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Last thread: >>44538220
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its over (for me)
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bought 4inch pumps today, they fit OK when I tried them on, but started popping off my foot like 5 mins later, EU size 38
has anyone tried those silicne things that are placed at the back of the shoe, near the heel? Do they work?
I've also ordered size 37.5
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Come here and give daddy some sissy loving.
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>>44596493
Nothing. I was working as a high school English teacher though. Quit in May after 8 years--even gave up tenure. Our education system is actively collapsing in the states :/
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>>44596747
how were you working as a highschool teacher but you haven't studied anything?
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Gay bearnie sanders: "let me be queer"
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Just come here and give daddy a little sissy smooch
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any1 want to detroone and be my boyfriend? i'm not a gay faggot so i only want to date a real boy
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>>44596863
What colour are your sissy panties?
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>>44596790
Answered the first part of the question, not the second-- a mistake many of my students make :D

Personally, I do not want to go back to school. I'm trying to find work, but no luck so far, and I'd rather die than go back into education.
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>>44596493
Back to school and I hate it there, I hate it there. Everything I want I gotta wait a year, wait a year. This nigga graduated at the top of our class, I went to Cheesecake, he was a motherfucking waiter there.
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>>44596895
white. sometimes brown or yellow
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>>44596974
I just wanted to believe the education system got so bad they hired any old person to teach
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>>44596998
>brown or yellow
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>>44597008
We're not far off from that. I was initially hired on a provisional license. I had a BA in English, but no experience teaching or coursework related to teaching. Most of the teachers I worked with started the same way. I had to take classes while teaching in order to get my full license.

When a teacher quits mid-year though, they're often replaced by long-term subs who do not have any credentials. We had two teachers do that last year-- they couldn't take student behavior and apathy any longer (admin does fuck all). Their classes were taken over by long-term subs who were managed by one of the content teachers.

It's all a joke though. I couldn't fail kids. A kid could do nothing the entire year, be placed on an online credit recovery program for my class, and then pass in a day with the help of ChatGPT. Everyone, admin, teachers students, know it's happening. No one cares. It's all about what looks good on paper. What can the district celebrate.
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>>44597085
Credit recovery is such a scam, then we send these idiots off to college with inflated GPAs for professors to deal with.
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kinda off topic but i wanna lose weight before starting hrt. im 59kg/172cm/19yo rn, my goal is 55 kg. is that enough or should i do more? is it okay to eat like 800kcal a day for a while or would that be too bad for my health?
also i really really wanna lose upper body muscles quickly... will hrt help with this, and/or are there other things i can do to reduce upper body muscle?
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>>44597109
Even without credit recovery, their grades are meaningless. Last year was especially difficult. I had maybe two or three students who weren't constantly using AI to cheat. Not much an individual teacher can do about it when the problem is that widespread. I just gave up.

Many of my co-workers won't even give any grades below a 50--this includes not turning anything in. A 60 is now passing.
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>>44597182
A 60 was always passing as a D- where I'm at, but the 50 baseline is new bullshit concocted in the last 15 years
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>>44597301
Anything below a 70 was an F when I was growing up (early 30s).
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>>44596623
>make a post about shoes
>zero replies
i swear, only 10% of this board is mtfs, the rest is tranny in denial chuds and chasers
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>>44597701
I mean, many of us are still boy/manmoding. I know fuck all about women's shoes or even fashion.
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Am I trans (or nonbinary?) or just a cis man with a fetish and/or a chaser?

Points in favor of being not-cis:
>Feel wistful when looking at people's transition timelines
>Have had dreams where I'm feminine or androgynous, feel sad it was just a dream when I wake up
>When I came across the concept of intersex/hermaphrodism and characters with traits of both sexes as a preteen, I wished I could be that
>Always picked/made androgynous/feminine male characters in games and character creators
>Hesitant to label myself with he/him pronouns online

Points in favor of it just being a fetish:
>Don't mind being gendered as male otherwise
>Don't feel disgusted by my current body, even if I wish it was more feminine/androgynous
>Don't have a desire to be actively seen/treated as a woman in society or by others
>I find twinks, femboys, trans women, trans men, tomboys, etc hot
>Often imagine myself with a feminine face, body, breasts etc in sexual fantasies
>A big part of me wanting to look feminine or androgynous is, I think, wanting to be able to live out those fantasies, and to just embody what I find attractive
>If I did take HRT etc, I wouldn't try to pass as a woman, I'd just present as a really feminine guy

I've been scared to speak to a therapist or actual trans people about it because I don't wanna be seen as a degenerate
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computer science
i write code for a living!
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>>44598128
You're clearly saying you don't want to pass as a woman, so i'd say you would either be a HRTfemboy or a cissexual nonbinary person
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>>44597376
Is the US?
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>>44598298
Aren't nonbinary people definitionally not cis?

