological profile to myself, I'm curious about them.

Is it normal to feel proud or glad about how well one is hiding that they aren't straight and that they want to transition? I feel like I'm getting away with some kind of stealing, everyone thinks that I'm the most feminine (true) and heterosexual
(not really true) creature alive. I lately feel like I could get away with medically transitioning if I make up enough excuses and distance from everyone I know irl. What could be good excuses to use if anyone catches on to me either in the medical process or me going to a psychiatrist and endocrinologist and so on?

>>44564195
what are cerisemoders?

>>44564195
>Cerisemoders
What's that?

>>44564200
Never had success with normalmoding, I was always clocked as an outsider and a turboretard (that I am), but if I were as successful as you are I would probably be glad, yeah.

>>44564195
Actual denialists wouldnt be in spaces like these

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>>44564216
>>44564218
>picrel

>>44564224
I guess you must be more malebrained or something that everyone catches on. Honestly, I'm envious of anyone who is that kind of person. No offence

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>>44564239
Trvke, but there were a few Anons that wished for childbirth which is just so mindfuck inducing to me, I don't understand their train of thought at all. Peep picrel

>>44564243
Kinda hot. But sad.

>>44564243
What does the "internalized misogyny'' part there is supposed to mean?

You were already born female and not poor in a reasonably good country. What the fuck else do you want? I have none of this shit.

>>44564246
I think I might have a subclinical developmental delay, but I'm unsure. This is the primary reason why I fail to assimilate into normie society. And I'm a terrible liar

>>44564200
>What could be good excuses to use if anyone catches on to me either in the medical process or me going to a psychiatrist and endocrinologist and so on?
my crush told me he simply told his family he was hitting the gym and pretended he had no idea what they were talking about, feigning that he was the most girly woman ever

he buys testosterone over the counter though so he doesn't go see a psychiatrist or endocrinologist afaik

>>44564282
Oh yeah and in a conservative shithole, too. I think the bullies in school clocked the latent dyke/femrep vibes in me before I did. They saw through my straight woman LARP when I at least attempted to pretend I can socialize

>>44564267
>I don't understand their train of thought at all
Some people have some kind of "work with what you have to the maximum" philosophy. Or maybe they would like to make themselves very busy. Or a bit of both

>>44564297
>he buys testosterone over the counter
>pretended he had no idea what they were talking about, feigning that he was the most girly woman ever
Based, I can see why would you like him

>>44564195
What counts as being a true denialist besides not being on t?

>>44564153
Not gonna lie, I find racism stupid (not retarded, that's a word for me) so I don't have any advice here, but it's the 'boards so whatever

>>44564280
>What the fuck else do you want?
I want to change some things about my body because what I have is just not practical for me.
>I have none of this shit.
I'm sorry that I cannot help in any way to anyone who feels this way. It would be so convenient if I could die and get my body piloted by someone more deserving...

>>44564350
I would consider tradwifecope to be the pinnacle of it

>>44564353
That's fair. On the internet I don't mind people of different races interacting. I think it's kind of cool, actually. But irl I want my country to be a 100% undiluted ethnostate.

>>44564331
hehe I can't wait to meet him :>

>>44564297
I see. I guess with my reputation, this story might actually work lol

>>44564280
Not me though, I'm in a cucked country, and my gigaluckshit moment is the "I'm not married off" cope

>>44564376
What copes would be similar for those that just can't be tradwife? Sex work as a cope?

>>44564409
I think, yeah. Statistically, there should be at least one OnlyFans model who's coping with dissociative AGP or something of similar nature

>>44564440
The important element is that the femrepper has established himself as squarely female and digs even a deeper hole for himself by tying it to his income/identity

IF YOU ARE TALLER THAN 165CM POON OUT

>>44562146
If you truly want to be a man, buy an iPhone and a MacBook.

>>44564460
What if my height is above 165 cm but it's noticeably shorter than men's average where I live?

>>44564524
HOW TALL ARE YOU?

>>44564513
good repfuel

>>44564513
Roachmoder is a probably an Arch/Fedora user tbpoon

>>44564535
175 cm

>>44564539
What repfuel?

