I would do literally anything to have been born the opposite sex (yes, anything). I hate having been born female and I'm sickened that I'll never have the body or reproductive system I want. I will never live up to the expectations of women. My body will only be seen as attractive by fetishists, and will be seen as disgusting by everyone else.. Women would leave me for anyone born male no matter what. I'm ill with envy and if I could just have one day where everything was the same, but I were born as the opposite sex, I could die happy afterwards. I'm too fembrained and afab to even pass as being assigned male. I'm nonbinary, I don't care what pronouns people use for me or anything. All I want is to look like I was amab. I'm not taken seriously by cissoids or other trans people and have no community anywhere. I've been on HRT since I was 17, and I'm 22. It's starting to just feel like it may be over.
>>44614570why are you posting this, and what do you expect to receive
>>44614930jealous troon
>>44614570please show ur tits not nona
>>44614939describe your looks, it might not be over
>>44614570>My body will only be seen as attractive by fetishists, and will be seen as disgusting by everyone elsewell as a man, good chance it'll ONLY be seen as disgusting
>>44614570have u thought about st4t?trans women wont leave u mayb
>>44615074Not OP but similar situation, ftm on t since 17, 24 now, trans women do not like me at all. every trans woman I meet is a lesbian or only likes tall guys with real dicks
> well as a man, good chance it'll ONLY be seen as disgustingNotice how in my post I specifically and very intentionally implied that I only cared about what women think of me, yet you inserted your opinion anyway for some reason.
> have u thought about st4t?trans women wont leave u maybTrans women prefer other trans women above everyone else most of the time, and the ones who don't prefer men with real dicks instead.
> why are you posting this, and what do you expect to receiveBecause I have nowhere else to go and no one else to talk to. I expect to receive hate, mostly, but nothing anyone can say can be worse or even really new than what I say to myself. I'm mostly moping and sadposting to pass the time until I die.
> Not OP but similar situation, ftm on t since 17, 24 now, trans women do not like me at all. every trans woman I meet is a lesbian or only likes tall guys with real dicksYou get it fr. People who say to just be st4t are usually transbians who wouldn't date the people who they're telling to be st4t, gaydens who just date each other so they don't have to worry about women in the first place, or trans women already in a relationship with a trans guy without realizing how little of them are actually single and willing to date people like their partner. "Just be st4t" meanwhile every trans female partner I've had has left me for or cheated on me with another trans woman. Even femme theyfabs prefer trans women, and if they like men it's basically only cis ones, and literally nobody wants enbies except people who use words like "boypussy" unironically, and also me I guess. This world is a nightmare.
> jealous troondamn bro im so owned
just get phallo and lls and tattoo over all the scars and lie about being cis
>>44614939You are also jealous poon as you clearly spelled out in your pathetic excuse for an original post
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> describe your looks, it might not be overThe issue with this is that even if I find a partner I'll never be comfortable with having sex, but I'm not asexual. I very much want to have a sexual and romantic relationship, but not in this body. In all of my fantasies I have the opposite genitalia, and like hell I'm going in for like 3 different surgeries and multiple tattooing sessions just to get a frankendick that doesn't even work on its own. Even if I find a romantic partner that really does love me and is attracted to me, pleasurable sex would be completely off the table. You can still have the description if you want. I'm fat (around 220lb and exactly 5'9), hairy, and have blond shoulder-length hair. I have a rounder face and green/hazel eyes and lots of freckles. I usually wear glasses (farsighted). Every limb is layered with self-harm scars, so is my stomach and my breasts. I've been told I look offputting, angry, or dead when I'm not forcing myself to smile. I usually look teary-eyed even when I'm not upset. I'm covered in acne scars as well, but I have very minimal acne since being on accutane. I have straight teeth, but I also have pretty deep smile lines that unfortunately appear to be genetic and not weight-related considering my thinner relatives also have them. Imagine chudjak with medium length blond hair and a rounder nose. Fml
>>44614570>Tumblr picture>nonbinarydamn right you weren't born AMAB
>>44614570We'll all make it eventually anon, dw
>>44614570Testosterone is magical my friend. Just transition
>>44618029the truth is even if you were cis you'd still hate yourself because you're a fat mentally ill 22 year old virgin with acne. take a look at r9k and see how many cis men exactly like you there are. there are no fat autistic bisexual acne-ridden cutters who feel like they fit in with anybody. the first step to improving your circumstances is realizing that you don't have to be helpless. the truth is 99% of transphobia is lookism and the solution would be the same even if you were cis. you can absolutely improve your circumstances and attractiveness to women by getting on accutane and working out. you'd also naturally improve your self esteem and outlook on life through exercise. there are way more women than you think willing to date a self-sufficient, muscular, and at least semi-attractive ftm. you're not even short so it'll be even easier.
>>44618104op said he's been on t for 5 years
>live on tutorial mode>claim to want to live on hard mode>continue to live on tutorial modeLol.>go to board to people on hell mode>"I have it so hawd"LMAO, even. Do women really?>>44618140>she knows the solution but sill chooses to bitchEvery time, golden.
>>44618177not op but why are you talking as if they are a non-transitioner? they're not choosing to live as a woman they're on testosterone. they prob just look like an ugly fat guy and think being trans is what makes that undesirable
>>44618177Not everything is a dick measuring contest, jfk anon
>>44618192>I'm nonbinarySame thing.>>44618194>dick measuring contestNot really, no. It's pretty simple to integrate with men.It's just always funny seeing the entitlement to victimhood stay constant in the poons who cling onto their innate female behavior.
>>44618248the most important factor of being a man is passing as male. you can be as retarded and fembrained and self-victimizing as possible and still be a man if you have male sex characteristics. mannerisms and behavior are copebesides whining about nobody wanting to have sex with you while being fat and greasy is a pretty common unisex behavior
>>44618248He clearly said that as in he's enby-repping, not as in he's decided to not transition, use your brain for two seconds you overgrown monkey.
>>44618268Theres no way yourr male saying mannerisms dont matter bro yk how many women who dont even try get to br treated like men bc thed essentially jus on of the boys? Like its not the same obviusly but if you ask any other dude what they think of a tomboy their going to describe her in a dude way and treat them in a dude way.
>>44618705tomboys are women who are treated like and viewed as women. nobody calls tomboys 'he' just because they play sports or wear boxers. i have looked like a tomboy and i have looked like an effete man and there is a complete and total difference in treatment. why? because even feminine men are men. if you think gay men get the same treatment as women or butch lesbians get the same treatment as men, you're retarded.
>>44617865Do you know how to actually reply to people with their post ID? Anyway, just wanted to throw my 2ยข in that I (ftm) also do like nonbinary people and I hate "boypussy"
>>44615584your exclusively trying to date trans women? you bi or straight
>>44614570>being a women is too hard!!!>I KNOW I'LL BE A MAN!lmao female retardation knows no bounds.
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