ive accepted i will always be a bisexual autogynephilic retard and never a trans woman, trans, or even tranny maybe but that is loose. but now attractive women and femininity are extreme cognito hazards to me now and i literally jolt and look away in instinct whenever i see anybody hot and remotely feminine. autogynephila is truly a disease and a very deadly infliction.life is fucking hell and i will spend the rest of my time burning alive. my dysphoria is fake and i will never be a tranny (which is sorta goo anyways kek) or even truly remotely feminine in anyway, which is probably fine. its going to be very hard to live but ill never troon out. i think.God help and rest my soul
though soon it might be turning more nonsexual and more of a deep dysphoric painful longing.. or something like that. Fuck my life. What do i even do with this man holy shit this is really bad
i think ill continue resisting i have it in me i think
>>44784297shut up
>>44784304i dont know what is going to happen if i have to be more honest ill prob end up in late stage mind breakage of the succubus rather than repping successfully my entire life idkand no
its just incredibly unfortunate man literally rolled the worst fucking trait dude
this is all just so tiresome
>>44784275>What do i even do with this you're this close. you are inches away from escaping Plato's cave and seeing the glory of the real world. The next step is to stop doomposting on 4chan like a retard, go to your local Planned Parenthood (If you're an amerikkkan), sign an informed consent form, and start taking estrogen.you have the rest of your life to figure this out, but you have to make a choice. Don't die never knowing, waiting in limbo for change to happen to you. this exact scenario is literally what the matrix is overtly about.
>>44784692why would i take estrogen dumbass
>>44785039refer back to the bit where u said "deep dysphoric painful longing"you already know what the answer is. You know what the truth is. you're just being a whiny ass faggot about it and making your weird internalized self-denial complex everyone else's problem instead of taking the cheap, easy, and obvious solution of actually putting on your big girl panties and taking the hormones that will help you feel better about yourselftl;dr stop being a bitch about being a bitch
>>44785287okay, actually my bad on this but its only like only happened a handful of times throughout recent times however i just have agp and feel bad about being male and am a pussy man, i have no differing gender identity from my birth sex its all self-id bullshit nonsense to me man idk, i need to just feel good again rather than injecting fucking crosssex hormones into myself.
U came here to be convinced otherwise and no one is going to say anything profound enough to make you snap to some realization. Or maybe ur a psyop, idkI dont care if you're trans or whatever, but if this is real you need to meditate or some shit. Or shoplift, thats always fun.
>>44785335AGP isn’t even real. Thats fake ass science from the 60s that’s been disproven a hundred times over.Also, the amount of times a cis man feels pangs of horrific agony and longing over the fact that they’re not perceived as feminine is 0. 0 times in a cis mans’ life does that happen.Why do you perceive feeling good about yourself and taking hormones as two opposing forces? It seems really obvious that being more feminine would make you feel better. You’d have to be an omegatard to not understand that. No one here is going to agree with your weird self-hatred. We’re just going to keep stating the obvious truth that you’re a girl in denial until we get annoyed with your whining and tell you to shut up. Then you’re going to take as validation that your crazy self-hatred is in fact heccin valid and use that as an excuse to keep on repping and being miserable for no reason for about a week, before the dysphoria gets too bad again and you make another pathetic whiny post as some sort of maladaptive coping mechanism.Or you could stop being a bitch about it and go get the damn little blue pills already like you know you want to
>>44785378I second this opinionShoplifting is a great way to have a fun time
>>44785421oh my fucking god agp is real dude what
im not even real rn dude yall are litreally just trannies to me im uninfecting myself from the tranny virus name 10 things that makes me trans or whatever if trans is just some bullshit anyway holy shit.im not trans case closed and im obviously not a girl on the inside too you guys are actually fucking stupid
gender dysphoria is not real at allthere do exist some things like - body dysmorphia- disliking gender roles and gender wars and how your biosex is treated by society- an idealized version of the opposite sex- wanting to escape and change your name- feeling hopeless and being told that it will help even though its really just going to make it worse- depression and anxiety and etc- being groomed- im just brainstorming here you get the ideaif you think you have "gender dysphoria" you do notfemininity is a stereotype from porn and misogyny and that its a disgusting thing to see women as a sex object and lesser and etc and that you shouldn't be fantasizing about that for yourself or for other people i do not think i am trans,transgender, or anything pertaining to that topic and i and others should very adamant on this topic because i was not early onset dysphoric or anything like and not feminine (afaik) therefore me being whatever being truly trans is or whatever is not true. and its all self-id tranny bullshit which i should stray far away from. trauma and me being raised by a single mother + deadbeat father + divorce also contribute to tranny thoughts. basically environmental/upbringing that makes me a "tranny" rather than having a hormone imbalance in the womb or whatever the fuck i can just be normal again, okay? because i can and maybe it would be better idkalso to think that this all stemmed from agp
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>>44785532jesus christ you are brainwashed agp is 100000000000 percent real i credit anne lawrence's book on men stuck in men's bodies
>>447855413/10 ragebait, try harder next time
>>44785592you are braindead
>>44785517>gender dysphoria is not real!Proceeds to list a ton of individual symptoms of gender dysphoria You are such a caricature of an in-the-closet tgirl that this has to be bait. There’s no way girls this stereotypical actually exist irl
>>44785603this is not bait i am not in-the-closet tgirl you are a retarded tranny that cannot critically think these are not symptoms of gender dysphoria because gender dysphoria does not exist and you attribute it to gender because youre retardedcis men can also perfectly feel and experience those listed "symptoms" fine as well obviously
i am a cisgender man with agp and agp influenced gender black and white thinking brainwashed "gender" "dysphoria" along trauma and other things, not transgender. please get it right
doing this could and probably will make me happier by the way most likely (living as a normal cis man with agp)