>>44564460
And if I'm a 165centimetroid then what, answer me, Anon

>>44564554
hahahhhah
please poon out
>>44564558
transition

>>44564554
I would murder all my loved ones in cold blood to be 175cm

>>44564554
>175 cm
Become a FTChad immediately I'm begging you

>>44564627
Truth supernova

>>44562146
Guys my boyfriend is gay for creaming my pussy. I told him I'm ftm

>>44564267
I'll just link the whole reddit with ancient board screenshot. It's fascinating stuff, they're just like us but not like us at all
https://www.reddit.com/r/4tran/comments/1gcibeo/ftm_reppers_are_so_interesting/

>>44564275
I think it's dysphoria powered projection that subsequently develops into misogyny (look at how TERFs talk about the women they disagree with, for example, a lot of them devolve into the same tarded misogynistic bullshit despite pretending to be pro-woman)

>>44564382
ATP I'm starting to think 80% of FTM 'cis'f chasers that are relatively okay and treat them as male (sorry if you aren't, just for simplicity's sake) are femreppers. Heterosexuality is truly amazing

>>44564270
i can fix him

>>44564934
i'm mtf lol

>>44564555
I don't want to get new devices, especially not of the type I'm not used to. So if that is the price of being a man, I have to rep

>>44564883
I miss you 2024 femrepgen

>>44564970
Aye, sorry girl, I forgot there are non reppers here outside of the occasional femrepchaser raid

>>44564991
Don't be sorry I love it when people assume i'm cisf haha

>>44564243
i hate the incest and pedo shit on here someone make a version that doesn’t have that. what the fuck does being attracted to male family members have to do with being a femrepper? this was obviously made as a gross fetish thing

>>44565109
Incest is like, /lgbt/ culture

>>44565160
i know and i hate it it’s fucking gross i feel like im the only somewhat normal person here

>>44562301
um
get plapped and loved instead??

>>44565178
BORRRINGGGGGG

>>44565109
I just want my dad to love me and sex is the ultimate form of love, duh. he's straight though and I've been on testosterone for too long and now straight guys aren't interested. shame

>>44565109
I mean, of course it could be just the fetish element, but I think incestuous elements were moreso added to add to the caricature of a conservative tradmoder boymom.

>>44565160
>>44565178

Tbrep I think it's because most are just starving for loving family dynamics or are molested themselves. Also, conservative patriarchal family dynamics map neatly into BDSM dynamics. Like, take a look at Utah mormons' and purity rings shit and tell me it's not covertly incestuous

>>44565088
Based and fembrained

>>44562146
So...as a bi mildly agp male- not a repper per se cuz im not a tranny but very stealth and on the DL about my proclivities....is there a foid counterpart? a mildy AAP cisfem who is on the DL? seems like that would be a good match...

>>44565109
its weird that so few femreppers and ftms are oedipal it seems like a key aspect in forming dysphoria. when youre a masculine girl with an emotionally cold single mother your relatonship starts seeming less like a mother daughter dynamic and more like a husband and wife one
>>44565178
this is 4chan this has always been a place for social rejects. go live a normal life if youre so normal

My top sexual fantasies iceberg

Tip of the iceberg: hard-core sex
>void
>void
>void
>still nothing
>bottom of the sea
>darkness
Getting called a "he" and other masculine things in bed. I would probably cry but also fuck like a machine.

>>44565528
Not sure if it counts, but I had intrusive incestuous thoughts about my mom that scared the shit out of me, hence why I can never quite get into incest roleplay and don't really understand it on a carnal level. I'm a mega sadist though so there's that, though it's accompanied by an overwhelming guilt

>>44565620
same but with my dad. it was genuinely my greatest fear because i thought i was a sick pervert before i found out what ocd actually was then later got diagnosed

>>44565620
its not carnal for me either my hypothesis is that ive developed male typical oedipal complex really early on and never got over it. my mother is a literal hag like 50 years old but she still sleeps around regularly and i just feel this deep seated rage at her 'cheating' on me despite finding her ugly and disliking everything about her

>>44564627
>>44564687
Stop this. This is a woman height in my area. By this standard half women must poon out in my country and that would be ridiculous (but kinda cool too tbpoon)

>>44565784
Nta. I'm sorry to disappoint but it's pretty normal for girls to feel disgusted at the thought of their mother sleeping with men and "cheating" on their mother/daughter devotion.