Anyways, yeah, I gather that I am probably better described as nonbinary or a GNC man rather then a trans woman, my question is more "is it typical for trans women, nonbinary people etc to have sexual fantasies, desire, and expression be a major part of their self discovery and interaction with their gender identity, and/or would mentioning that is the case to me lead me to get ostracized as a fetishist"?
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>>44598348
dunno how you're here and haven't thought of blanchard yet with this statement

do whatever you want, i agree that you're an agp hrtfemboy

lots of dudes are into feminization and whatever, just keep it to yourself and don't involve the troons with it
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>>44598312
Yeah, shits bad. My district culled 160 positions too this year. I left of my own accord, but some got pushed out. It'll mean even bigger class sizes. They were already bad.
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>>44598468
I don't browse /lgbt/ much and I don't really understand what the deal with blanchard and AGP stuff is

My assumption was that AGP/autogynephilia was a hypothesis that trans women were the way they are due to being aroused by being feminine, and that that was seen as a transphobic myth since being trans isn't a fetish (which also then fed into, again, my hesitation to explore my identity), but with some of the way I see people discussing his research and AGP vs HSTS or whatever, I can't tell anymore on if it's actually viewed as totally outdated/bigotted or if it's still viewed as conditionally useful or what
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>>44598348
nonbinary isn't a thing, it's just retarded faggots trying to feel special
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>>44599333
it never gained traction, even for use in its more defined claims w/ the typology applying to 'true transsexuals' seeking srs
ppl revived it for the explicit purpose of trolling, but there are differences among the population which is not something unique to blanchard's typology, but expressed in several scales of typologies
generally in practice speaking of any differences besides expression within the broader trans population has fallen out of favor in recent decades
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>>44599412
Man you really are fat and retarded
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>>44596493
Korean language.
By myself. 4 hours a week.
I can read (not pronounce) Korean alphabet now.
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saw a pretty trans girl at the store and got really really depressed that I'll never be a pretty girl and marry her...I was on hrt for 4 years then got depressed and haven't been on it due to schizo
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>>44596974
>I'd rather die than go back into education.
I feel you.
A string of forced homework and class attendance, are like daggers under my skin.
Tell me to do something, and I will resist it.
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every girl on campus is a reminder that I’m disgusting and I should walk into traffic
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>>44599440
iunno u sound pretty angry about nothing in particular to respond to such a basic post ngl
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>>44599587
iunno calling out a fat retarded when they're fat and retarded is more of an objectionable viewpoint and not emotional based at all. aren't you like 50? i mean c'mon man at some point u gotta stop coping & projecting cuz like it's way past the yiiiiiiikes point in life ya kno>?
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>>44599676
I mean ur not really calling out anything tho just getting upset for no reason??? ok lmao
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>>44599536
Such a bizarre thing for men to try to skinwalk women when you think about it. I'll never understand it. It'd be as fruitless as me pretending I'm a grizzly bear and trying to get them to accept me as one of them. They would rip my head off and casually toss it over their shoulder like an empty beer can.
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>>44599703
u r fat & retarded and ur saying retarded things it's kinda a call out fatty p sure u kno
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>>44596493
graduted undergrad 2 yrs ago but planning to do masters cuz i work in research (at the school i grad from). i get mistaken for a student all the time.
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>>44599729
Why are you here, chud?
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>>44599729
ur a bear?! u~u
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>>44599775
I mean I responded to something on a factual basis
ur just responding 'oh ur fat, old, stupid, and uggo' none of which is untrue but also entirely unrelated lmao
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>>44596493
Getting my MBA at a local college that I could apply for late. Hoping my grades are better than my undergrad and I can go to a better school to finish out or go to europe to finish studies.
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>>44596493
i hate how drugs are the only things that make me feel ok. took soma today even though i get drug tested in 4 days. i thought being a youngshit would make me happy. very soon to being 19 feel so old fml and fm charges
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how do you make friends as a tranny? i feel like a freak ):
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do u guyz thinkz kat still lurkz here daily? i do ;)
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>>44600896
That's the neat part, you don't!
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>>44599961
>my opinion is a factual basis
just how fat & retarded can one faggot who troones out in his 40's get loooooool
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>>44601189
Kat Blaque?
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>>44601277
Nta are you retarded?
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>>44597701
IDK I have pic related and never had any issues with it, other than your typical chink quality.
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Just sharted in my favorite pair of panties ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh fuck me man it's all oily too FUCK
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>>44599961
shutup faggot
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>>44596493
i study math and physics !
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>>44602272
creepy pic, please kys
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>>44602331
wow that is mean and uncalled for! please apologize promptly!!
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>>44602331
hello????? can you apologize??? stop ignoring
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>>44596493
Maffs and Sanskrit :3
I like probability and some other areas (esp. random fields, Wasserstein OT, and GMT)
AI-assisted proofs should not exist
Can't concentrate tho and will probably just rope if I can't get on E soon enough desu
Very tired of bureaucracy in and out of school
