i have no real friends apart from my bf and i'm about to be 30 so i'll probably never really have friends again. i think the window of my life for forming close friendships has closed. unfortunately i'm an imperfect person and i made a lot of mistakes in my life that led to me losing people who were important to me, i think i only really have myself to blame ultimately but it's hard. i miss having a few people i could message about anything or occasionally hang out with irl and have fun. i was coping with the loneliness well and focusing on hobbies and lifelong learning and stuff, reading or doing puzzles instead of scrolling mindlessly, then some life stuff made me depressed and i ended up back here. sigh.
>>44612952If they wouldn't die for you they're not a real friend, many people do not have friends.
>>44612952when you're a tranny you can make friends at any stage of life because other trannies are not likely to have families or careers to take up their time
>>44612993i know yeah. i had a friend i would have genuinely taken a bullet for but i guess the feeling wasn't mutual. maybe that's my fault though because earlier on it felt real and i think i may have just drained her by failing to get better.>>44613018i mean i'm the one whose time is taken up with my career and family of sorts lol i maybe am a bit busy for friends. it's why i regret not retaining more friendships from earlier but such is life.
