>start HRT>happily girlmoding (honmoding) from 3rd month>ff a few months>depression kicking in>10 months in now>almost never go outside anymore>slowly stopped girlmoding>always in boymoder-y/androgynous dark baggy clothes>look like an child>strangers dont use gendered language for me unless i tell them my namei felt so pretty early on in my transition and HRT has been going really well physically. i want to want to wear more feminine clothing again but i feel like i lost all my confidence and i dont even know what to do. i dont like dressing how im dressing now but i also dont feel comfortable in any of my more fem clothing anymore.
>>44619085this sad :( i want give you a hug !
>>44619085damn are you me? all I can say is get back in the saddle as fast as you can cuz it only gets harder the longer you wait to start again. you're super early so you'll probably be okay...rooting for you
>>44619109thank you *hug*>>44619178im trying, I got myself on some ssri a couple weeks back and im forcing myself to meet up with friends again
I know there's not always a simple answer to this, but what is making you depressed, if you can pinpoint a reason?
