I was never tw4tw but I got forced into it because dating opportunities where I live SUCK. Every past relationship I've been is has felt off somewhat. Sex was never as good as anyone said it was. Cuddling and PDA always felt somewhat weird. That is until I met my current girlfriend. Cuddling and PDA feels right, Sex feels great, I don't get that little pulling in my chest when I'm with her.The only difference is that she's an afab Tfem who is into sexual age regression. How do I stop feeling like >PicRel< any time I think about this?
>>44648877afab tfem?
when people are in little space they arent actually regressing to childhood, they're acting childish in certain ways based on what's psychologically real to them. It might be completely different from how they actually were as children, or it might be similar enough, the point is they're an adult choosing to go into that space for ritual and orgiastic purpose. You are the same way. You are not fucking a literal child, you're taking the dominant, nurturing role in a fetish ritual based on you and your partner's psychological proclivities.
>>44648877what in sam hill is a fucking "afab tfem"? do I even wanna know?also who cares if it's consensual between two adults it's whatever
as the submissive in that relationship and by consequence of her being an afab trans female (somebody with cis privilege who identifies with the struggle of trannies), she ultimately holds the power in the situation. u r not in control, she is, and if one of the two of you fucks up, i wont say inevitably, it will most likely be u who gets the blame
>>44648897>>44648903Basically she's got screwy T levels (suspecting intersex) so she also gets dysphoria.>>44648918We're both switches. She can, and has, be little and dom-y.
>>44648900eeehhh there is a certain amount of "I'm supposed to fuck the child" to it. It's also involuntary. So it's REAL dicey.
>>44648934this doesn't really change at the root of what im saying. she doesn't have the same struggles as you, she doesn't need to tell her life story in certain ways to survive, there is no material reason why she needs to live as an "afab tgirl", she simply considers it more authentic to do so. for that reason she has the power in the relationship. this is relevant because all pedophiles really are are adults who abuse their power over children, sometimes they fetishize that power but level of fetishism doesn't really matter to the fucked up thing they're actually doing, which is not something you are doing
>>44648954>I'm supposed to fuck the child>Her age regression is involuntary>But she wants me to fuck her while she does itExactly what I'm saying. She is creating a ritual space to revisit and attempt to heal from certain trauma (CSA, or perhaps just rape in general). She is expecting you to play a role in that situation.You identify the negative feelings as guilt but tbhon it also feels like you're experiencing some level of coercion.
>>44648968That's true. Although I stress less about the pedophile thing and more about everything else surrounding it. I feel like I'm a hypocrite because I don't want to go back to dating trans women. And that feels worse than whatever pedophilic feelings I get with my gf.>>44648985yeah no shit that's why she regresses. It's definitely not coercion on her part tho. If anything I would have been coercing her because I noticed that she regressed first. Ageplay was a hard limit for her until that point.
>>44648877As someone who almost exclusively has sex in a much younger headspace, idk either learn to love it or move on. It just makes things more fun imo, I can't get into regular power dynamics because I'm an adult and there's no power imbalance that feels real. But feeling younger, it really feels like I have no control and it's both exciting and comforting. Also I love imagining it's my first time everytime, hehe.
is this tdfan from skribbl.io? why are you posting Synnibear03
>>44649030Oh I do love it. It's at least 3/5ths of the reason sex with her is actually good. I don't know what that says about me but ehhhhhhh I'll cross that bridge when I get to it.>>44649033Literally who? I got it from a s4s thread.
