Occult schizo edition>qott: have you gained your wizard powers yet anon?previous thread: >>44637333
>>44685450not yet but eventually, five more yearsi don't really care much about it to be frank, sex conceptually feels gross and i'll never be with anyone in a romantic sense, so i'm just living for myself
>>44685450if i was as pretty as aiden belter i would have been content and a blissful femgay and none of this tranny shit would have ever manifested
>>44685468I wish I was a femgay so I could troonI'm just a weird naturally masc agp bi-cel
>>44685450I was about to debut "4am beer edition" but you beat me to it OPmaybe next time
>>44685479>I wish I was a femgay so I could troonI'm just a weird naturally masc agp bi-celliterally me i hate that the only place i wholly relate to others is in this hell hole
>>44685513>i hate that the only place i wholly relate to others is in this hell holePainfully true
>>44685513yeah
>>44685450>qott: have you gained your wizard powers yet anon?No, and won't either. Had a bf at age 21 for two years. And recently got my second bf and I'm still not 30 yet.
>>44685485It's always 4am beer time around these parts.
>>44685618true
>>44685450like jesus did into wine i can turn water into piss. so yes, i am a little magical.
repchad life hack:if you starve yourself you can get drunk off of like 2-3 beersand beer is basically bread so you won't even need to stay hungry
Repchad hack did u know theres an end to the suffering other than suicide thats right escapism into inner world that u never leave
>>44685683alcohol makes you hungry asf tho
>>44685689you know I'm on that shit all day every day, but I'm definitely still suffering
omg i love daydreaming too... it feels so much better than actually doing anything.
>>44685709>>44685702What do u day dream aboutI wanna be a pony
>>44685694with liquor or wine yeah maybenot beer, it's fillingcause beer is a MAN drink
>>44685689I remember years ago obsessively browsing /x/ and trying desperately to learn how to lucid dream and astral project to escape my body. Couldn't really get it to work besides a couple of times that were probably a fluke.
>>44685733If it helps the tulpamancy shit is real and works quicker and better
>>44685712always about being a womansometimes a woman going on adventures in a cool fantasy world or whatever, other times a woman basically just living my normal life but less inherently miserable
>>44685733I've considered trying to get into lucid dreaming, but I wonder how well it could even actually work.I do always wake up abnormally happy and refreshed on the rare occasions I get to be female in a dream, so maybe it's worth a try.
my repping ritual is almost complete, soon i will be ready to rope and finally unlock my wizard powers
>>44685753Nothing to loose by trying. Only downside is that on very rare occasions I get these semi lucid nightmares where I'm trapped in a dream within a dream and it takes several tries to wake up.
>>44685466I live out of spite, faggot.
>>44685736Naturally I've also dabbled in that, if only to ease the boredom and loneliness.
i will die malethere is nothign about me thats femaleim a man and thats thatneeds desires and wants or anything of the like dont matterthose thigns are for young folks with a futurei have no future no hope and nothig to look forwards toIts over. Ill just work and die leaving nothing behind.
Getting hairier by the hour it seems.Soon I'll look like a moobed sasquatch.
>>44685896not spite out of life - weak
>Every oligarch and world leader is a repperI like this post because of how silly it is. You will receive a semi-(You) in this post because I referenced it. However, you will not receive a full (You); it wasn't THAT good.
i havent posted in a week anything happen to the everclear retard
retard?
Everytime I see my Mum she mentions how scared she is that I'm going to die alone because I show no interest in relationships. Not sure what to say anymore. Like yeah, I'm miserable and I'm gonna die alone, but that would just make her feel worse. Haven't told her I wish I was a girl and I'm never going to.
>>44686072Not much, just finished with the 10 day course of levaquin I was prescribed for the infection and have to go in for an ultrasound. Besides that I feel pretty much back to baseline, and now I'm worried I didn't do enough damage to fully kill them. I haven't injected any more alcohol since last time when I posted that pic with all the blood.
>>44685450Well pinkpillers, I guess you finally did it. Happy? I'm sooooo psyched to begin the new stage of my life as a manmoder/HRT repper woohoo
>>44685450Don't wanna be into TS and have AGP tendencies, I just wanna be a regular straight dude. I wish I could just shift to liking women normally, being a masculine guy that people can respect and like. This whole psychosexual shit has caused me a world of loneliness, never being able to fit in.
