i ama cis manon hrt
Did something happen? You sound annoyed.
I'm a cis man who's had srsI had to take hrt for 3 years though and pretend to be some faggot tranny but now im back to living as a man again but I have a vagina
>>44787845Would you let a trans woman fuck your cis bootyhole while you moan in your trained girlvoice that you're cis?
>>44787845Did you end up solving the issue of running out of hrt and needles? I remember you mentioned something like that in the last thread.
Wassup brothar.
>>44787951>drunk women tries to grab your dick..."wha???"
>>44788071can you be normal
>>44788071...yeah>>44787845wearecis menon hrt
>>44787932no i just thought i’d change the format a lil bit>>44787951literally me in the future>>44788071good luck trying to get close enough bitch you won’t>>44788117unfortunately no:<< i think it’s just as simple as contacting the pharmacy that i originally ordered them from but idkkk. i was never good at this sort of thing (it’s my third time going off e for a few weeks)>>44788225hi popapo i hope you’re doing ok:>
>>44789575wearevenom
>>44787951Just why though
>>44787845you area cis manon hrt
>>44789575*pokes eye*
>>44789582You need to lock in and call the pharmacy or order diy.
>>44787845if repper-kun can accept herself as a troon, why can't you?
>>44789950not OP but because I simply don't look like a woman...yet (kya!)
>>44787845>>44789891>>44789582You are a cis man who needs more hrt
>>44789950I did make a thread "accepting" myself because I wanted the threads I used to spam the board with to have a nice conclusion. In truth I'm still going through it and have made zero progress.Our threads were fundamentally different though, because cis man's thread is about owning their identity, while mine were about the fact that I'm running away from mine. I simply can't believe that I am anything but a cis man, but as opposed to op, that is increasingly distressing to me the longer I keep taking hrt. My mind simply refuses to identify as a woman no matter how hard I'm trying
>>44789582I'm doing well.Lots of updoots.
>>44789634hii snoymoder i hope you’re well today:o>>44789891i do, and i will once i am able to call them. unironically thank you for the reminder<3>>44789950because i genuinely do not feel that way, and don’t feel as though i deserve to call myself one. i know what i am, who i am, and what i like. i am simply a man who likes femininity and cute/pretty/beautiful things. hell, my own mental image is some tall androgynous guy with long, flowing black hair, soft, pale skin, and a skinny build wearing outfits ranging from dresses to military uniforms and everything in between. that is who i want to become>>44790007agreeeeed. soon tho, i might even increase my dosage (i was on 4ml every 5 days before i ran out for reference)>>44790079>Our threads were fundamentally different though, because cis man's thread is about owning their identity, while mine were about the fact that I'm running away from mineit’s very much this desu. i don’t feel like i’m running or repressing much and have a clear idea of what and who i want to become.also i hope that one day you can yourself, too>>44790137good to hear:> i hope you have a good day
>>44787845is the idea of having boobs doesn't give you some level of discomfort you're not a cis man
>>44787845oktranny
>>44791454I am doing well but I am running off of two hours of sleep a bunch of caffeine and not enough food
>>44787845>>44789582>>44791454Boob progress?
>>44791454>>44791649Also I was boymoding (kinda, just my usual lazymoding but with a big hoodie because it gets cold in my office) and APPARENTLY my favorite soup place hired a girlmoder and when I went there for dinner after a late work night she absolutely clocked me it's so boymover
woman
>>44791539tbf they do manage to surprise me. for instance i feel firmness around my nipples and i’m not sure how to feel about them potentially growing even further>>44791544go away>>44791649>>44792997>mfweveryone mogs me so badly it’d hurt if i were a tranny>>44792868might upload a catbox but again, there hasn’t been too many changes since i’m still new to this and i haven’t been injecting ever since i ran out>>44793123bitterhons will call anything a woman bffr
>>44793299Cis man on HRT any tranny can clock a boymoder. I guarantee I would clock you.
>>44793299wait cis male you ran out of E??????Are you waiting on a delivery/supply issue or is it lack of funds?
Doktor, remove my empathy for wonen inhibitors.*Bzzzzzzaat*GRAAAAHHuh?Nothing's changed....I hate an foids as much as i always have...
will Mounjaro help me lose fat and get a girly body if I'm already on HRT?
