I (mtf) get off on the fact that i don't pass, that i'm a sissy, AGP, fake trans, etc. I think this website broke me.I enjoy seeing myself as feminized and castrated gay man. What does that make me?
it makes you a retard
>>44595530Just live your life without needing to justify yourself all the time retard
>>44595728It's hard... because i feel i don't pass. I keep needing to justify it.
>>44595530>What does that make me?the buzzword of the last 5-6 years is MEF.don't bring agp into thisi'm agp and I wouldn't girlmode if I didn't pass and wasn't attractive
Suspicious.
>>44595530mind broken mef and a retard.it gets to a point that the self hatred simply corrodes your brain to the point that you sinply internalize the hatred, its normal thoughts in your mind
>>44595746Yeah I know it's hard because social transition depends on other people too, but you lose the moment you start lying to yourself
>>44595770Both AGPs and MEFs say they pass online. Seems like clout posting... i've seen people delude themselves before.Multiple people have said i'm a classic AGP and recommended "men trapped in men's bodies."
>>44595778That op is right the whole website is full of psyops like all social media
>>44595828What's wrong about the book? It's the most updated version of the topic, unless you don't believe in it which is fine because it's shit
>>44595778This is real... i need to get off so bad, but i keep falling back in.
>>44595837Same it doesn't help that everywhere else is shit too
>>44595828>Seems like clout postingif i wanted to cloutpost, I'd be posting pictures on twitter and doing a mean girl schtick.you're free to not believe me obviously, but surely you realize there are some agp trans women that do pass?>>Multiple people have said i'm a classic AGP and recommended "men trapped in men's bodies."I thought I was classic AGP because I started reading feminization stuff at 12 years old, it was basically the first porn-related thing I did.But I think AGP as a term itself is pretty useless, because I also was afraid of touching myself, hated erections, and only started masturbating at 17 - and this seems like basic bottom dysphoria to me.
>>44595836I mean i'm retarded and get off on not passing and being a gay male. I'm actually told by strangers and AI and stuff that I pass but I want to focus on the things that make me stand out.But despite thay i'm not retarded enough to rsally believe in AGP if that makes sense and i don't wanna read really terfy books. It seems to be an extreme case of question begging and very faith based, everyone i talk to who believes in it has a mystical view of their gender as male that can't be questioned. So it makes less sense than regular trannyism
>>44595882 continued>>44595828>"men trapped in men's bodies."I've never read that, but I did read Whipping Girl and was girlmoding 6 months later due to luckshittery.I also stopped worrying about whether or not I'm trutrans after girlmoding for a bit because passing as a woman made my life so much better. And also because I realized the whole trutrans thing doesn't matter if you pass and feel better after trooning