>>44565806
Are you from a Nordic country? This is ridiculous, anywhere else you'd be considered extremely tall for a woman

>>44565806
>This is a woman height in my area.
you are 5 cm taller than the average female height in the netherlands. POON OUT

>>44565566
>hard-core sex
Do you typically imagine yourself topping, or is it more "equally" distributed. I personally enjoy it when I'm at an advantage, but I like it when the other person fights back

>>44565839
Well, here it is slightly taller than the average, but still unremarkable. There are a lot of women who are taller than me and majority of men are significantly taller. Plus, my frame is very narrow so there is no point to having height, a lot of women framemog me. I feel frame is far more important to passing.

>>44565814
its just that me and her never had a good or typical relationships we always argued and fought to the point where i would frequently think to myself 'who the fuck does she think she is? my mother?' but like she is my mother ive just never perceived her that way ive always felt like one of those moid boomers that hates their wife and calls her his old ball and chain. either way i dont think that my schizophrenic fixation on being 'cucked' by her is very normal as i frequently fantasize about fucking her or women who look like her to own her back

>>44565868
Irl I'm very stone top, suggest bottomming and we're done type of person. But in my imagination I'm male so the dysphoria doesn't matter anymore and it's 50/50 either fucking someone or taking it up the ass. I don't think I've ever fantasized about taking up the vagina though, which significantly complicates things with real people.

>>44565950
IRL I'm functionally asexual and I will likely never have sex because I only ever have out of body fantasies but if I ever do I'll be a stone top as well, and touch-me-not type of stuff resonates with me too

>>44565868
>topping
A mistake, I meant to refer to dominating here

How do I become an oujidere osugaki without killing myself and trying reincarnation

>>44566187
FTShota is not gonna work long term, Anon, you will twink die eventually and become your dad

>>44566996
not if you only take t for like a year then stop

>>44566996
>>44567025
not a repper but this is what i did, diyed for 8 months then stopped, and now i pass as a faggy preteen boy. better if you looked slightly mannish from the start

>>44562146
No but i'm into Gynophilia. I love to see boys being girly. I feel fine about wishing to be a guy. Normal about it.

>>44562199
gimme my testogel then frien.

here is way better than ftmg idk why. maybe is the discussion. i hope i dont become retarded once i start doing t ;-;.
(the last part is a joke btw)

>>44562301
i'm the same height and was also curvy then i transitioned and lost 25lbs now i pass. i get mistaken for a child but i pass. move to california and even at 5'2 you will be taller than some hispanic adult men

>>44562456
absolutelly. but i would be even happier if she didnt care i called her my malewife too sometimes. maybe a agp that is open minded would be better...

>>44566996
That's okay for me I'll cherish the few months as a shota then accept being ugly again

>>44567177
I will never pass or move to a better please my bones are too female

>>44567151
I mean, they had a fetishposting thread so of course it would be less interesting

>>44567312
Then YGMI good luck. Cope by being a perv towards the shotamoders when twink death comes for you, lol

>>44567367
that's not really how it works for ftms, you can easily cope by building upper body muscle or shotamoding. shotamoding will be easier at 5'2 though.

also, frankly, if you're curvy (likely overweight) then you don't know what your bones look like. when you lose weight you'll have a better idea of your fat distribution.

>Tfw no ftm/repper bf to be mean to me as a trans girl

It's not fair :( I wanna be a repper/ftm's discord kitten

>>44567597
go talk to ftincel in /ftmg/ for some reason he is obsessed with trans girls

>>44567653
I don't want to intrude on an ftm space.

I hate that the guy in OP's pic is straight up exactly my type.

>>44567673
ftmgen is constantly flooded by cis men spamming "let me plap your fertile rapeholes, get huge and obese for daddy, gain 300 pounds" so relative to that i think you'd probably be a breath of fresh air

>>44567686
That stinks. I hate cis men more and more every day I think. I think it doesn't help that I have feelings for an ftm friend that doesn't reciprocate those feelings. And sometimes, I feel like he doesn't even care about me. He never wants to talk about things I'm interested in. Only what he's interested in.

>>44567613
you can be my discord kitten

>>44567777
HOLY TRIPS

To be honest, it was a half joke, but I do like when guys talk down to me, and especially so trans men, idk why it just activates something in my brain.

