>>44685450
not yet but eventually, five more years

i don't really care much about it to be frank, sex conceptually feels gross and i'll never be with anyone in a romantic sense, so i'm just living for myself

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>>44685450
if i was as pretty as aiden belter i would have been content and a blissful femgay and none of this tranny shit would have ever manifested

>>44685468
I wish I was a femgay so I could troon
I'm just a weird naturally masc agp bi-cel

>>44685450
I was about to debut "4am beer edition" but you beat me to it OP
maybe next time

>>44685479
>I wish I was a femgay so I could troon
I'm just a weird naturally masc agp bi-cel
literally me
i hate that the only place i wholly relate to others is in this hell hole

>>44685513
>i hate that the only place i wholly relate to others is in this hell hole
Painfully true

>>44685513
yeah

>>44685450
>qott: have you gained your wizard powers yet anon?
No, and won't either. Had a bf at age 21 for two years. And recently got my second bf and I'm still not 30 yet.

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>>44685485
It's always 4am beer time around these parts.

>>44685618
true

>>44685450
like jesus did into wine i can turn water into piss. so yes, i am a little magical.

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repchad life hack:
if you starve yourself you can get drunk off of like 2-3 beers
and beer is basically bread so you won't even need to stay hungry

Repchad hack did u know theres an end to the suffering other than suicide thats right escapism into inner world that u never leave

>>44685683
alcohol makes you hungry asf tho

>>44685689
you know I'm on that shit all day every day, but I'm definitely still suffering

omg i love daydreaming too... it feels so much better than actually doing anything.

>>44685709
>>44685702
What do u day dream about
I wanna be a pony

>>44685694
with liquor or wine yeah maybe
not beer, it's filling
cause beer is a MAN drink

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>>44685689
I remember years ago obsessively browsing /x/ and trying desperately to learn how to lucid dream and astral project to escape my body. Couldn't really get it to work besides a couple of times that were probably a fluke.

>>44685733
If it helps the tulpamancy shit is real and works quicker and better

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>>44685712
always about being a woman
sometimes a woman going on adventures in a cool fantasy world or whatever, other times a woman basically just living my normal life but less inherently miserable

>>44685733
I've considered trying to get into lucid dreaming, but I wonder how well it could even actually work.
I do always wake up abnormally happy and refreshed on the rare occasions I get to be female in a dream, so maybe it's worth a try.

my repping ritual is almost complete, soon i will be ready to rope and finally unlock my wizard powers

>>44685753
Nothing to loose by trying. Only downside is that on very rare occasions I get these semi lucid nightmares where I'm trapped in a dream within a dream and it takes several tries to wake up.

>>44685466
I live out of spite, faggot.

>>44685736
Naturally I've also dabbled in that, if only to ease the boredom and loneliness.

i will die male
there is nothign about me thats female
im a man and thats that
needs desires and wants or anything of the like dont matter
those thigns are for young folks with a future
i have no future no hope and nothig to look forwards to
Its over. Ill just work and die leaving nothing behind.

Getting hairier by the hour it seems.
Soon I'll look like a moobed sasquatch.

>>44685896
not spite out of life - weak

>Every oligarch and world leader is a repper

I like this post because of how silly it is. You will receive a semi-(You) in this post because I referenced it. However, you will not receive a full (You); it wasn't THAT good.

i havent posted in a week anything happen to the everclear retard

retard?

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Everytime I see my Mum she mentions how scared she is that I'm going to die alone because I show no interest in relationships. Not sure what to say anymore. Like yeah, I'm miserable and I'm gonna die alone, but that would just make her feel worse. Haven't told her I wish I was a girl and I'm never going to.

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>>44686072
Not much, just finished with the 10 day course of levaquin I was prescribed for the infection and have to go in for an ultrasound. Besides that I feel pretty much back to baseline, and now I'm worried I didn't do enough damage to fully kill them. I haven't injected any more alcohol since last time when I posted that pic with all the blood.

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>>44685450
Well pinkpillers, I guess you finally did it. Happy? I'm sooooo psyched to begin the new stage of my life as a manmoder/HRT repper woohoo

>>44685450
Don't wanna be into TS and have AGP tendencies, I just wanna be a regular straight dude. I wish I could just shift to liking women normally, being a masculine guy that people can respect and like. This whole psychosexual shit has caused me a world of loneliness, never being able to fit in.

>>44686378
Hope it helps you

>>44685450
why is larping slavic and orthodox shit so big nowadays?
>t. millenial russian tranny