How often is it normal to consider detransitioning? Istg life would be so much easier if I just stayed a cis man. I'm practically bedridden because any time I stand up to do something, I become aware of myself again and just want to immediately die
>>44787136It's not normal unless you're a bottom
>>44787144I'm not a bottom. I'm not a top either. I can't even feel sexual attraction because I'm too disgusted by myself
>>44787136It's probably way more normal for tranners on this board than anywhere else online, but I don't think it's normal for trans people in general to think about detransitioning often at all.
>>44787136I dunno but I think about it at least once each time I do my shot. I think about it daily when I have an especially bad week
>>44787320case closed then. im cis. fmscl
>>44787136Sometimes I think of detransitioning or boymoding as an uwu yaoi way because I missed out on gay teenage romance but I know I would never be able to play the male social role. Being a man is scary, but there's still a part of me that wishes he could have felt love... He died without ever knowing love.
>>44787136thanks for reminding everyone to keep repping
>>44788663I don't mean to encourage repping.
>>44787136never. transition saved my life
see this?>I'm practically bedridden because any time I stand up to do something, I become aware of myself again and just want to immediately diewouldn't change
I think about detransition sometimes. it's just l'a.ppelle du vide, though. it'd be tantamount to suicide.
>>44787136i only consider it as a means of self harm, like “oh yeah it’d REALLY fuck me upnif i shaved my head”i just hate myself and want to maximize my own suffering and detransing is the thing that would do that best