>>44567798
damn is quads a thing? lol

i like girls who are really pathetic and subby that i can degrade

>>44567798
Same nona, I love flirting with dangerous men

>>44567835
I didn't even notice it was quads! Yeah quads is a thing

How old are you anon?

>>44567845
I don't get why I'm like this desu.

>>44567879
21 :p

>>44567896
Shit I'm 32.

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>>44567798
>>44567879

I wanted to get an AAP thread going for /fit/ ftms, reppers, dykes and fags alike but it never picked up

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>>44567613
Just hit up dudes on /ftmgeneral/ we're all too busy being miserble here. FTCoomer archetype is not gonna die off anytime soon, look at picrel

>>44567686
So we really have all the same problems, huh?

>>44568185
Most people in ftmg are gay.

>>44562146
>qott: are you aap, anon?
yes. but also socially retarded. so women are not attracted me because i am completely unsexy as soon as i open my mouth. i wish talking and thinking was optional

>>44568719
Same. I want to be a recluse forever

>>44564243
this is how im going to end up.

hi guys

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I'm a schizophrenic mysogynistic twink but I've always fantasized about making a femrepper into a man and having sex with him.

>>44569156
hi anon

>>44569204
how are you

>>44569186
hey (louder than everyone else)

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After years I have finally found an image that conveys the full extent of my cringe and horror at the idea of trooning out.

>>44569480
Lego Agent 47 is that you?

heyyy

>>44569489
this is how i feel when i cut myself

thats how i feel after dont minding my mom calling me son as a cis female

>>44567845
>ooooo da poonah boi is sooo dangerous teehee my boyhole is dripping oooo

>>44569509
yes a man has fallen into the river in lego city

a man has fallen in love with a man in lego city

>>44570440
how are you doing today

>>44570799
little tired. birthday tomorrow and not looking forward to it. you?

Why do you want to be a a man when you're already afab, which is much superior?

>>44571735
Like anyone here actually wants to be dysphoric, we didn't choose this shit. I would've been a normal cisf and likely would find a wife or something and succeed in life, but I'm stuck with this and pseudoasexual cope

>>44571225
NTA but Happy birthday, Anon, don't die on us

>>44569020
I'm curious, how are you gonna reconcile with clearly knowing you're dysphoric, but pursuing pregnancy and childbirth?

>>44571225
I'm alright. Gonna go buy a new computer tomorrow, can't sleep due to stress.

Happy early birthday also. I hope you'll be okay.

>>44567044
Send pics, Anon

good morning femrepgen

>>44572706
GM, how are you?

>>44568108
Maybe try now? Current femrepgen is no longer TERF-dominated, and more AAPs flock in. It might get more lively

>>44572317
Which model are you considering

>>44572765
Either this, or something like:
>>44567199

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Yo, peep this comic on xitter:
https://x.com/agptheyfab/status/2057334216363257902
Do you think he's still on the 'boards

>>44565806
Yes. TCD via forcetransing everyone

>>44565907
Move out into 'Muricas or any other country that's nonmonolithic ethnically, I don't know. Please FTChad now Anon

>>44565915
I'm almost the opposite, if someone resembles my mother even a little bit, a feel a hit of intrusive moral thoughts about being a predatory incestuous rapist

>>44568275
On 4tran4 reddit though, there's a lot of st4t guys who are attention-starved. If you're ok with reddit, you can hunt here

>>44569489
Mogs me

>>44572027
thank you i will try

>>44572057
ultimate rep checkmate

>>44572317
im sorry about that, hope you got a little rest at least. ill be fine, dont worry about that. thank you

>>44572765
femrepping for terf reasons is so based tho

>>44572765
>Current femrepgen is no longer TERF-dominated, and more AAPs flock in
Bold of you to assume I can't be both.

>>44575342
>TERF
>AAP
>both
Elaborate? Sounds interesting, I wonder how you get around this mentally.

>>44575364
>get around
I don't. It's pretty easy.
You realize men are opportunistic and sociopathic once you experience life as a woman. Outwardly they look good, though, and the dysphoria makes AAP fire up constantly.
Trannies are cringe and retarded, which I can admit easily because I'm never trooning out. There's your 'TE'.

My country is such a shithole that dysphoria pales in comparison.

>>44575591
I live in an even shittier country

>>44575993
No, you don't.