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my neighbours' dogs are really stressed out for some reason :(((((
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>>44602547
good i hate dogs
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>>44602509
>Very tired of bureaucracy in and out of school
Same. I keep having a recurring nightmare where I'm at a government building and someone a tthe desk says, because you filed the papers wrong, we cannot allow you to continue and puts a stamp on my document and points me to a new desk where they do the same thing.
Get on E tho you retard.
>>44602547
Might be a natural disaster coming.
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each day i find myself straying further away from the light, as do us all as tranners
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So I was like yo i'm kinda a huge faggot like more faggoty then you gay retards so i was like lmao yeah i'm a girl haha so i started taking girl homones and it's like yup real girl alert right here bud i'm so girl as fuck it's craaaaazy cis girls are mad jealous how much i outgirl them at being a girl it's so easy
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>>44602715
>Get on E tho you retard.
Hopefully will get a prescription within the next two weeks. Once I stopped repping the dysphoria got so much worse. I also realized I like boys a lot more than I used to admit lol and am just equally bi.
>>44602850
Waow
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>>44602743
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>>44603057
not reading ur chinese comic book page bro
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>>44603080
thats fine man
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>>44598128
Points in favor of being not-cis:
>Feel wistful when looking at people's transition timelines
>Have had dreams where I'm feminine or androgynous, feel sad it was just a dream when I wake up
>When I came across the concept of intersex/hermaphrodism and characters with traits of both sexes as a preteen, I wished I could be that
>Always picked/made androgynous/feminine male characters in games and character creators
>Hesitant to label myself with he/him pronouns online
>I wish my body was more feminine/androgynous
>Often imagine myself with a feminine face, body, breasts etc
>I want to embody what I find attractive
ftfy
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>>44597178
sorry all I heard is
>i wanna wait before starting hrt
don't do that. no ifs or buts. don't do that. you can lose weight just fine on hrt. there is no excuse to do something that colossally stupid
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>>44603175
NTA
i check out every one of those boxes except
>Hesitant to label myself with he/him pronouns online
i could be a midshit age wise but ive been hit with a gigapuberty from a rough childhood and i look middle aged when i do a side part.
idk why im here im not MTF. i guess i just wanted to feel seen or heard by someone. im considering remolding my sexuality so i can just cope with being a chaser.
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>>44598348
>is it typical for trans women, nonbinary people etc to have sexual fantasies, desire, and expression be a major part of their self discovery and interaction with their gender identity
yes
>would mentioning that is the case to me lead me to get ostracized as a fetishist
also probably yes
>>44599333
>trans women were the way they are due to being aroused by being feminine
other way around. trans women are aroused by being feminine because they are women. in autophilia is a major component of all healthy human sexuality, demonizing it is retarded but very common among those who want to discredit and detroon us. if you have agp you are trutrans
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>>44603194
you are trans
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lowkey being a tranny on a conceptual level is fucking retarded as fuck
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>>44603211
ikr how the hell do you explain to peopple that the reason you want to kill yourself is that you look like a man. like, ok??? half the population looks like that? whats wrong???
but unfortunately just cause something's all in your head doesn't make it not real
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>>44603203
it doesnt matter anymore. i have chad skull alongside decent features and itd be better to capitalize on that at this point. plus, its tough to be a tranny.
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>>44603226
hrtrepping is the only way to avoid life threatening psychosis. you'll realize that sooner or later so I'm doing you a favor and letting you know now
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>>44603211
sorta easy to conceptualize it rationally as a birth defect of some of the neurological secondary sex characteristics, espcially when we have knowledge about other forms of body dysphoria like phantom pain and anorexia
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>>44603232
i think id prefer a little psychosis (im already pretty crazy) over committing self imposed social ling-chi
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>>44603245
you should learn how to fight. it makes you feel good ad pain helps with dysphoria
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>>44603245
oh and the mindrape. it hurts nona. it hurts more than you ever expect
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>>44603233
>make eveyrone else play pretend with your mental illness fantasies is conceptuizly rational
or just accept you're a dude with a dick and get the fuck over it or take schizo meds. but i mean we live in a society where we threw away the looneybins so checks out retards are like my retardation is soooo ratoninal n stuffs
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>>44603252
thanks.
>>44603257
kek i "know". and i feel a little weird excitement for all the silly mental adventures id soon be having.
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>>44603268
for somebody who started the conversation talking about a conceptual point of view, you come off to me as a very irrational dipshit. nothing you said was relevant to anything I said. being unable to listen on a fundamental level just makes me think you are unable to engage with abstract ideas whatsoever
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>>44603273
>thanks.
np. im hoping to find a new place too
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>>44603273
>the adventures in question
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>>44603379
i like how jennifer 3 looks like a boymoder lol
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>>44603298
i wonder how many people in your life lost contact with you because of how insufferable you are. hot tip lil gup, you're not nearly as smart or deep as you think are you
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>>44603420
>i wonder how many people in your life lost contact with you because of how insufferable you are.
not really many. i understand that you dislike me but that doesn't really reflect in my personal life
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>>44603471
>not really many.
lol
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WOMANS!

