Are ALL cissoids REALLY bad people even if they seem friendly? Do they really ALL see me as a freak?It's hard to gauge. some seem disgusted by me, others seem respectful. It's hard to read people. No one ever mishenders me though. Perhaps I am just an ugly looking woman? or they pity me so they just respect my pronouns and shit regardless? Or maybe I actually pass somewhat? Who knows. What am I supposed to think?
>>44635085yes they're all evil
>>44635085yes cis people are bad
>>44635085Judge people as individuals instead of splitting everyone into trans (1% of people) and cis (99% of people).
>>44635085Cissoids aren't ensouled. They can be placid or vitriolic but they will never be real people nor will they ever understand us.
this the most deranged thing I've read in a while and I feel truly sorry for you OP I hope you'll get cured one day of all that ills you and that you'll get to live a normal decent life
no they're not all evil you just have to learn to engage with them. Most cissoids are kind to me, but maybe its also the years of kitchen work I've done that makes me easier to talk to
>>44635085Cis people aren't real, like unicorns
>>44635085They don't all personally wish you harm, but if you get hate crimed or v-coded most of them will think it's justified or funny on at least some level. It's a less dramatic kind of evil than wanting to tear you down personally, they don't think about us that much unless we show up in one of the horror stories their system makes out of us
no retard and you'd be unwell for thinking like that
>>44635104you're right. I don't trust anyone, trans or not. But I can tell what a tranny is thinking/thinks about me more than I can a cis person. I can never understand how they're feeling, or if they're facial expressions are actually expressing what they're feeling. They are like actors in a play that blank masks. I can't tell what they're thinking, to me they look like they're all reading from a social script that I didn't get.>>44635141How is it deranged?>>44635151Yes. Someone can behave in a polite way but you never really know what they truly think.
>>44635085you need to be 18 or older to post herego back
>>44635166I figured as much. Most people live on autopilot and they don't really care about anything unless it's personally effecting their lives. Trans people are like this too.
>>44635209I hate this reply. This is said way too often here and it never fails to make me cringe. It's on the same level as a snarky reddit comment imo. You should really consider painting your walls with bits of skull and brain matter.
>>44635225Idk, I think we're at least better on average because we experience a lot of shit ourselves. The more privileged you are the more oblivious I guess.
>>44635199True, but if i spent my entire life overanalyzing every interaction i had based on if they like me or not id be a fucking retard
>>44635241that's not necessary true. Trannies have mistreated me just as much as cis people have. In fact, the higher someone's social or financial status is, the more likely they are to be mean. Trans or not, if you're rich you're a dick (most likely). But even then, I've also been mistreated by minimum wage trannies as well. So I'm unsure. I can always tell when a tranny dislikes me though as opposed to a cissoid. Cissoids are really hard to understand.
>>44635237i disagreeposts like OPs are either teenagers getting high of their own edge and self pitty or adults getting high off their own edge and self pitty98% of the world isn't evil, and the thought of it is deeply unserious and laughable
>>44635085It really just depends on how you look. If you look like a freak then you are a freak.
>>44635358you're exactly who I'm talking about Nona. That's why I don't think trannies and cissoids are all that different. cis people are just harder to read. Your unwillingness to understand my questions proves that trannies aren't special just because we're the oppressed minority. :)
>>44635334That doesn't align with my personal experience, sorry that happened to you though. Unless you include TME trans people in tranny, which I don't here. TMEs are often worse than cisoids
>>44635085No they're not. Stop listening to baeddel brainrot!!!!!!
>>44635107trvke
>>44635467wtf is a baeddel?
>>44635695tl;dr a very scoldy trans woman. because feminized men have been demonized throughout history, some people take that as trans women being targeted specifically.It's women who want to claim they have been historically opressed
>>44635732So just basic trans feminism?
>>44635751I think you can be a milquetoast transfeminist without being a baeddels. with baeddels I notice they:- turn all transphobia discussions into transmisogyny only- seething hatred of theyfabs- complain about pre-op treatment but ignore weak/feminized males plightthey are cancerous and toxic hyper-sjws and the tribalists of trans women. Learn the difference, it will save your life
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>>44635732>>44635857trans women and feminine men have been specifically oppressed and discriminated against historically, to the point where the word "bad" literally comes from the word baeddel, meaning "hermaphrodite"transmisogyny is not all transphobia, but it is absolutely the majority of transphobia and many transphobes are exclusive transmisogynists who only hurt other trans people by coincidence, no differently from how transphobia can hurt cis people by coincidenceand hating theyfabs is perfectly justifiedthere is nothing wrong with baedellism
>>44635085As a cis boy im very evil
>>44635085Tbh, I feel awful for trans people because they have the same kind of dynamic with cis people that blacks and whites often do. Both parties have some mild social anxiety which is ultimately rooted in a desire not to offend. But then the ambient tension is often misinterpreted and they wind up never getting over it. Just know that sometimes thats what someone is silently trying to overcome some amount of the time they're glancing at you. Tbh, as a cis man with diagnosed hyper vigilance, I scan the room when I enter and usually highlight familiar faces. It's just a passive part of how my brain works after trauma. But it alienated me from a transfem couple that I kinda hit it off with talking to once at a cafe job. On brand, we immediately nerded put together about all liking deathgrips. But when they saw my tendency to look around. I think they thought I was only looking at them and was just a chaser. I feel awful about it. But I never got a chance to explain. But my real point is even if they think you're weird, not all weird is bad. And more people know that now than I think a lot of people realize. It's like the only way my autistic ass has ever made freinds.
