I have learned to accept that I am a trans woman
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>>44769306What a development
>>44769306waow, hows it been?and how did it happen
>>44769306end of an era
>>44769737yeah>>44771097>waow, hows it been?Both better and worse. Better because I feel a bit more alive again, worse because I'm a tranny and don't see how I'll ever pass.>and how did it happenTook a step back and really thought about my life and how I would actually want to live instead of fixating on expectations I don't even want to meet. That made me realize that in spite of how male I internally feel, I want to avoid life as a man as much as humanly possible, even if I don't have any good reason for doing so.Stuff also accumulated irl and I had a dysphoric breakdown which my parents unfortunately had to witness and they showed no compassion at all. That was the straw that broke the camels back.>>44771109finally
>>44769306this happened to me recently when i realized my only future as a male is suicide from one lateshit repper to another, gl nona and lets not kill ourselves
>>44771865I still feel like dieing just as much. It's just that I'm afraid of it now
>>44769306An other one bites the dust
>>44771851As long as you take hormones you're going to pass just fine eventually.Depending on your age it might take between 1 and 20 years though.Getting your eyebrows done is huge too. Gender is stored in the eyebrows.
>>44772199fucker is already a proto passoid lmfao 7+months on injections and already has a good sense of fashion
>>44769306omg biggest news on this board this week
>>44771851I'm happy for you former repper-kun.
>>44772199There's a huge difference between passing as in not being clocked by sexblind cissoids, and actually looking like a woman. The latter is off the table.>Getting your eyebrows done is huge too. Gender is stored in the eyebrowslmao. Eyebrows do impact the way your face looks, but they won't unmoid a face.>>44772206lol, lmao even. Your envy is misplaced
>>44772199I did my eyebrows properly recently and it so jarring seeing myself lol. Thinned and shaped. I found out that pulling the hairs opposite the direction of growth makes it hurt way less :p
>>44772246the board is dead>>44772368Thank you. I'm still manmodding tho so I'm pretty still a repper
>>44769306weak.
nah you need to learn to accept you are a cis man
>>44769306awww congratulations!!
Congratulations OP!
I was wondering where you've been op! Happy for you
did u know, the cruelty squad protagonists initials r M T F
>>44769306>>44771851Proud of you, nigga. You're gonna be okay, just take it easy. One day at a time type shit.
>>44769306are you really trooning? 2026 has been night of the long knives for reppers
>>44775773I feel like I'm the only actual cis male left here who isn't a chaser or tourist.
>>44769306This made me happy to read.
IM SO PROUD OF YOU, HOLY SHIT.It wont be easy but one day you will look at yourself and be way happier with what you see. You might not mog cis women but you WILL absolutely mog the living shit out of your past moid self and living to see that is worth all of it.I believe in you <3
>>44769306finally a positive development. congrats! okay go get hrt now
>>44769306I am happy for you nona
>>44769306one step at a time
>>44769306Thanks for lying to me all this time I guess
>>44776924>>44776966why do you tards talk like she hasn’t been on injections for nearly a whole year without stopping already? so dumb
>>44775282I still feel like a cis man and I hate it. One of my biggest worries regarding transition is that I'll somehow figure out way too that I was cis all along>>44775484I didn't put two and two together until you mentioned it>>44777010My apologies
>>44769306Congratulations!
>>44775403>>44775719>>44776924Thank you a ton to everyone wishing me well too. Unfortunately, it all still feels very bleak and hopeless rn. I won't lie that I still wish I could learn to accept being a cis man only because it would make my life much simpler. Otherwise I have nothing but disdain towards being male
>>44769306such a disappointment
>>44769478Goated taste
>>44777000 double checked>one step at a time
