Because being a tranny is a miserable and isolating existence, let's talk some escapism! whatcha been playing? I've been playing through Higurashi and am almost done reading chapter 8. Out of curiosity, I would like to know people's identities. I am a closeted hrt trans woman!
i wanna go back to watching horror movies on shudder and playing games like dbd (just bought darkwood and alien isolation for this even though i could pirate because idk how to pirate on deck and my laptop is broken and i have nothing else here rn) or even maybe using xwitter but i keep coming back here. its def better than other places i used to be on but i still just wanna mediamaxx instead of rotting saying things nobody else will remember in a day
Same situation as you except I binge watch shitty movies and get so drunk that I text randos about my traumas
>>44597158alien isolation is worth a playthrough, pretty fun imo
>>44597126closeted (not on hrt yet) trans woman here, just finished no more heroes 1 like a week ago. i wouldn't say i play games to cope or escape since i don't even have much time to play tho
>>44597126have you read umineko yet?
>>44597126Motorsport manager but think I'm done. First hundred hours didn't know what I was doing but now I've won 7 championships in a row or something. Re-downloaded Project Zomboid today and checkin out the new patch
>>44597371holy NMH mentioned u are based
>>44597371>closeted (not on hrt yet) trans woman here, just finished no more heroes 1 like a week ago. i wouldn't say i play games to cope or escape since i don't even have much time to play thogod felt,I wish I could read more visual novels and play more rpgs but being a 3-12am wagie has killed everything for me, I was playing through ff7 but I put it on hold, employment is a curse
>>44597126I'm playing BL VNsAlso Hoyoverse Gacha Games (the main 3)t. gay hrtwink
>>44597428my condolences on the Hoyoverse gacha games, I need to read through some nitro chiral novels especially dramatical murder
>>44597390nah not yet, heard its best to read Umineko after Higurashi, as they parallel each other
play z.a.t.o i love the world and everything in it.this is not a request but the universe itself bringing you to a masterpiecei love you
I desperately need some new games.
>>44597126eliza ?
>>44597324>alien isolationTried this but the tenseness of the game makes it hard to enjoy for me.
>>44597774higurashi was my favorite piece of media ever for 3 months, as I read umineko right after and it cleared crazy styledon't let the first two arcs of it put you off if you end up reading it!
been playing aram mayhem and destiny 2 mostly these days.
>>44597126HRT repper, I am reading Full Metal Daemon Muramasa. also i am playing God Hand
>>44598296if you like CRPGS try out Pathfinders wrath of the rightous, good way to try out a new system even if its not 1:1
>>44599544I like Murder mysteries so it should be good for me, I just hope its slightly smaller in scale than Higurashi's mystery a la a agatha christie novel
I've spend a ton of time shiny hunting on Pokemon recently both old and new games. Kinda sad bank is shutting down as I'm getting back into it.>Hrt repper
>>44600088ooo nice case mod on the SP!
>>44597126why do wokist want to ruin my tranny escapism its so over
>>44597126>let's talk some escapism! whatcha been playing?(FtM anon) I've been playing sinner maker, since I'm a fucking poor person and I don't have enough for the tomodachi life, the truth is it's fun when I make a new run and use only my favorite ocs and any characters, I like to make an au where I'm a corrupt father
>>44600179Delulu anon>>44600263Nice rec anon!Its cool to see a fishtank like game to have content update and the such, if your pc isnt good enough to emulate the new one i'd recommend emulating the 3ds one or the ds one although the ds one needs a translation patch
>>44597126uhh i was playing..project zomboid for a little..just by myself..i started playing the first BioShock again the other day after seeing the mandalore video on it heh..i played it in hs on my laptop in-between class, but i hardly remember it
I've been playing cs2. I clutched a 1v3 after bottom fragging for 3 rounds and everyone was very nice to me :3
>>44597126Not Trans but I love Fallout NV, and Fallout 4Then maybe some Coop Games when I feel lonely such as Valheim or 40k Darktide
>>44597126i've only had time for the new tkmz manga. at least it's already made me cry
>>44597126I’m playing shin megami tensei v: vengeance and dohna dohna.
>>44597126Been struggling to play videogames at all lately.Depressive slump after recovering from a really bad break up and nothing's doing it anymore.
>>44602524Literally same. Last thing I played was Disco Elysium.Anyway, my transphobic ex managed to crack my egg by being transphobic (take a wild guess what happens next!!!!)
>>44602524feel that
>>44597126I wish I was able to finish higurashi. I read through the first six chapters but was just so burnt out when i started the 7th chapter that i just dropped it.Ive tried multiple times to pick it back up after some time and try finishing chapter 7 but its been so long that ive forgotten lots of things and ultimately just have lost interest that i always end up dropping it again. Its a shame since i really loved the first six chapters.
>>44602601>>44602610Ty for commiserating.I did try to get through disco elysium too but the break up was right after I started and trying to play that game in that state was impossible.I've played some schedule 1 with friends that helped quite a bit. Found out killing cops is free guns and money.
>>44600317NTA but I haven't managed to get emulation of the new one working, would you happen to have any tips?
>>44597126i like playing oldschool runescape
>>44602649>trying to play the game in that stateYeah I just like torturing myself ig, same reason I read Sorrows of Young Werther and re-read Faust around that time. Does not help that my ex vaguely resembled Dora lmao. I really hope you're doing better now. Tbh for me I've managed to replace my anxious attachment to her with brainworms, which seems like a sidegrade. It's a game that bears replaying so if you ever get back around to it, I'll just say it's amazing (provided you *really* enjoy reading).>schedule 1Worth a play desu?
>>44600263Dont worry, you arent missing out on much. The new tomodachi life sucks and is objectively inferior to the 3DS game.