REAL WOMANS!
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>>44603503
i'm not sure why you're laughing.
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>>44603589
because you're an insufferable faggot who thought WELLLLL ACKHUTALLY IT'S A BIRTH DEFECT BECAUSE NERULOGICAL SECONDARY SEX CHARACISTERSC AND ACHTUALLY. Like oh my god shut the fuck up dumbfuck, it's just nonstop non sequential mental illnesses hoops to justify why putting a dress on makes your pp hard.
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>>44603614
this is pathetic
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>>44603639
conceptually yeah, unlike being a tranny, which is conceptually retarded. agreed
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>>44603671
nice comeback, xd
really a good exercise in how not pathetic you are
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>>44603614
>>44603671
nta stop larping as me lol

>>44603589
laughing because you hard agreed with me but are too stupid to realize it. n-n-n-ot m-m-m-any.... lol!
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>>44603711
>laughing because you hard agreed with me but are too stupid to realize it. n-n-n-ot m-m-m-any.... lol!
i couldn't think of one particular example but i'm not so arrogant to assume that nobody has ever stopped talking to me for that reason without saying anything. i'm fine if people have since it makes me happier to be authentic than to constantly repress my inner thoughts just because people think i'm trying too hard
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>>44596493
I'm struggling with visceral gender dysphoria to the point of crying ever since I realized I was trans. I'm not in the position to transition without ruining my life. Still I want these horrible feelings to go away. What are alternative ways I can overcome this that doesn't include transitioning into a girl?
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>>44603883
there is nothing you can do. take hrt. boymode if you must. tick tock
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>>44603883
try taking ssris to see if the thoughts are manifesting as ocd
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>>44603973
sure do that too. but order diy right now
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>>44603925
>Having to inject yourself with a substance just to be happy for the rest of your life
I can't take hrt without people finding out and ending my life as it is
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>>44604064
taking meds isn't that big a deal, how old and tall and broad are you?
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>>44604107
I'm almost 23, 5'7ft and small. I'm also of mediterranean descent. Transitioning itself isn't what scares me or that I won't pass or whatever. It's just that I can't without losing everything and being more lonely and miserable than I'm as a man despite hating it.
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Pedro is extra upset in here today more so then his normal upsetness. Was there bad news with any of the ching chong gachaslop games today? That would explain it
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>>44604064
>Having to inject yourself with a substance just to be happy for the rest of your life
yes. this is the burden the demiurge has saddled our kind with. accept it or be miserable for the rest of your sad short life
>I can't take hrt without people finding out
then you have to fix that. find a hiding place. move out. run away. DO SOMETHING
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>>44604168
why would you lose everything, can you manmode?
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>>44604168
>being more lonely and miserable
not worth it. find people who will accept you or don't, it doesn't matter. transition takes priority over everything. if you're not that dysphoric now that is a very good thing that you will lose if you wait any longer. you will mourn the time you have lost, you will regret everything unless you do what must be done here and now. the future doesn't wait for you to be in a better place, you need to do this in the thick of it. we all do.
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so sick of these half-ass trannies. either commit or get the fuck out and live your twink life already
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>>44604190
are none of you from violently transphobic environments or something? do none of you mind forever severing family bonds because you decided to be a girl instead? Because that's a reality for me if I decide to.
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>>44604268
I wasn't asking because that's unimaginable, I was asking to know your specific situation, I'm sorry it's that bad for you, that's terrible
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>>44604245
kids these days dont know the value of hard work
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>>44604268
My parents don't give a shit about me (they literally told me that to my face), and everyone else in my family hates me. So thankfully I can transition and cut ties without any psychological damage from that.
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>>44604233
This is what scares me too. Because I've literally cried multiple times this past month due to not being dysphoric amongst clenching and having internal outbursts. I'm worried if I do transitioning while including the costs and things don't workout I might decide to end it all together.

>>44604276
It's fine