>>44793310lmfao okay i get you>>44793317neither, i’m just a dumbass and forgot to order more ahead of time xd. i think i just need to contact the pharmacy though since my order said that i have three refills left>>44793391i’d turn you into a ballerina music box doll if i could. forever spinning round and round to another’s tune until they get bored and put you away. jk hi cismoid hruuuuuuu>>44793750jusss do it, you won’t die. probably
>>44793963>d turn you into a ballerina music box doll if i could. forever spinning round and round to another’s tune until they get bored and put you awayCould you not give me a boaner right now. Thx
>>44793963>>44793991me first pwease >.<jay kay can i ask why u like dolls and shit sm i think thats kinda weird for a man to like icl
>>44793299>everyone mogs me so badly it’d hurt if i were a tranny lol
bump
>>44796439up
>>44793963Okay definitely do that you silly goob and you should musicboxify cismoid it would be an improvement
How to be cute without cringing internally?
>>44787845oh so you have agp righti assume
>>44797730GTFO VELTAIL.
>>44798041leave me alonei'm just asking. It's fine if he wants to do itor maybe he's a femboy?
do you wear a binder? I wear a binder
>>44797730Fuck off veltailYou do not deserve to exist in the grace of cis man on HRT
>>44798173sorrygn
>>44795034>can i ask why u like dolls and shit smi just think they’re pretty, plus i also have a thing for prosthetics so their detachable ball joints really appeal to me as you can mix and match, nearly endless customization. oh and i also want to become one myself. i’d be the prettiest bjd in existence and make my own clothing>>44797337thank you, i definitely will;;>>44797703unironically just let go, anon. accept that you are cringe and be free>>44797730idk maybe probablyalso you should go out with cismoid. you two would be otp>>44798101>do you wear a binder? I wear a binderno i just wear huge oversized shirts and sweaters because my breasts are still small</3
>>44787845You seem like a woman to me purely by how much you attention whore spamming this thread
>>44799323She is a cis woman on HRT
how do cis men on HRT dress? Is there such a thing as a truly unisex/androgynous way of dressing ?
>>44799323it’s okay, everyone thinks that. did you know that i even got into a private gaming discord channel for afabs just because i mentioned having a boyfriend once? i was surprised that they actually treated me like one of them and kept checking my assigned roles to see if they made a mistake but it stayed until i quietly left the server. fun times. maybe i should try doing something like that again for the memes>>44799350trvke. i am a cis woman in a cis man’s body who is taking estrogen in order to return to cis womanhood>>44799627i usually dress casually. something that doesn’t attract much attention>Is there such a thing as a truly unisex/androgynous way of dressing ?i want to believe there is. but since humans are dimorphic and have different characteristics depending on the environment and race, there’s going to he a lot of variation that make unifashion difficult:<<
>>44787845How do you manage to cope with being a cis man? It's been driving me insane lately
>>44799186>oh and i also want to become one myself. i’d be the prettiest bjd in existence and make my own clothingYou're real as fuck for that cisman
>>44800009extremely fembrained ygmi
>>44800009waow me too
i ama cis hrton man
>>44790079Both you and OP are women, I'm the only actual cis male here.
>>44800027desu i just listen to classical music and imagine myself crossdressing. helps me at least qq.>>44800037ywww anon, it’s a genuine dream of mine:’)) i’m even considering going to fashion design school so that i can bring the clothing of my little world to life>>44800072if you say so. desu it’s just smth that happened and didn’t know how to feel about it at first considering i didn’t give much indication of my gender beforehand>>44800152repper-kun is a whole ass woman tho, i’m just a man on estrogen
Me too. On the outside I'm a tranny, but im repressing my deep rooted inner identity of being a cis man. I just have gender dysphoria so i feel obligared to present myself up to a certain standard. On the inside thouugh i like to fight and wear basketball shorts and read books about war and play warcraft 3 when im home alone. I have really really bad hangups about my appearance though because it isnt feminine enough and the thoughts make me cry basixally every day. I try my best to pull the look off. I just look really extremely androgynous rather than masculine or feminine though.
I am a gay pedophile.
>>44787951me in 2 months and something.except I never pretended to be a tranny. just an hrt femboy. it's amazing how actual bodily autonomy becomes possible if you have $$ and don't rely on stupid bureaucracies that try to assess who "deserves" srs and who doesn't.
