do the thoughts about how you could have started earlier ever go away? its been years and i still think about how i could have started earlier and still feels like a hole in my chest. I could have started hrt so much earlier if i wasnt so scared. hurts to think about
>>44648012when you wish there were more hours in the day, yes it goes away.
>>44648012you got there eventually that's all that matterseveryone has regret in life, hindsight you can look back and be infinitely critical of yourself but it changes nothing
>>44648030most peoples regrets dont ruin their lives like this
>>44648053the thing i am trying to tell you is that you need to focus on ways you can improve your life and yourself today and tomorrow not years ago that you can't do anything about
Earlier for me is the fucking 2000s, there was no chance of me being able to troon out back then. None.
>>44648012Yes, it goes away after you realize that your hormone replacement is fucking with your brain due to it being unnatural for your body, and going back to your proper hormones straightens out your thoughts.Thank me later after you realize a life of LARPing no longer suits you or makes you feel like a special snowflake.
>>44648067I try. hard to not think about it though yknow>>44648101woahh it ur rught WOULD go away if i killed myself ur so smart
The problem with retards like the post above me is that these people literally just make shit up and then pretends it's real.
>>44648083Same. And I built up massive mental issues that kept me from even just boy-/manmoding while on hrt for over 15 years.
>>44648012I'm hoping they do eventually. I don't think I'll ever forgive my parents for that they've done to me. I'm forced to confront the consequences of their callous actions every time I look down, or have to speak, or shower. Every reminder of the irreparably male prison I inhabit is agonizing. There isn't a day that goes by where I don't consider roping. But I'm hoping it'll go away. Eventually.
>>44648012Duh
I'm so glad they teach gender in schools now. To save the current generation from my fate.
>>44648642>teaching genderlmaoooooso that a bunch of girls can do sexist horoscopes on themselves and all realize "omg i don't hav a gender!! nonbiney!!!"loljust fucking lol
Whats the point of that tho. There isnt a reality where you have started earlier. Right here and right now is all there is.