Some girls aren't meant to be I fear
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>>44604323
>Some girls aren't meant to be I fear
don't blame destiny for your weakness
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>>44604323
Do to not being a girl and feeling dysphoric I meant to say
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>>44604334
I'm too weak to be a woman I'm a fraid
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>>44604268
>>44604323
that sucks. it all sucks. fuck god. I'd kill god with my own two hands for doing this to us.
but you are alive. and while you are alive you have certain responsibilities to yourself. and sometimes, sacrifices that must be made. I'm sorry nona. that's the way it is. do you want to die slowly, unfulfilled, rotting from the inside out? or do you want to live?
don't you want to taste what it's like for everyone else?
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>>44604380
I think I will just eventually transition just do to the sheer pain this dysphoria causes me. But that I will do in a more safe and secure environment. Now I must need something that makes able to function till then. So what's it what else can I do? I already do most that's on the list to alleviate dysphoria besides transitioning but it isn't working.
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i think people uncritically quoting mark twain has set back social wisdom by decades
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>>44604527
examples? I don't know any
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>>44604487
I don't know. I don't think there is anything that will truly work. maybe abusing opioids and ketamine. think outside the box. what's stopping you doing it now?
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Dysphoria isn't even real tbqh it's just made up justification to troone
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>>44604487
What time are you going to be able to access that environment? make a plan for the future
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>>44604572
i looked a few of them up and all the ones i hate that i've heard are misattributions from other people.
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>>44604587
toob is that you
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>>44604677
YEah
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>>44604692
waow
is it trve that you r4ped hontra
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>>44604594
maybe 3 to 5 years
Basically after I finished my masters and build a secure income.
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>>44604736
you should probably wait until you're retired to transition because then ti wont affect your employment, or maybe once you're dead
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>>44604838
>becoming a 40 year old hon
I think I'd rather rope at that point.
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>>44604710
YEah
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>>44605018
waow
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>>44604736
or just boymode and get an unsecure income
fucking dumbass can't take a gamble
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she's everywhere
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>>44604872
doesn't understand sarcasm award
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>>44604736
you are actually fatally stupid. either stop thinking this bullshit and start hrt asap or spare yourself the trouble and kill yourself now
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>>44605143
Build a secure income and move out>>>Transitioning now when I'm depending on someone else who will very likely not accept me taking hrt
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>>44605198
does a child keep themselves from growing teeth so they can suck on the nipple?
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>>44605217
the child builds an income to buy their own milk
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>>44605198
nona. they do not need to know. you do not need to tell them. they will not be able to tell if you slouch. start hrt now. if you ABSOLUTELY MUST you can stop before the breast growth gets too much to hide. get an income and savings in that time. not everything has to be perfectly planned you suicidally autistic dumbass. you can make it up as you go along. one of the ways you are coping right now is by saying you have no choice. but you do, and accepting that will hurt in the short term but it will improve the rest of your life by not forcing yourself through years of pointless rape and mutilation
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>>44605369
Thanks for saying this Nona. I know I can't really repress this forever even if I would like to. Recently I've even been planning to grow my hair and get a woman's haircut. And buying clothes that make me less dysphoric. But full on transitioning right now still is so scary and I'm such a coward. Mostly because I don't want to hurt the few bonds I have. Also I'm diagnosed for getting autism currently and will be talking about this to my therapist in the future. Legit I haven't told anyone this irl beyond some supportive online friends. But for now I'm just a miserable repper.
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>>44603379
yeah sorry for the late reply, tho im like legitimately fucked if i troon out sorry
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>>44604838
>you should probably wait until you're retired
>40 year old hon

