am I faketrans if I never ever played as a female character in a videogame if given the choice
There's more to being trans than playing computer games, if you would believe.
>>44601390it was harder to beat the Castlevania 64 game with the Belmont guy that had a whip. The female character could throw magic balls at range and never miss the target as long as you were targeting the enemy. there's other reasons to use female characters if a game starts getting hard. being able to run away from a boss and use range damage is an example
i only play female characters. i like being cute
its not too late to start
>>44601390I played a male character to avoid people seeing me play as a female characterI would start new games in pokemon to play as a female character but I would never save so that people wouldn’t see it. I also hid all my female clothes in animal crossing. Nobody was watching me play singleplayer games, I was just paranoid.Yes I am a 25 year old repper how did you know
>>44601519I do now I just never did and never experimented either because I thought boobs were ugly and didn't want anyone to see
>>44601587>I would start new games in pokemon to play as a female character but I would never save so that people wouldn’t see itI did this one time. didn't make me feel anything
>>44601587Just get on HRT and also Wellbutrin. I’m sure many years down the line you will pass. Trust me, dying ain’t worth it, you want to live.
i was forced to pick a male avatar for a stupid remote work shared virtual office space habbo hotel kinda thingit was causing me spiritual damage so i wore the cute zombie halloween costume year roundt. mentally deficient manmoder
>>44601596>thought boobs were uglydafuq
>>44601390Idk but I only play as male characters and all my avatars are male. What does that make me?
>>44601734idfk at that age I didn't even consciously register that I wouldn't be androgynous forever
>>44601840same for the longest time I was completely secure in my boyhood until one day I saw an unspeakable horror in the mirror and haven't been the same since
Fuck, me too. I just made long hair male characters trying to nail that femboy aesthetics I was obsessed with at the time. It looked real bad on grown ass man player models. I did not take any lessons from that
>>44602894>It looked real bad on grown ass man player modelsmaybe I would have trooned out sooner if I had this experience. unfortunately my games were pokemon, terraria, stardew and starbound in which grown ass men all look like young boys
I always played as creatures like Big the Cat
>>44601390is it weird that i still play both men and women in games, even though im a trans woman and hate everything masculine about myself? like even in a 90+ hour long CRPG im still just as likely to roleplay as a dude as i am as a chick for that entire game and roleplaying as a dude doesn't give me any dysphoria at allt. chose to roleplay as Picrel in Rogue Trader instead of making a cool commissar chick or some shit
>>44603444natural actor. nothing unusual
fuck my chud life
>>44601390Well I'm a cis m with no repping inclination and I play girls in games all the time.I don't think playing as a female dictates whether you have dysphoria or not.
>>44603952why do you like playing as girls?
>>44601596Hey nona, I completely relate. I thought the exact thing as you. I even had a fascism phase, were I thought girls were yucky and would constantly yell slurs and hurt people I cared about because my sense of empathy hadn't yet developed. I feel like I'll never be able to attone for my sins and separate myself from this part of my life :(
i never had any of the childhood signs and it makes me feel like a horrible fake
>>44605467were you embarrassed of people seeing your bare chest
>>44605567yes but i was fat so i did have bitchtits
>>44601390It's irrelevant, you don't need a life history of shit in order to get a diagnosis of gender dysphoria. You only need consistent gender dysphoria
>>44605635what if i'm making it up or mistaking some other disorder for gd? it would be so much more cut and dry if i had wanted to play with dolls before the internet turned my brain to mush
>>44605635>consistentI hate this stipulation because it excludes on and off dysphoria which is also very real and very serious
>>44605595did you not want the fact you had a dick to be visible through your clothing
>>44604080Barring mechanical preference or just liking the character, sometimes it's because I think they're hot and then if I'm creating a character usually I do a guy if I want to be immersed, so I just make a me analog. If I want to make a unique character that's separate from myself in my mind I usually make a girl.So either for horny or RP reasons depending on the game.
>>44605680i tried not to think about my dick as a kid, i didnt realize i was circumcised for years. i also masturbated lying down by rubbing but i think thats just an autism thing
>>44605742uncircumcised i meant fuk
>>44605742>no signs>avoided thinking about dicklmao
>>44605661You can have played with dolls and still end up being a cis man. Too many cases>>44605666Yes but on and off dysphoria isn't really off, it's just dysphoria with waving intensity
If you have to ask "am I faketrans?" Than you are, and should detrans immediately!
>>44605861i never consciously wished i had a pussy though
>>44601390I did as a kid, but eventually felt like a poser and always played as characters that look like me. I don't think it matters desu. I play as girl characters now that I started transitioning.
>>44603444I heavily feel youI also just play as my "character" rather then a self insert or whateverSo idrc about the gender because it doesnt relate to me
>>44603444i also played a man in rogue trader, but that was mostly bc i liked the fish girl as a romance option more then any of the ones a female rogue trader had.
>>44606118that is a sign lol you can't just deny it's a sign by saying oh there wasn't this bigger thing though
>as a child played male because I didnt want my parents to ask why I was playing a girl>as a teen I only played as a girl>as a adult only play as a male and do the gay romance options
I used to play girl characters sometimes but I would turn the screen off whenever someone walked into the room. They probably thought I was looking at porn.
>>44602550>picWow that is literally me except I genuinely am not traumatized or mentally ill. Bad things have never happened to me and I’m perfectly functional, capable but just unwilling.I do genuinely just like feeling like a victim so people give me pity points and treat me as someone special
