>bullied as a child for being "gay" girly and smaller then most boys>detached/absent father that didn't spend much time with my as a child>spend most time with mother>Never liked any sports/played any so I just drew and painted with mom>played alot of video games as I got older and started spending more time online>played mainly passive roles in games things like support etc>still bullied alot online for being "girly">bullies start sending me femboy "memes" and asking me to moan on mic for them>tell them im straight and not into that kinda stuff>2 years later troon out and lose all attraction to girls, started dating one of my irl bulliesWhat happened? Why is this kind of bullied passive male -> HRT creature a thing?
I just got done with a do everything oblivion playthrough, where I autistically efficiently leveled. I did this after a full playthrough of morrowind, insofar as I was a high elf who joined house telvani and was also an imperial legion battlemage. Before that I did a FNV run, where I killed Cass btw or rather had the van graffs kill her. And I’m not a tranny. I do give femboys and trannies head though so there’s that.
>>44615822idk im almost the same but my mom never loved me and i was never attracted to girls anyway
>>44615822waow idk stuff like this just happensI wonder if growing up the youngest in your social group (ex: youngest in your school year) predisposes one to androphilia. Anecdotally, the two youngest people in my grade growing up both ended up being estrogenized androphiles.
>>44616013>youngest in your social groupI was always the youngest in my grade/social group!
>>44615822observe the childhoods of autists, gays, and all adjacent beings. children are basically hard wired to smell it like blood in the water to excise them from polite society as early as possible
>>44616013>I wonder if growing up the youngest in your social group (ex: youngest in your school year) predisposes one to androphilia.ive had this thought too. i noticed it in myself and others, and the opposite in the older kids. i think its even more significant than being the youngest child with how much time we spend at school.
>>44616013>Anecdotally, the two youngest people in my grade growing up both ended up being estrogenized androphiles.damwut? crazy
>>44615888I don't have HRT, dummy.
>>44616197fr i think we'd end up with more if they were included and encouraged to integrate as themselves
>>44615822I was never girly as a kid or bullied as such. Yet I'm still deciding to troon out. Go figure.
>>44616250Well I assume he's estrogenized now. When I checked in on him two years ago he was a crossie and more recent pictures still suggest that but he also looks WAY BETTER. Very stereotypical effeminate gay boy growing up too. Was close friends but I think I may have badgered him too much because I was aggressively friendly/amiably aggressive and we were on the wrestling team together. >>44616217Youngest child has biological effects thanks to androgen antibodies in the womb, but I'm very curious if school age is a real correlation overall. >>44616147Inchresting
>>44615822yep, was the typical weak, poorly socialied, no gf, bad at sports geek, ignored by my parents so coped with all my emotions through video games and the internet. feel ugly and unlovable, path to any kind of masculinity that isnt hideous and agonising blocked. troon out. many such cases
>>44615822i wasnt gay and i still am only attracted to women but i definitely was bullied for being perceived as gay and more girly and smaller than most boysmy dad was a bit absent as his job required him to travel far during my formative years so id only see him on weekendsi did also spend most of my time with my mom and did pick up drawing and painting but mostly i played games too, my mom was very big into gaming she got me into it too.yeah overall pretty relatable desu except for the losing attraction to women and dating a guy thing