Who the fuck dun be retired at 40? damn son
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>>44605624
I know it's hard. I know it's scary. but just start. I promise it won't be as scary after your first dose. look at valerie,vg. read pghrt,diy. ask questions in hrtgen. one step at a time. just as long as you keep moving. when you stop moving, it seems difficult again and it's harder to pick up pace. but that'd exactly what you need to do.
as for the people around you, yeah it sucks. but in my experience relationships predicated on your life being a living hell are not worthwhile and eventually not even possible to take comfort in
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>>44605879
(dots are replaced with commas in the domain names to dodge the spam thing)
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>>44597178
make a thread for this inquiry
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i really really really want a chud boyfriend
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>>44596493
I am a TA this year studying for my MS degree
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>>44606324
what do you study and TA for if you dont mind me asking
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>>44606374
physics and physics
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girls how do I get over the "I will never be a real woman" thoughts holding me back???
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>>44606732
embrace it and accept you will always be a tranny and not a real woman. live your best tranny life
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>>44596493
quit my job and going back to uni im actually so happy rn also been on e this summer so thats awesome sauce
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>>44606732
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I am no MtF, i'm RStUF, raped shota to ugly female
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>>44607147
Thx needed this
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how to know for sure I'm a transgirl? how do I know for sure that if I transition this dysphoria goes away? Well doing it. But regrets I might have a few.
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>>44596493
if you still go to school, you're not allowed to post here.
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>>44607973
What is college :P
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>>44607642
Cover your bosoms young lady. I'll not have you prancing about the cinema dressed like a sex toy for men to ogle.
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>>44608707
I'm on my way to see a movie right now :0
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>>44608723
You march right back into your wardrobe and put on a proper blouse or I'm telling your father that you bounced tiddies around town like a tart!
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Not quite a repper, but an often self hating eternal wonderer. What to make of this predicament?
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>>44608766
>Not quite a repper, but an often self hating eternal wonderer. What to make of this predicament?
get into daydreaming and visualize different lives for yourself
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>>44607642
cute
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>>44609195
>just start maladaptive daydreaming bro
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>>44609195
I do that sometimes but I don't think my life is interesting enough as it is to conjur up anything particularly interesting in my mind, there's not a lot of depth. Maybe I'll try a creative persuit to distract myself, but I fall off so often as a person. I don't know what I'm doing. The spark is always there though.
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>>44609217
jung was a big believer that daydreams were a component of a deep inner life. regardless of that, regurgitating what you heard in an insurance book doesn't explain why the daydreaming I suggested would be maladaptive or why it would be harmful
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>>44609284
>I don't think my life is interesting enough as it is to conjur up anything particularly interesting in my mind, there's not a lot of depth
one exercise i like to do is to look at archeological relics and try to imagine myself as the person that had that item. maybe you could try it too, it can be a lot of fun! it also builds off your self-education in history which gives you something further to learn about the lives of other people
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Pedro give me taco
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I think Pedrois a pretty cool guy. Eh eat taco and doesn't afraid of anything.
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>>44609629
This looks so cvnt and cvlt though and I'm being real witchu
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Pedro is a taco baller
A spicy little shot caller
On those streets and in the sheets
He's known to bark and holler
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You are a leftist. But only if you agree with us. On absolutely everything, and if you say even one contradicting thing, you are Hitler
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>>44609964
paige you're still alive? jeez thought you would of acked already sheeesh what's the point dude you're so worthless lol
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My work team is changing, 2 people I liked worked with are leaving. 1 of the new substitutes is an Indian guy.

