i've posted here before about my unfortunate build, and basically the only replies that felt honest were the ones telling me to hrtrep. if you're a neverpasser like me, is that truly our only hope of any relief? is it actually worth it? if you're hrtrepping, did it make your life any better? i feel like it's just a participation medal.>you don't pass>barely any results>you still look disgusting in the mirror>but at least you tried!it feels like a meme, to be honest.
>>44600440It's all a spectrum to me. I'm not happy with my body and still dream of surgery but it's better than being a full on moid.
>>44600440definitely didn't make me happier, some days it even makes me really sad because my body has become a weird juxtaposition of male features and deformed tranny features. im happy im not gonna go bald and stuff but I still live as a man and I've just been letting myself rot desu.
Well, I waited too long and wasted so much time getting hrt then stop using it then coming back again that I have given up on getting any significant changes. However, after living such a chaotic life it gives me calm, I know that it won't do anything to my body but I feel more like myself now and I am no longer afraid to lose my essence.
>>44601301is that the ceiling for us?
>>44600440Yeah I feel like 20% better about myself constantly because my hair isn't thinning anymore, and my skin is no longer oily.
>>44600440Between self aware repping and manmoding, I'd go with manmoding. You're probably too deep into it to go back to normal anyway. >t. Detroon repper who hates every waking second alive
>>44601864>I'd go with manmodingbut you're not. why?
>>44600440If I could redo it, I would go on pio, exercise, and crossdress.
>>44600440hrtrepping is just repping
>>44601925I'm being forcerepped, and still believe that I can overcome this somehow.
>>44602593good luck then. don't be afraid to ask for help if you need it
>>44602593Why, by whom? You don't even have anything to lose, why are you letting people (family?) do this to you>>44600440Best option is to kys, second best option is hrtrep and hope for the best sometime in the future.
>>44602616Thank you nona, I'll survive.>>44602878Despite being an adult in my 20s I'm a mentally ill neet who's still dependent on my parents, who unfortunately know I'm a repper. Pathetic I know, but I've basically already given up on trooning at least for now. Planning to move out sometime this year hopefully and start diy again but for now it's not an option.
>>44602997As someone in the same situation just start DIYt. 26 yo neet hrtrepper
>>44602997they do realize you'd be less mentally ill if you were on hrt right
>>44603058This is intuitive for trannies, but the majority of cissoids are utterly clueless when it comes to anything hrt related.Pic unrelated
>>44600580>>44601301>>44601775so basically, it's better than nothing? yay...what do you all do on a daily basis? do you ever plan to actually put yourself out there, or this is it forever? if so, how do you keep going, knowing your dreams will never come true? i'm still repping, but if i started hrt and after years nothing happened my heart wouldn't take it, you know?
>>44604148>what do you all do on a daily basis? keep myself occupied. I'm a full time student and I work part time so that helps me keep my mind off it. I also just stay high as much as I can if I'm not at class or working.>do you ever plan to actually put yourself out there, or this is it forever? yea I don't really have any expectations of it changing. I won't brain worm out on you but I got pretty unlucky genetics and very poor results so idk what else to do.>how do you keep going?idk the whole thing makes me sad knowing this dream has essentially fizzled out in my hands and I think about suicide pretty frequently. I figure I'm at least gonna wait to graduate uni in a year and see if my boyfriend and I will still be together, if not I'll probably bite the bullet. if we stay together I'll just get a job and just pretend I don't exist till my body breaks down.
>>44604148I'm a shutin mangaka. I live and breathe media, drawing, and storytelling. My pipe dream is eventually making more than just enough to coast by. A big hit to afford surgery. For now I cope.
>>44604544what kind of manga? are you japanese nona?
>>44604655I won't specify any further, I'm paranoid in regards to my digital footprint.
>>44604683that is incredibly fair and you should be honestly. its cool that you draw manga though!
