does anyone else masturbate weirdly so they dont get dysphoric? i have two phones and one will have videos of women and the other will have a video of a man masturbating. i jerk off to both at the same time, i do this so i can immerse myself and pretend to be a real, normal, heterosexual man when i jerk off. i usually start crying after i finish because its the only time i dont feel like a disgusting poon
Are you on T yet
I basically don't take ownership over the parts of myself i don't like. It's like piloting a mech. You want better parts, you want it to work better, but you don't personally feel like trash because you can't find the right parts.
>>44595643i wish i was! i want to die every die i am not
>>44595550Can I forcemasc you into a gooner guy. I've been wanting to do that for a little bit, you seem like a good candidate.
>>44598142day not die holy typo
>>44595550I wank to AI roleplay scenarios, by far most of which aren't even sexual, which I think exposes my greatest fetish of wanting to be someone else to escape my horrid nature.
>>44595550HOW TALL ARE YOU?
>>44598377im 5'6 im ngmi
>>44598451okayish height
>>44595550I would stroke your E-dick Aiden, and torture it until you cry.
>>44598142Why aren't you on DIY? It's very easy, I can walk you through it
>>44598772nobody tells me where to buy it
>>44598916Check out the eroids.com forum, it will direct you to a ton of different reputable dealers for your country. Find one that has decent prices, you can look for Test E, Test C, or Sustanon, they all work for HRT. You will likely have to set up crypto payment but some dealers take zelle. Let me know if you have any questions and I'll help you out. We're gonna get you on T man you don't have to live like this
>>44598451im 5'5 but i still got on T. you got this, I believe in you
