>25 y/o ftm, 3 years on t>voice dropped but still hairless>dont bind cause i never had tits to begin with just bee stings that dont fill a cups>get carded going to movies at night>people still ask what grade im in as small talk>pass but as a high school boy>whatever. shotamaxxing time>sub bottom so it works>no interest in topping so it works>problem: i cant have vaginal sex. not even cause of dysphoria, just anatomy + vaginismus = pussy too small disease>cried taking 4 inch dick and had to stop>retard autist ass self can't even give good head or eat people out. im bad at sex>hook ups are a humiliation ritual. stopped trying>not a girl not a man just some weird little thing thats not even a good lay and the people who are into weird little shota things want to actually get their dick wet not just jack me off and go homeBUT IM A PERVERT!!!!!!! born to be a cocksleeve forced to just jack off alone reading yaoislop porn in bed like what if i shot myself
massive larp but why notyou can probably fix that if you do some physio type stuff to build up stretchiness. hyperreflexive muscles arent that hard to desensitize, get some tiny dildoes and stretch + kegel that shit out. i've been fixing something in my foot that would lock up and burn like shit, but a few weeks of training it and jamming my thumb into it pretty much fixed it completely. oh yeah probably check your levels too, that sounds like a good idea
>>44758652I am 28 year old cis guy and I still get carded
>>44758794i wish i was larping i live in hell. will look into this my gyno completely dismissed this when i brought it up so im flying blind trying to get my pussy working but everything hurts >>44758815lets get carded at the movies together
>>44758652i have a 3 inch dick if u want a brainwormed pedotranny gf who u can prob fit but only if u actually look like a shota so post pics
>>44758834if you two fuck can you let me know
>>44758834i mean im completely guessing here but ive heard pelvic floor shit is a mystery even to most physios, it's like a specialty within a specialty. even if you got a really good gyno if they dont also know physio shit they might not be able to do anything, and same for good physios. you could fish around trying to find someone who knows someone, there's probably a facebook group for gynos or something where you could find a specialistit might not even be a purely muscle issue, you always see middle aged women break down crying in yoga classes doing pelvic floor stretches because of subconsious trauma or stress or something. you might need therapybut at the end of the day, your shit is already fucked right? if you learn some basic strengthening and muscle release stuff and try it out the worst case scenario is your shit's still fucked, but noone's ever snapped their pussy doing kegels afik. and if it works you might save a few hundred bucks of rehab so...
>>44758652Just do anal, you dumb slut. Women, I swear.
>>44758652hairless, no chest development, and a vagina that causes immense pain when attempting penetration? did you experience menarche? is it possible you are intersex?
>>44758841im about to go to bed. pics tomorrow if i remember wait for me pedotranny gf>>44758845cant fuck. didnt you read the post>>44758869ill give it a try, probably cant hurt. my gyno lowkey sucks lmfao all she did was say "this might cause some dysphoria :)" then shoved some shit up my pussy that hurt like hell and sent me on my merry way. i dont have specialist money so a little ass dildo and some kegels it is, cant break whats already broken>>44758895im already bad at sex what if i get shit on my partner. id kill myself. id straight up kill myself >>44758960i got my period freshman year of hs and if i forget my t it comes back. dont think im intersex but you never know. my dads also kinda hairless so i fear half of this is just twink genetics
>>44758991good luck then! here's what i know from my physio and/or butt stuffyou're dealing with a hypersensitive stretch reflex and probably increased pain sensitivity in an area that's extremely sensitive to begin with, so you should definitely expect some pain. but, there's good pain and bad pain. If you can still stretch out and relax through the pain then it's good and you're working the muscle. if you feel yourself tightening up or spasming then it's bad and you're just reinforcing the reflex. you need to physically stretch and do muscle strengthening or you wont fix the fibers or learn active control, but you dont want to do both at the same time.also look at how you're jerking off, because these things almost always come with overloading factors, even if it seems super mild. if you cant handle any penetration at all but tighten up really hard when you jerk off or cum (or both) then you're just overstimulating already fucked muscles to lock even harder. you might have to try cumming without tensing your pelvic floor or something for a while, which sucks because its really hard to finish and ruins it a bit, so i hope you're into thatSource(s):doing kegels with a plug in actually makes my ass tighter not looser because im training it in the maximally shortened position. pretty much all muscle conditioning needs full dynamic range or you fuck yourself up, which means stretch that shit out.
>>44758991mmm im bumping
>>44758991>what if i get shitit takes 5 minutes to learn how not to do that.
>>44758652where do u live
>>44758991>i got my period freshman year of hsnta but that's kind of a late age to get this. At least for modern times, this would be normal 100 years ago but not really now with everyone starting periods at 9
>>44759836its so evil that puberty has been starting earlier
>>44759869Yes, especially since to some people longer exposure to estrogen and progesterone can cause an increased risk of some health issues. So it is not just social and sex dysphoria related stuff that can be affected by things like these, scary.
