>be me, 26 mtf >lost virginity at 16, didn't enjoy it>not blessed with attraction to women>too dysphoric to top>bottoming was always too painful>10 years without ever enjoying sex>became a miserable fucking bitch>out of goddamn fucking nowhere, manage to actually find out how to relax my butthole and have fun with a dildo>fucked myself 5 times yesterday and the drive just won't budge>feel like my organs are gonna fall out of my buttholei can feel myself lowkey becoming an addict. i'm scared. my butt is so sore if i pound it again i think im gonna die but i can't stop opening twitter to see big dicks and male feet. please pray for me
>>44640878hi fren welcome to butt fun club!it'll feel so much better the more you do it, and soon you'll just want to take more and more all the time!i love anal more than ANYTHING its so amazing, it makes me feel so tingly, horny, relaxed, and right like my purpose in life is to be a pawg and take ginormous dildos.my fav dildo rn is pic rel and it's the size of my arm.yes i can take it! and when it's in i think i actually enter into an altered state of consciousness. the sensation is just unlike anything. it's so intense, unworldly, and just overwhelmingly sexy and makes me leak and drool everywhere.i consider my ass a sexual organ. that is its purpose. and one day i want to make a guy really happy with it.t. 24 year old dildo enjoyer since 16.
>>44641031i didn't wanna be a brainfried goonslop porn addict though :( but maybe it is worth it? also i'm lowkey jealous of how easy bottoming seems to everyone else like damn how did i take 10 years to learn something you learned at 16
>>44641118you shouldn't be afraid of enjoying your body anon ^-^. it feels really good and you should celebrate that!and please don't be jealous i've been fingering myself since i was 9 i was rly gay as a kid.atleast you lost uve lost ur gay virginityidk what you're doing wrong to not feel good all the time with it.experiment with clenching, angle, intensity, rthym, size of dildo!butt plugs are really fun!maybe try gape your self that use to be my favourite thing bc its just like 'look what i just did to myself :O'
>>44641183it was just really painful no matter how much lube i used :((( i think i just really had a hard time relaxingbut shouldn't i be worried about the porn part? cause its not just spending the day plugged like i just can't stop looking at gay porn and the more i fight it the hornier i get
>>44641296hmmm just be gentle and start small :)finger yourself, i like to do circles to relax. do what feels absolutely amazing, that's the golden rule!don't be ashamed about being gay!you are having those thoughts bc you like men!
>>44641031u can take allat?do you have advice on unlocking more depth with my dildosi have a slink but i only used it once because its a bit boring
>>44641031this seems like it would actually perforate your colon wtf
this sounds really hot. i used to finger/fist myself throughout all of my teens, but since i started transitioning i grew my nails so i didn't masturbate with my ass sincemaybe this post will lead me to buy a dildo
