air force fag here again. been wrestling with this and constantly thinking about it for the third time in my life since 14. sort of out to a few people irl. i still feel delusional and that im forcing myself to feel gender dysphoria for no apparent reason whatsoever
>>44610439isn't everyone in the military some kind of queer
>>44610444yeah but most arent trannies. I probably joined so I wouldnt have to deal with it desu
>>44610439just order your hrt already. itll take time for there to be any effect anyway and youll be able to think about how to get out of your situation in the meantime
>>44610463if this didnt have legal consequences if they found out I was doing weird medical shit I would desu. unfortunately I'm also a man who has latched onto something bc hes depressed and lonely
>>44610439i'm a tranny from an air force family, and got my first vial of estrogen from a tranny from Robins AFB. i have a theory about air force veterans and their offspring...
>>44610533I wouldnt be surprised desu but im the first in my family to join the military since the korean war. if i wouldn't get 100% kicked out id probably start like right now. t. cis man suffering from psychosis