can I ever truly escape this board? >"Remember, you're here forever"even when I always take prolonged breaks from this fucking board, I always find myself coming back. same goes for other unproductive/unhealthy habits. I keep fucking falling back into them over and over and over and over again. I want to dedicate my time and energy to my passion, which is making artwork, but I always fall back into these fucking loops. I don't know what to do atp. This place feels so fucking genuine compared to every sanitized piece of shit website filled with fucking morons. I can't stand reddit, Twitter, or even discord troons. And the cissoids are much MUCH fucking worse. This place you can hide bait/tourists threads easily, but you can't do that on other websites because they cater to normie dumbasses and self obsessed fucking weirdo narcissists. I feel like I've replaced this fake virtual world with my real one. IVE BEEN TRYING TO GAIN THE COURAGE TO GO FOR A FUCKING WALK FOR WEEKS NOW, BUT INSTEAD I ALWAYS FIND MYSELF IMMERSED ON THE INTERNET OR ON MY PLAYSTATION.how can I ever become a successful artists when I keep coming back to Pointless Internet distractions??
>>44683730i don't wanna be. i have an internet addiction atp. i spent so many hours and days just on this board and using technology. I might as well be wearing a vr headset all the time.
>>44683724I go for walks and still post on /tttt/. It's especially nice now that fall is in the air.We're all cursed but I just remember how much better off I am than my cism chud friend who keeps going back to other boards like /b/ and /fit/ and /pol/. Or my other cism friend who crawls back to lefty xitter and Instagram.I think the nonas here are relatively sane and polite.
>>44683734You should probably talk to people irl. You come here to socialize which can't really be replaced by solitary activities.
>>44683724>Difficulty: NormalInstead of trying to drop it altogether, take progressively longer breaks from 4Chan until you find a decent balance between posting and doing real life shit. I only tend to come back here once every couple weeks to a month. Shitposting and being online doesn't have to be destructive, you can curb the addictive cycle without removing it from your life entirely. You should probably start this by going on a walk right now, though. You'll be fine, I promise.>Difficulty: HardBlacklist this website entirely using a browser extension and just never come back. I did this with Twitter three years ago and never looked back. You'd be shocked how quickly your brain will just stop trying to go to a website it has no access to. As for the Playstation, I believe most modern consoles have Parental controls that force the console to only be usable for a certain amount of hours per day, try using that to limit your game time.>Difficulty: Very HardWrite a list of things you want to do. Doesn't matter what they are, just do it. Take a walk, get some drawing done, whatever you want done, then turn off your PC, maybe even unplug it and your Playstation and don't turn them back on again until you've successfully completed every object on that list. If you live with someone or have someone you trust you might even be able to get them to help you with this by putting a password on your PC login and not giving it to you until you've done everything. Obviously this requires a lot of self control. I wouldn't recommend doing this first, instead try building up to this by doing the other two first. It'll take time but addictive cycles aren't dropped instantly. You need to work at it, day by day, every day, until you're addicted to the things you want to do rather than the things you think are self-destructive. I know that sounds crazy but it really is how this shit works.
>>44683724I think if I had even one tranny friend I would never come here again. I only come here bc I have no one to talk to about this stuff
I prefer this place over the dishonest ideologically incoherent memetic diarrhea that is trans "community" on the major social media platforms. Unfortunately, for as unhealthy as this place is, the milieu of this current era of transsexuality isn't exactly better for us mentally per se.
>>44683724引き抜くカセット押し込むリセット迷い込む迷路進めどもダルセーニョドアの先に僕の背中が見えた振り向いた先に希望が見えた地獄の果てなどどこにあるのか出口はまだなの?くるくるくるくるくりかえすくりかえすくりかえすくりかえすふらふらふらふらふらくたるふらくたるふらくたるふらくたる空回るソウト終わらないロード鉄臭い酸素届かないSOS落ちてた柘榴で飢えを凌いだ頭蓋の中から耳鳴りがした進めど進めど変わりないなら抗う意味などくるくるくるくるくりかえすくりかえすくりかえすくりかえすふらふらふらふらふらくたるふらくたるふらくたるふらくたるああ扉を開け意味も忘れいかれた夢の奥へどこまでも続いてくくるくるくりかえす
>>44683724its just like osrs