i'm gonna end everything. and i mean EVERYTHING. everyone and everything in this piece of shit world. i'm gonna end it all.
also how much oral E should i be taking? i ran out of AA. i was taking 6mg a day. should i change it? idk how much you're supposed to take without AAs.
AND i will cut off my balls. i just need to keep cutting myself until i get used to bleeding so my hands don't shake while i do it. GOODBYE BALLS!
i hate that i still wanna degrade myself on grindr even after finally getting a boyfriend. i still want those old ugly pieces of shits to pick me up and fuck my mouth in their cars at night.
i hate being a literal genius but i'm cursed with too many mental illnesses to ever get anywhere. it's all suffering
DOA thread
>>44608582yes because the entire site is a psyop ground. (((they))) decide when i will be treated nicely or badly or get completely ignored.
cigarettes are always there when i need them the most. alcohol is. friends never are.
stupid fucking faggots
>>44608402why are you making a suicide threat with the ashley character. isn't that what degenerates post when they talk about incest with their brothers
>>44608518 Self proclaimed genius is too retarded to go to therapy or a psychiatrist, holy midbrain
>>44609314i WNET to tgherapy it dont do shit. alcohol helps psych niggers dont
>>44609324You are genuinely retarded LMAO. Imagine not being able to work with a therapist and psychiatrist to fix yourself like a machine. I'm glad I'm actually a genius and socially competent despite my mental illnesses.
Based human extinction enjoyerPersonally I believe the population should be limited to 50 million at most
>>44609333Nobody here is a genius lmfaoI was professionally tested as a kid by a psychologist to have an IQ of 164 (SD15, not SD24 like everyone uses to exaggerate the apparent number), I'm autistic as fuck, dropped out of uni due to drugs after previously having skipped 8 grades, barely functional, and a lateshit permaboymoderI'm a retarded bitch and can't even drive a carDaddy Hegel isn't gonna save meNgl legitimately wish I had never been deluded into thinking I was smartThe pressure is awfulI just want to be cute and suck cocks
>>44609666I'm a genius because I can actually execute on my vision. You're a retarded bitch who can't even drive a car, let alone navigate the mental health system despite your supposed 99.9 percentile IQ, which doesn't even make fucking sense. Do you know how standard distributions work?
>>44608402If you meditate enough you can stop it all, yeah.