>>44602798I've been meditating a lot which helps get me out of the pychological loops. I also tried Ayahuasca and shrooms to see if they'd help, surprisingly they did nothing even with very high doses. I was told it might be because of the meditation which is crazy if it's true. Other people taking the same stuff got a high from it so I'm really not sure what to think.I don't mind reading when the writing is good and I played enough to see that it has good writing. I also have a brainworm in there in that my ex compared the person they would later cheat on me with to a character in the game and it's a sore spot still.Yeah schedule 1 is fun, a bit jank all around but the gameplay loop is pretty satisfying so long as you don't mind a mellow grind.
>>44602832Huh. By "same stuff," you mean from the same purveyor, right? In high school I did just about every drug I could get my hands on and the only one I ever found beneficial was shrooms. Showing up to therapy high on shrooms and molly is a core memory now. I remember lying in bed when the ceiling started writhing and bubbling just before my appointment. That time I did 2.5g of dried shrooms in caps and one tab (iirc 150 mg or so) of MDMA.If you're on SSRIs or any other serotonergic medication, that can interfere with 5HT2A ligands like most of the classical psychedelics. Other than that, I'm not sure. With Ayahuasca or "pharmahuasca" it's possible the MAOI was underdosed.If none of the above applies, maybe you'd experience something different with LSD. Psilocin (active metabolite of psilocybin) and DMT are both tryptamines and have a different profile of relative affinities for serotonin receptor subtypes.You might also be able to potentiate with CYP (2D6 and 3A4) inhibitors, which reduce the metabolism of psilocin. Grapefruit juice is a relatively weak CYP3A4 inhibitor and probably safe, but be sure to check it doesn't interact with any other meds you might be taking.>I also have a brainworm in there in that my ex compared the person they would later cheat on me with to a character in the game and it's a sore spot still.I'm sorry. Cheating can really ruin your trust in opening up to new people. My ex also cheated on me and because of my low self-esteem I didn't leave her for it. The person she cheated on me with roped because of that situation, however.
>>44597126passoid here, been playing ff7, endacopia and deadlock everyone should play endacopia
>>44602939Yeah as in the same batch, same brew, same fungal growth.I was drinking st. john's wort around the time but I stopped for a few weeks before any of it, so while it might've been dampened it's too weak an SSRI to do much in the first place and it wouldn't have stopped 7g of mushrooms from demolishing my ass.And yeah I was making sure I know what I'm doing with any other dietary restrictions.I haven't tried LSD but the person that told me about meditation doing that had themselves taken basically 4 full tabs of it one time and it did nothing to them.DMT I was well aware is no joke as far as psychedelics go and I eventually drank 4 times the recommended amount. Strict diet, no other drugs in my system totally sober.Mind you I can feel the body high I guess you'd call it? My body responds accordingly as it would while tripping, since it used to work when I was younger, but mentally and visually nothing happens. I just sit there feeling a bit odd. I tend to get a bit depressed when I realize there's no high but that's about it.And yeah, cheating sucks though frankly their betrayal was so shitty it was like the encore to the break up. In for a penny in for a pound sort of thing.I'm sorry you had to go through something like that too, I wouldn't wish it on anyone.
>>44602975the cheating was an encore to the break up, I mean. Just more salt in the wound rather than what really hurt.
>>44602975Interesting. Probably no way to tell without trying shrooms again and not meditating.>And yeah, cheating sucks though frankly their betrayal was so shitty it was like the encore to the break up. In for a penny in for a pound sort of thing.How it usually goes. At least for now it's kind of demolished my willingness to be monogamous and commit to anything myself. Doesn't help that she and I were engaged. I'm probably going to wind up in the puppygirl polycule or smth lmao
>>44603047I was married, signed a prenup though so the divorce was brief at least.I get you though I never felt the compulsion to get loose, I just can't do casual sex, feels like a waste of time without the intimacy. So I'm pretty much checking out of the dating pool. Just meditating more to see what happens.And yeah I'm not sure if the meditation thing is revertible, I guess if I tried hard enough it might be but I'm not invested enough in getting high to do that, I miss having the option though.
>>44597126been playing OSRS ironman as usual but also doing boss events on btd6, taking a break from hypixel skyblock cuz the greenhouse is pissing me off
>whatcha been playing?modded minecraftles tranny desu
For quite sometime I've only played games to hang out with friends like cs2 or ER nightreign. Even played through some games like silent hill 2 so that i could talk with a friend about it. It kinda makes me feel guily and ashamed that I'm not really that into gaming rn but i'm in for the company and i can't stop.also closeted hrt trans woman
>>44597126currently I'm platinuming bayonetta as it alleviates my gender dysphoria somewhat
>>44597371Get on HRT asap, what are you doing with your life??
undertalebeat saberidk i suck at liking gaming
I finished playing deltarune a little while ago, now the post game high is wearing off and im slipping back into being miserable and barely able to get out of bedits hard for me to enjoy games, i should be learning to draw instead, wish i could just be really autistic about one game and never need any other ones, im sick of losing my enjoyment of thingsim just an hrt repper who copes by staying in the dark all day
Thinking about playing Warhammer 3, what faction should I play?
>>44605388Nice!!! i've been wanting to play the wii u version cuz it keeps crashing on my mid ranged computer cause fuck me, ig
>>44602619nice thing is you never have to be ina rush to finish things, higurashi will always be there for you !
>>44602658make sure you have the latest available switch emulator and make sure you have the latest switch firmware installed on the emulator! other than that check if FitGirl did a repack of it it should work out of the box
>>44609176Ork, the most sane faction.
>>44609176Actually, nvm that.Play Skaven. Cause Rat is Cute.
>>44609638I'll have to recheck but I was pretty sure I had those.I didn't know fitgirl did emulated stuff too