>>44569186
Is this is an easy type of person to find I need this in my life really bad holy shit

>>44562178
wommanmoding as a hairy balding circular dwarf is insane

>>44575591
Same TBHdesu, what's your shithole like?

>>44577637
Corrupt and retarded, every day is a blackpill.

i soothe myself with fantasies where i am a 6'6 moid

bump

>>44577297
I'm not exactly a looker (3/10 on an average day) so T would just make me PCOSmaxx

>>44573358
can we make like a summoning circle or something to bring jarby back? the boards have gone to shit ever since jarby left :'(

is this a realistic transition goal
https://litter.catbox.moe/b6hfmc.png

is this a realistic transition goal
https://litter.catbox.moe/buje5xbmqeribach.jpg

Why do you think you want to be men if you see gay men as a fucking joke?

I don't want to be male as an AMAB, I would rather kill myself

>>44581338
He seems cool, I wasn't there when they were (newfag), must have been fun. Was he a namefag here?

>>44583637
Wrong repgen?

>>44564104
Link it up, Anon. I've never seen it

>>44562146
take your HRT, retards

>>44576079
Hi

I made dat post

>>44562146
everybody in this discord sucks dont join it

If anyone here ever wants to poon out, here’s a server for help with that:
https://discord.gg/bnU8CskqCB

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>>44587669
This one

>>44592612
are they supposed to be circumcised?

Does anyone know what happened to shadow anon? I haven't heard anything of her for a long time...

>>44590778
Are you the insane mrepper who got banned?

>>44590778
Trvke but I'm the most retarded here, nobody comes even close

>>44592806
nta. What happened over there, what did the mrepper do that got them banned? Is the server femrepper-only?

>>44592849
he kept talking about pregnant trans men and how trans men were much weaker than butches, the server isn't femrep only

>>44592643
I think so, I mean it would probably be harder to knit a packer with foreskin?

>>44592940
yeah also raping trans men and shit like that. had to be dealt with

Mike won

>>44592940
>>44593290
I see. I guess y'all are more brave (in a good way!) than me, I would be hesitant to ban them for that due to my brainworms lol

>>44593322
brainworms over what lol

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>>44593322
i wish i was indeed brave

>>44593349
Something like "oh no, only a female-brained creature would complain about someone making such jokes". That's what my brainworms would say, and that would prevent me from reacting much to anyone talking about rape or about getting trans men pregnant, etc. or if they directed such remarks towards me. Obviously, intellectually I think that it's actually cool that women think that way, so being fembrained in that context is actually a positive personality trait, but for me it's hard to bring myself to not brush it off and to actually do anything about it.
>>44593371
You are at least less cowardly than me.

>>44593961
yeah i can understand that. thankfully i have a strong sense of justice that overrules my dysphoria in this instance. if he was just making some one off jokes i’d be like ew but whatever but he was harassing people and everything. i actually think it’s pretty malebrained to protect people and kick people out who are trying to fuck with everyone

>>44594005
>i actually think it’s pretty malebrained to protect people and kick people out who are trying to fuck with everyone
It is definitely chivalrous. And irl in my life such behaviour would definitely be seen as a good example of what a guy should do.
But for some reason online (where I lately spend most of my time) such things are seen as something a woman would do. Which used to be a cultural shock to me as it was completely opposite of what everyone got taught in my irl life, but somehow those brainworms stuck.

>>44594099
don’t spend your life thinking that masculinity = letting bad shit happen and not having morals. being gentlemanly and serving justice is based and malebrained.

>>44595749
Maybe it would be good if I learned to not care what's feminine and what's masculine and just did what seems right. But for now I can't not care, so the best course of action is probably do what my intellectual side of mind says and then get guilt-ed by the worms lol

>>44593961
TBrep we considered banning that mrepper because insults towards our own kind don't really hurt us that much, but when it's directed to other groups (trans men, including the one on the server in this case) we feel more justified in bringing the banhammer down

>>44596667
Don't misunderstand, I can see that it's a reasonable action. My worms just aren't reasonable in most ways and this is one of the recent situations where it shows.

>>44596905
Yeah, I'm not being judgmental towards you BTW, I guess I want to understand more of your brainworms. Maybe you can talk more about it? To let the stress out so to speak. Perhaps the next QOTT could be about the good ol' worms, actually.