Im a tranny girl who’s been on HRT 4 years, 3 of those years spent with this guy I loved more than anyone, I was a diaper tranny and pretty thoroughly traumatized, he was a 29 year old dude I met online, I absolutely fell in love with him, and just this past 2 months, I had a suicide attempt, then he left me for a cis girl theyfab bitch who sexually abused her partner, then I got raped, then I had another suicide attempt that nearly killed me and left me brain damaged, now I’m left with the dilemma of how do I get him back, or how do I compete, do I just go full T4T
>>44599862do you still need diapers or did you get a stronger bladder?
>>44599862t4t is the only way! good luck.
>>44599862Uh maybe take some time off from seeing other people
>>44599862you dont get him back, he literally left you at your lowest, that means he didn't care about you from the beginning. you should find someone else who genuinely loves you for you, but you gotta find a way to love yourself first. i know thats cliche but its the truth, if you dont loved yourself first you'll just end up dependant on your new partner and thats not fair to them or you
>>44599862what flavor of brain damage do you have..
>>44599862Are you okay with adopting kids with me?If so we can get married
>>44599885I’m fully incontinent now, it worsened my bladder very badly and now I wet myself all the time and need to stay in diapers
>>44599960History of many TBI’s concussions asphyxiations and repeated and constant head injuries, basically a high functioning retard now
>>44600222This is so adorable I need to coddle you and pamper you as you age regress. You deserve to be a doll!
>>44600254name
>>44600294I would murder someone for this right here
>>44599862>>44600222>>44600254I won't claim to know best for you, because I am lucky to be limited to stress related issues mainly. But know that there are good people out there, and you will overcome. It's not over till you throw in the towel.Trauma and diaper stuff seem pretty closely correlated. My closest friend was blamed for his mom's overdose attempt and raised by that mom and his paranoid schizophrenic and emotionally abusive dad. He sometimes regresses involuntarily in times of stress, usually when future-anxiety in private gets overwhelming or he has suicidal thoughts. He has had very low self worth and forced himself to date down, leading to situations of him being the sole caregiver in the relationship. But he's worked so hard to become independent and comfortably wealthy, overcome his attachment to his dad's approval, and is comfortable being on his own romantically for a little while as he moves to the West Virginia panhandle to seek emotional regulation and company from me regularly.I have not been raped before, only coerced into sex by my partners in the past. I know it feels horrible, to feel used and disposed of, to feel violated and hurt by others. I hope you know that no matter what happened leading up to it and no matter who you are, it wasn't okay, and you didn't deserve it. I know that things after that string of terrible misfortune may feel incredibly bleak, but you're not broken, or wrong. It might be hard to trust people again, after all this, and you may wish for your old relationship and old life back, but I think above all that you need a support network. It can be trans welcoming clubs, survivors' support groups. My people now are the local queer collective and I am extremely close to its older members.I know nothing about brain damage or incomplete suicides. All I can say to that is, you're braver than you think to make it out the other side of all this. My heart goes out to you.t. five time homelessness survivor
>>44599862can i be your bf
>>44599862i'm a 30 year old cis man who doesnt have any interest in cis girl theyfab bitches who sexually abuse their partner, i have my own place and stable employment
>>44600944Are you okay with me being a lobotomized diaper tranny
>>44601574yes
>>44601605Nice, hmu on discord probably, I don’t do many socials HimeBun
>>44599862Seeing this place full of diaperfags again warms my heart, they lowkey stopped posting as much for a bit sadly
>>44601675sent you a request sorry i got busy
>>44601938jannies started banishing diapergen and similar posts
>>44604738Literally 1984. Sad the state of this site.
>>44604738I know, it's time to implement TJD for daring to censor the masses. The people have spoken, and we all want diaperslop.
>>44599862how did you get raped?
she hasn't accepted my request yet :(
its so over... i'll never have a cute diaper gf...