I see I see
>>44636056Nobody is afraid cisoids will think we're weird, we already know most do. We're trying to figure out which ones would laugh if we're thrown in the rape cage and which ones would shrug and say it's a distraction from gas prices
>>44635085> Going somewhere with friends> A clocky tranny passed by> Friend: "Have you seen that? Thats a trans woman, dude"> Im like "yeah"
>>44636323You should have hit your friend for this
>>44636347I live in the third world so its kinda understandable that people would react in such way plus i dont hit women cuz im sexist
>>44636390No it's not. No excuses for cisoids
>>44635085Nah they're not. Tranny psyop. We need to asimilate, how else are we supossed to live in a society dominated by cissoids?
>>44636435They don't want you to assimilate and they won't let you if they can help it
>>44635085>Are ALL cissoids REALLY bad peoplePure evil.Never listen to them...
>>44635921>to the point where the word "bad" literally comes from the word baeddel, meaning "hermaphrodite"TIL wtf that's cool so we're actually baddies
>>44636206The thing with that thought process is it assigns to much importance to you as being worth forming such a strong opinion about. I'm not gonna beat around the bush, its just the same self pitying narcissism you can find on r9k. Also yes. Unironically you are not a large enough portion of the population for your political status as a hot button issue to be entirely natural. It would always exist but the scale of it it absurd. You're not just a distraction from gas prices. And desu youre not even the only distraction from gas prices in particular. Everything works by deluge of information now. Because they figured out NTs can be overstimulated too. Knowing that isn't mutually exclusive with seeing humanity in you. On the contrary, it kinda makes it even more fucked up. Because your persecution isn't even the bolt holding their machine together. Its just one of many persecution happening at any given time. Idk if this is optomistic or bleak, but give it 30 years. There will be conservative dudebro influencers with Trans wives who hate black people. Because political media can assimilate anything now that the internet has decentralized it. If you think that's weird, wait for blacks to be assimilated into some corners of american nazism the same way Latinos have been. Things will only get weirder.
>>44637099It's not a strong opinion though, that's the point. Nobody really cares about anything that happens to us, no matter how bad, and that's bleak. I don't care about your weird black Nazi tranny tradwive SciFi story. I have to act nice to cisoids every day while knowing that I'm less than human to them. Writing out some bad worldbuilding won't change that I resent 99% of you
>>44635085Trying to brain math the real feelings of everyone everywhere is an exhausting waste of time. Give people who seem sincere and trustworthy some time to out themselves as bastards, and move on if necessary. It will hurt, it will be confusing, you're going to feel betrayed and stupid sometimes, just keep breathing
>>44637190Damn right it won't change your resentment. You are literally the only person that can relieve yourself of that feeling. And desu, you're probably wearing it like an identity rn. It centers you as uniquely hateable, but also disposable. Either way, it frames your relationship to anyone else as uniquely dramatic. You're either Satan or trash. Either way lies an insane form of self-degradation that immediately rules out even the possibility of anyone seeing you as human.Again, r9k mentality. You have resentment for people who for thinking your demonization is a cynical political move instead of a natural reaction... thay wouldn't be fucking better if it was true. You want to be hateable on some level because it relieves you of agency and the scary idea of trying in your own life can go away. This world increasingly only makes that exact type of person, just in different skins.
>>44637441you write like an LLM btw
>>44635085I am a cisgender woman and I see you as a freak
>>44637487Ok. I'm still right. Sorry, its a side effect of still reading books in the big 26. The antidote for self pity is realizing that the pity is itself narcissistic. Like in the literal sense of the mythological metaphor, it is just depressed navel gazing.Your life will not get better until you trade that for agency. I'm not telling you the sky is the limit. I'm telling you people like you before you have already done it and I'm freinds with some of them.
>>44637537My life is actually pretty OK, I just don't like cis people. Maybe reading all those books got you projecting some cliché character templates on everyone around you to feel smart.
>>44637589R9Kers also do this "actually everything is ok, I was just pretending to be miserable" move too.
>>44635085yes, nona. this is why we all need to go back to being actual TCD instead of larping. The second a cissoid knows you're trans, you are scum to them. Little exceptions to this rule.
>>44637511I am a transgender woman and I see that specific cis woman as a freak.