>>44759928yeah
>>44758652I want to fuck your thighs from behind while I grip your arms.You can also get better at oral. No one is good at anything when they haven't done it much before, sex included. And your worries about anal are unfounded as well. Plenty of people have anal sex all the time with no issue. It's surprisingly easy to prep if you're not doing anything too extreme.
>>44758652it will be ok>t. wants to jack you off and go home
everyone wants to steal u from me damn
op here. the lighting situation in my room is chopped and doing evil things to my body but i tried and gave up after one lolhttps://files.catbox.moe/dq6vua.pngoutside of that i can only offer a random cosplay pic cause i never take photos of myselfhttps://files.catbox.moe/daflkn.png
>>44763844how tall are you??
>>44759176>you might have to try cumming without tensing your pelvic floor is this even possible. but seriously thank you for the advice i appreciate it>>44759836is that actually late. i remember thinking "maybe ill just never get it and puberty will skip me" but i never processed 14ish as being late>>44760406>>44760532>>44762848thank you everyone lets jack off in a circle
>>44763844about 5'6 / 167cm, dysphoria makes me wish i was taller but sex perversions make me wish i was shorter
>>44763886Unironically malebrained wow
>>44763886anyway you look weird and gross like every ftm who claims to be a shotamoder sorry
>>44763999ill accept weird and gross but ill stop believing im shotamoding when bitches stop asking what grade im in
>>44764033im sorry but normies are retarded and dont pay attention to anything theyre not a good standard
>>44763844What’s your T levels and dosage
>>44763844You lowkey have a masc build tbqh, and yes, 14 is late, I think i started puberty at 11(?) but I am amab so.
>>44764910male puberty happens later than female puberty
>>44763874>is that actually lateNot too late, but relatively later than average. The normal range is from 9 to 15 and the average is 12 or 13, so technically it isn't outlandish, just upper age of getting it. Just seemed kind of bizarre to me because everyone I know irl who got periods started them at 12 the latest. But maybe I live surrounded by statistical outliers.
>>44763844>>44764910waow i just wanna comment that your build is so masculine. idk how dysphoric/dymorphic you are, but if it is an issue i just wanna share that like legit i was shocked at the photo. Only your breasts even suggest anything else, and in a totally ignorable way.idk just wanted to share that, imma mtf so i sadly don't have much advice on the issues you mentioned elsewhere but like if nothing else i hope u feel happy with ur body overall. actually wait i will also ask>>44758652>retard autist ass self can't even give good headhow though? You just avoid using your teeth, make sure ur not too dehydrated to begin with (lol), and boom ur set. Sure you *can* do more to improve it, but you can also just have them grab your head and guide you. oh also fwiw i have issues that tend to make orgasm painful and unpleasant that i won't detail rn but in that way i legit get some of ur woes there. it sucks, all we can do is keep living and try to find other joys desu.
>>44765495he just needs to get keyhole and lose weight to be good (but not a shota)
>>44762848>>44763999>>44765540You are a malebrained tranny pedophile faggot and should be killed or at least set on fire.>>44763844Nice, you look like a little boy.
>>44765495ive only ever received. it felt nice even tho i know they were like 1xp. lol. but i didn't get to do shit like grabbing the head or pushing or anything at all. Yeah guys that give you shit for your head are literal retards that don't try, and it's their fault.
>>44766702i love how you insult me for being a pedophile in the same breath that you lie that he "looks like a little boy." stupid larper who hates the people they're appropriating aesthetics of (and failing). sorry retard but my culture is not your costume.
>>44766861I was not attractive whatsoever when younger
>>44766861Yeah, I'm a gay "pedophile" Problem?You feel insulted by being told what you are?You're undoubtedly ugly.
>>44767033I feel insulted by someone trying to larp as what I am while simaltaneously hating me for it.
>>44758652let me fuck your thighs
>>44758652last time i dated a shotamoder he cheated on me with a man as old as his father. sorry. issa forever ick now
>>44758652i have no respect for gaydens
>>44758652hi im an ukemoder mtf with a 1 inch penis
>>44758991learn to clean out for anal. every single person who does anal, male and female, has to learn this. you can do it. use a condom regardless and put down towels. everyone who does anal knows its a possibility and can accept that things happen. just do your best and no one will be mad.eat a good fiberful dietuse toys to get used to it, learn, and to get prepared. There's no harm in using a toy in the shower to check and wiping it off if its no good.anal might also help you gain more control over all your muscles down there cause it requires you to learn to relax.also if you're not good at oral... learn. Just tell people you need to practice. ask them for feedback. everyone has to start somewhere.i am judging you for shotamoding though
