Is there much of a point for a transition if you are a schizoid? I don't mean being more into the introverted side, but rather being totally avoidant of everyone, including family, regardless of the situation. No desire for any sort of connection with other people, not even for an intimate one. I had been like this for most of my life, with maybe the exception of elementary school years and earlier. Without having anyone in your life, combined with the lack of desire to have anyone, pursuing a transition feels kinda pointless, maybe even narcissistic. You know when asked why women do makeup, or get cosmetic work done on themselves? And how they answer is that they do it for themselves? We all know that is bullshit, and true reason is validation and to appease the eyes of other people.
>>44595675I think being schizoid or avoidant is how I fell into this shit, if I had friends I’d be a happy repper
>>44595675If I lived on a desert island and never saw another human being again or myself in the mirror again, I'd still want to feel physically comfortable in my own body. Same thing when my only interactions are service workers when I buy groceries or whatever.
I shave, bathe, do my hair, dress, and act like a girl all while no one can see it. It's for me. It makes me feel peaceful.
I couldn't care less about other people, I did this for me, I don't plan on transitioning socially, I'm too old and masculinized and I don't want to give them more reasons to make fun of me.>bbbut you said you don't careWell, one thing is living amongst them and other is becoming a target, same with validation, it only matters because it's the only thing they can offer me.
>>44595702trutrans AGP queen
>>44595738same i did it because i simply wanted to
>>44595675I have it too and honestly, I just don't care. I take my HRT and just avoid people. I am a lateshit (hrt at 20) and somewhat visibly trans and I've just started showing them my ID (male) every time at work when they ask what my pronouns are. I carry pepper spray when I am around blacks. I don't care anymore.
>>44595839>I am a lateshit (hrt at 20)kys retard
>>44596003Sorry I am upset I only pass as the top 1% most dimorphic female on the planet. Passflation is stupid but accurate. I am sure you mog me btw. I do effortmaxxing but I am a pre-FFS skullhon.
>>44596059you fucking honlarpers have ruined any kind of concept of young or mid or lateshit20 is youngshitalways was
>>44595694No you wouldn't. As someone who likes people, here's a projection based off my life. You'd try and live vicariously through your friends. Maybe for a while it works, but only for the few short hours theyre with you having fun. And when you go home alone for the rest of the time, your life feels hollow and empty, like you're only worth living for them, and you may not even realize why. And as you all get older and they grow more distant through evolving life priorities, you wouldn't be able to distract yourself from the gnawing void of hatred, and you'd either blow your shit smooth, drink yourself into a hole, or turn into John 50.
