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I used to think I was only into men, but the more "femboy" content I watched, the more I realized that every femboy I saw and followed was actually a trans woman on HRT using the "femboy" hashtag. I started questioning myself—unsure if I should base doubts about my sexuality on online content—but I kept consuming it and eventually identified as bi. I didn't want to limit myself to porn, so I tried it out in (online) life.

I commented on a post where a woman was venting about how lonely she felt. We chatted a bit; she asked for my number and for other social media profiles with my photo, and complimented my appearance—I felt like a total man. Then she started ignoring me. When we finally spoke again, she sent me a photo of another trans guy she was talking to, saying *he* was masculine. He was basically a gym white passoid while I was still in repping, and she compared me to him. Afterward, she posted stories about how men these days aren't masculine.
I stopped replying to her. That was three years ago. I miss her.
I'll just keep simping for women online; it's better that way.

I thought it would be different with a trans woman, but all women are the same.

forcemasc don't work