I hate this, I wish I was a cis woman>grew up with shitty dad>made me act masc>troon out at 20 >start hrt 21>2 years go by>shoulders are still too wide>arms are too skinny to lift things like I used to>boobs hurt and are C cup>6'3">only attractive thing is my legs>start turning my wrists into scar tissue to cope>mom sees, makes me go to therapy>therapy doesn't help me pass, just makes me feel worse>get put on setraline>Go clubbing to drink until I feel better>look in the mirror>underneath the mascara and foundation is a freak>every compliment i get feels false, everyone tells me I look good, chasers buy me drinks, it doesn't help, I know I'm a honIt's pointless, isn't it, I'll keep trying to get closer and closer to an ideal me that will never exist, won't ever be possible, all because I had the misfortune to flip wrong in the genetic coin toss. I can't even hide my boobs under a hoodie anymore, What's the point?>pic related, outfit I went clubbing in
lose 15 lbs and get electrolysis
>>44617941Lose the pins, lose a tiny bit of weight, consider a better suiting haircut and you're golden anon
>>44617941Will never understand that weird side cut some troons and enbies do. It never looks good. Literally never.
If it helps i think the outfit is fire
>>44617941why do you dress like a guy
>>44618006My dad burnt my fem clothes when I was 16, I don't know how to dress fem
>>44617941You are actively making yourself look worse with the outfit, the hair, and the being fat. white trannies get handed everything and just throw it away istg
>>44617941reddit transbian phenotype
>>44618965Did you know there's this thing called a clothing store?
Yea a cute haircut with bangs or fringe would do you well. Shaved sides suck to grow out tho.Might be a little corny but glasses or a hat would help spice up the look.Also I advise -90° rotation. You'll never pass as long as you're an orthogonalhon.
>>44617941You're cute nona. Twinkhon maybe but I don't think you understand how bad it can be>t. neverpasser permamanmoder
>>44619680turn on your monitor
>>44619723I see you just fine, I think you're only seeing the bad parts and not appreciating your other featuresAt least you have a figure that's not "blob"
>>44619675Could you attach a pic so I could aho with to the stylist, and it's not shaved, just tied backPic is me about 9 months before that when it was shorter, I was too lazy and poor to cut it and I hated myself even more
>>44619675It keeps rotating the files so close but im actually a spinhon
>>44620119I know she's peak redditrans but sabre has great bangs.You like spinny things anyway sooo...
>>44620348I don't like skirts, I like short shorts and baggy cargos
>>44617941picrel is not unsalvageable, but will take a lot of effortfirst ditch the tranny pin it's retarded and cringeyour haircut also doesn't helpI would exercise and get better clothes, you look pudgy and dorkyI like the jacket and it does hide your tits in this picI think you would look alright if you metalheadmode
>>44620348annoying man with long hair on tiktok
>>44617941hey look>start hrt at 20 too>C cupsyaydoubleposting clubbing fit
>>44617941not a good hairstyle
>>44620348is that the 'bought a new property in the bahamas' girl I forgetshe looks uglier in this one
>>44620348...the prophecy....
>>44617941I am going to ask that you take what I'm about to say in good faith and don't immediately point it towards yourself to create a stab wound like every tranner on here reflexively does. If you can do that, you're golden. I am not trans so other people might have more in-depth advice than me. I'm taking an awful gigashit at work, so you get a phoneposted essay. First off, I'd suggest physical activity. Full body if possible, cardio at the bare minimum. If you don't have some shit hole like planet fitness around you, pick up roller skating/blading or some shit. Whatever gets you to move your body, 30 minutes every other day at the bare minimum. Even if it's just a walk. Not sure how this will affect your physique, but it'll make you want to kill yourself like 30% less, which is more effacious than setraline. For me, anyway.As an aside, if you find that setraline works well, don't fuck with it. If you find yourself less anxious but still really depressed, consider an SNRI like effexor. Iy will nuke your libido even more, but it peps you up. Welbutrin is also an option, and it generally leaves your libido alone. Helps with ADHD symptoms I hear, although YMMV. I liked welbutrin but it made it impossible for me to shit so I had to stop.1/2
>>44624211If you have a thrift store near you, see what you can find there to try on. I figure if you're chimping out about your shoulders, you can get an outfit with a turtleneck or a cute scarf or something? Idk about women's fashion; I'm a cis moid and I only fuck women if they're evil and kind of fat. The they/thems at ypur local indie thrift store have a 50% chance of fixing like 90% of your fashion problems or telling you to dress like an retarded elf. BE FRIENDLY BUT BE AWARE. Speaking of which, the best way to lose weight is to cook for yourself. If you're already cooking for yourself, you're probably in the south and all of the women here are hogs anyway so it doesn't really matter. Also instead of clubbing try some hiking group or whatever. Go on some normie dogshit like instagram and look up "lgbt [your city]". You'll find something. I moght be biased because all of the clubs where I live (NW Arkansas) FUCKING SUCK ASS or SHUT DOWN
>>44623435It all makes sense now.
>>44624224i agree with your advice except for the specific fashion parts. turtlenecks emphasise shoulders so they only really look good if your upper body is slim or at least balanced and tapered, like if you're broad but have big boobs and a smaller waistline it works but on someone built like OP it'd be a bit frumpy. she should definitely dress more feminine though, her outfit reminds me of how i used to dress when i hated myself and had no confidence. people treat me MUCH better since i improved my style and started presenting myself like i actually give a shit. this goes for anyone of any gender.
>Dress like a man>Styles his hair like a lesbian>Doesnt bother losing weight >Wears a tranny pin Reee why dont I pass