It's so, SO fucking over for me. Already looking for a new job
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>>44607642
When your breasts were still growing did fat grow more on the side under the armpit then on the other side. That's happening to me and it's making me want to kms because it's making my nipples point inwards.
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Guys I'm LITERALLY jacking off my FEMALE PENIS right NOW as a I type this I, as a REAL FEMALE am masturbating my REAL FEMALE PENIS right NOW and it feels SOOOOOO GOOD!!!!!!!
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https://www.indiatoday.in/education-today/latest-studies/story/indians-have-smallest-brains-in-the-world-reveals-iiit-hyderabad-study-1614366-2019-10-31
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I really really really want a chud boyfrend
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>>44610335
>nipples point inwards.
Isn't that what you want? You don't want them looking off to the side.
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i'm so fucking tired of all the "you're 5'6 you're a midget" convo. like no that's the american average height and tall in most countries worldwide. being a 5'6 tranny has alienated me from all my 5'3 peers. i am an abomination of god.
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>>44611203
Meh, so you're a tall girl. Who cares. I'm 5'7". My wife is 5'0". Many of my cis friends are right around my height or taller. Be happy you're not 6'+
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>>44611212
well, yeah, i am happy i'm not 6'+. doesn't mean i don't hate being 5'6. feels like there's constantly a shit ton of people a full head shorter than me. i'm ngmi.
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I'm studying medicine.
Also server for trans people:
https://discord.gg/bnU8CskqCB
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FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK i want a turbo nigged out street level 100 Tyrone to just dick me down and stretch out my holes just power blast em into submission
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>>44611203
you're still much shorter than other men do you should be thankful for that.
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>>44611557
Larry is baaaaack
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>>44610335
>>44611190
you're all dumb
some nipples point inwards and some point outwards. it's natural. human bodies are just like that
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>>44611203
I'm 6'3 go fuck yourself
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nobi is crazy and racist. Sending me a barrage of slurs because I trolled a little bit in your shitty cope server is crazy
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>>44611203
autopedos at it again
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pedro y r u so mad all the time?
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>>44612065
I'm 6'3" but thankfully my proportions are good for my height, I'm not built like a shitbox like so many tall hons. An agency actually approached me once because they wanted me to do modelling for them.
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>>44612788
same but my face is probably fucked
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>>44612788
Holy cope. You're fucking 6'3, nothing about your propotions isn't going to make you look like a total fucking freak in a dress LOL
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>>44612788
i mean yea if you havent got a modeling offer in a city its cooked
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>>44612936
don't you have better things to do than seethe and mald at the few small ways in which trannies live up to patriarchal beauty standards better than you do
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I miss Mado
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>>44612965
Yes, you being a 6'3 ogre makes me VERY upset that I'm super seething and balding about it. I am definitely not laughing at you at all in how you're coping about it. You are so right, lol!
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>>44612994
what do you miss about Lucas? how he would groom minors or make them cut his name into their skin on discord? weird guy to miss honestly
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>>44613002
you definitely sound like you're seething
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>>44613078
Yes, yes I cannot believe I opened this dead general and saw some dude posting about being 6'3 in here ahhhhhhh i'm seething with rage noooooo stop it don't you dare justify how being 6'3 means you can still be a real heckin woman and stuffs ahhhh i'm so upset and not laughing at you at all!!! dang it your cope is too good man!!
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>>44613151
if you don't want us to make fun of your suspiciously seethelike comments maybe you shouldn't chud out constantly on the board already overflowing with braindead chuds
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