I used to think I was a tranny for some reason but now I just want to be a nulloid essentially. It’s strange because I want to be cute and feminine but I don’t want to be associated with femininity nor masculinity really. In general I want some more feminine features and nullification of my genitals. Is nullo surgery a real thing I can get? If so how do I look into it? I also have been considering whether to start hrt because I really don’t want to further masculine, I would be happy with all the effects I think except that I don’t really think that I want breasts and am worried I will hate them, at the same time I really don’t what to masculinize. Lately I often wonder if my brain was fucked and because I feel like men are inherently evil oppressors my mind was fucked into trying to distance myself from being male as much as I can, because this isn’t for fetishistic reasons as far as I can tell.
same but sometimes i feel like i wasnt meant to be a person but im more of some cryptid or a freak. if only nullness existed that wasn't either twink or drag queen
>>44684320Yeah, I also often feel somewhat alienated from others. I am young and somewhat well adjusted and have a friend or two, but I feel strangely disconnected from most people around me and from who I am.
>>44682718I'd rather become moot
