I am such a fucking loser holyshitTrooning at 34 years old. I hate youngshits so much. I am lucky to have a young face, so I can socialize with 20 something trannies, but that just pisses me off more. Youngshits have this gender confidence I could never access; I repped and built this man personality and denied myself for so long that it's impossible for me to feel real next to them. I knew I wanted to transition my whole life but I tried so hard to be normal and now I am a fake person no matter what gender I present as. Why did I have to grow up so repressed, why did I drink and work away my 20s, why do I have to be like this? I hate myself so goddamn much
>>44780465most people dont figure things out in their 20sthey dont say "youth is wasted on the young" for no reasonyou shouldn't be so hard on yourself for growing up in a society that made the thought of transitioning feel unsafeeven after all that you still have the courage to transition, that is a level of mental strength that few people possessto me that makes you more "real" than a lot of youngshits
>>44780465Is there an updated version of this picture somewhere?
>>44780465ruined your life for nothing award
>>44780465tbhon if you transition in your 30s, everyone hates you too so don't worrythe fact we have had representation for almost 2 decades atp means you are probably ngmi
>>44780668Thanks nona>>44780736I was in high school 2 decades ago lmaoyoungshits have no idea
>>44780987>nonaI'm a guy, and you're welcome friend
>>44781024cheers anon>>44780677I dream
33 now and been out for 2 years shit sucks but life is better than it was before I'm learning how to riff with the young shits which makes me seem younger than I am they're pretty good and I wish the best for all youngshits
girl just let go of your male ego
>>44782627Happy for you but I'll be 35-36 before I'm on that level. It's depressing being so far behind.>>44782677Literally how?
>>44780465trooned at 30, also hate myself and youngshits
>>44782677>assuming I have any other ego
>>44780465I see no point in trooning after 30. If I can just rep until then I will finally be free
>>44782627What's your strategy for meeting and interacting with the youngshits irl? They kinda scare me a bit, and I feel too exhausted and boring to keep up with themI also don't know how much tranner language is even acceptable around them.I struggle to not vent to my cis friends, and I recently broke up with my ftm partner.>t. ranny 33 lateshit also
>>44782902then maybe you shouldn't have waited 34 years to transition?what do you want us to say, you discovered you had dysphoria after 34 years of living as a male? wow thats so sad you didn't transition in the last 15+ years when it was easy to figure out diy??? who are you fooling its not our fault
>>44782966hello john
>>44782902just bee yourself like womanhood is about community if you cling onto your maleness you will always be bitter and alone. you just gotta do it even if it’s scary and being seen in public as some effeminate gender freak.
>>44780677
>>44783126That's why I hate myself so much it's my faultIt wasn't easy none of this is easy>>44783181thank i will continue to try
>>44783824>face slowly getting more tired and gloomy as sh e grows olderliterally me
im 33 and trooned at 20 lol get smoked coward you fucked up
>>44782966>I'm tempted to transition>this means I should avoid transition by any means necessary>I will ever be free
>>44783868I'm sorry
>>44783113the average tranny doesn't know know words like repper, hon or passoidjsyk
>>44783113they're mostly autistic so don't pay them too much mind. don't try to impress them, or tell a "cool story" that involves you this is lame, learn to "yes and". even if they've been trans longer you have more life experience and are still in fact the adult in the interaction.thing that really helped me was realising that some of them wanted to be my friend just as much as I wanted to be theirs. saying that, I have my 30yo trans girls, my cis girl friends and boys to vent to
anyone who troons out after 30 is a loser and youngshits find us embarrassing
>>44780465i trooned in my 20s but i also basically didnt do anything also it was over at 18 anyway
