Pooning out is useless if I don't isolate myself forever. I already ghosted my retarded Christian family I manipulated into thinking I was the perfect daughter. I don't even want friends to begin with, but if anyone somehow found out I was a tranny I'd fucking shoot myself. If I stay a hot chick who bullies everyone, I'll have to stay a dumb foid but at least I won't be a pooner. That way I can still grope some tits without needing to deal with some whiny dick craving woman. If I give in to the intrusive thoughts and I attempt going to college stealth, then at best I could be your classic asshole of a guy who never gets girls because personality alone. That way, people would try to rape me less unless they wanna look like a fag, and I could actually half take someone in a fight. At worst t would warp me into a sissy poon everybody assumes is a theyfab or gay man. Either way I'm seen as a faggot lmao. If I rep too long I'll pass the estrogen point of no return and have to live as a woman hating lesbian. Then probably jump of a bridge or some shit. But if I end up looking like a freak of nature same outcome.
>>44602590testosterone feels amazing gl
>>44602590Edgy boi.
>>44602590I'd be happy to see you poon and suffer that way, and if you continue to suffer how you do now.
>>44602837pathetic freak savoring the thought
>>44602590nobody wants to look at a masculine womanstick to Christian Identity
