I am very much attracted to trannies but only when I'm horny.Don't even mind having a relationship with one but nothing that'll end in marriage.What would that make me? A chaser? Categorize me lgbt-san.
average chaser? not lgbt.
>>44611736>not lgbtaren't chasers gay though? Or atleast bi.
yeah just a normal chaserbe grateful your term is so normal and easy to understandt. Repsister Orangecel Desaturoid
>>44611752>Repsister Orangecel DesaturoidPlease explain
>>44611765repressing transgender person who frequents /repgen/ and gravitates to right wing politics (particularly trumpism and incelism) as a coping mechanism with their repressed transgenderism but is slowly being killed by this and losing more and more of herself because it's basically a form of self harmor to put it in normalfag terms, if you've seen TADC then that's what Jax would be IRL
>>44611775Thanks for the explanation. I understood the first two terms.
>>44611750chasers are regular straight moids who infest this place like roaches and no one can do anything about it apparently
>>44611877>liking dick is straight
>>44611708that's called a gamp don't worry about it
>>44611708chaser, though bothering to come here makes me think you're more like a repper ie. a closet tranny
>>44611905>gampI get the sense you're pulling my chain, anon.>>44611909I'm not a trannie. I'm happily male.Guess a chaser it is then.
>>44611775wow you're literally me. im literally jax. and besides that my mind is plagued by parasocialism and meta attraction and i wish i was just a normal person. i wish i could just be happily male and i know im ngmi if i were to troon out but the idea of trooning out is so appealing to me. fml
>>44611983>parasocialismCan you explain this term to me? Seen it a few times.
>>44611991well i use it in a different way than how other people i imagine would use it but anyways i just obsess about certain snippets of experiences people put on online, like specific scenarios, relationship dynamics, things that happen etc. getting infatuated with an idea, its really closer to a feeling because of vague it can get. dumbing it down i would say just internet addiction but for me it gets pretty pervasive in my thinking because it warps my goals and interrupts pattern recognition putting me in endless paralysis. me feeling like shit and unwilling to do anything that requires any effort like a permanent burnout esque feeling doesnt help either, just makes it worse.
>>44612036I think I understand, anon.I kind if sympathize. Hope you find a way to deal with it, maybe break the cycle and focus on real life.
>>44612061thanks. itd be tough though, id really like to make some friends IRL but im doubly cursed by being quite performative by nature. ever since i was young id act a certain way to be seen a certain way and id just get wrapped around the task of maintaining that persona and that persona only all else becomes confusing and cluttered. well i did have friends but i would have to think about most of the things id say or do with them, and felt kind of like oil in a glass of water for a while. really right now i should be focusing on applying for college but desu all the fucking shit i watched on instagram and the news about how the job markets shit and yada yada - things that probably dont matter to me 1:1, keep me from focusing and made an unholy pact with my strange perfectionism so prolongs the paralysis - like what if i fail? what if this isnt worth it? and yeah back to wanting to make friends IRL, i entertain that desire but social anxiety and even merely starting to think about how that might play out just paralyzes me. i kinda wish to blow my brains out because then id stop thinking altogether. even sex or getting a gf doesnt really seem that appealing anymore due to how deep in the idea quagmire im in right now, and my thoughts are like genuine TV static asw.