I genuinely dont mind being male i just kinda hate living in general and being lonely and being around others and balding
>>44787845"I'm not gay, I'm not trans, I just need HRT for...."The long pink hair, body hair removal, dressing up like a girl......How long until we see other developments?
>>44801929Boobs now please?
"trans women" will never be women
>>44787951I aspire to be this based some day.
>>44801995i’m sorry anon, i hope things get better for you soon. maybe one day you’ll get to be a doll too</3>I just look really extremely androgynous rather than masculine or feminine though.giwtwm. unfortunately i just look like a man with long hair>>44802255i’d ask if we could be friends but we’d probably hate each other desu>>44802282>"I'm not gay, I'm not trans, I just need HRT for...."this but genuinely and unironically. i kinda need it if i wanna avoid aging like a man and to help with androgyny.>The long pink hair, body hair removal, dressing up like a girl......i do this except getting long pink hair>>44802384maybe,,, i rly don’t enjoy showing skin:’))
>>44802282Reminder that this bitch has a whole discord account dedicated to the gothic doll aesthetic, calls herself Marcelle, and roleplayed/pretended to be a girl during her teens. She is just doing this to piss people off.
>>44802618>i hope things get better for you soonThings dont get better
>>44802638You for one certainly seem mad
>>44802638WhaaaaaaaaaatShe soulmogs
>>44802638are you still mad that i haven’t unblocked you yetand yes, i do and did those things. i’ll admit the pretending to be a girl part was genuinely accidental bc i was scared to reveal who i was at the time lmfao. 2016 was a very weird time for me>>44802655they do, but it can always get worse too>>44802775i don’t soulmog or mog anyone:<< it rly is just a coincidence mayn
>>44802746>>44803289i'm mad cause this closet troon is stealing valor from ACTUAL cis men on hrt and keeping us from becoming a serious identity.>are you still mad that i haven’t unblocked you yeti don't use discord but it sounds like you're even more of a bitch there than here.
>>44801929>repper-kun is a whole ass woman tho, i’m just a man on estrogenlol, lmao even. You're infinitely more feminine than me
>>44799186cismoid is a misogynistic bum so noso do you take hrt as a fetish? or to be prettier? or something
I think its fine for a boy to want to be named Marcelle.I also hate foids trve
>>44804757>>44805458>cismoid is a misogynistic bum>I also hate foids trveIdk cismoid gives off the vibe he hates an foids in theory because he's khhv sub 5 socially isolated autist or whatever, but probably acts like some shy faggot around them irl, many such cases im close freinds with one the only difference is he's not a bum and not a repper (?), so im of the opinion u 2 would get along great, he probably just acts like he does cus he's depressed because he's autistic and alone cus the world's gone to shit
>>44805597I lowkirkueinly reflect bad at people the energy i get. Women hate me so i hate them.I'm not going to glaze someone who wants me dead. Fuck foids.
I have some drawings i made year ago.This is the first one, my oc don't look like that anymore btw, now it's the same thing but with long hair.
The gifs i made aged like milk.
This one was made 2 years ago.
This is the most recent one, i made it was sum months ago, and it don't look good cuz i forgot the background.Also my artstyle looks like shit.
>>44805870Needs more loomis
>>44805927Ok
>>44803289no you soulmog me
>>44787845I am a straight cis man who wishes he was a straight cis woman.
>>44806288I am a straight cis man who wishes they never were
>>44806501real honestly
got confused for a woman todayuh oh.
Bump
>>44805597he's definitely not a repper, his gender is male and he would get dsyphoria if he took ei hate incels like him because no women or man would date an ugly person and thats not a good reason to hate a whole gender as an ugly person
bvmp
>>44807778hey veltailcan you post a current picture of your face? I can tell you if it looks feminine or not
>>44808210i was going to but i saw myself and decided not to.
>>44808289still dysphoric I see
>>44808305no bro im just uglyi will never ever know what its like to be a tgirl because im not one
>>44808319you're genuinely not ugly?
>>44808353i am... really, im going to exercise to try to lose face fat
>>44808398why would you say that about yourself?
>>44808441its a fact, even if it's sad
>>44803433yeah dude, that’s bc being a cis man on hrt is a spectrum lmfaoi can (and probably will) get ffs, rib remodeling, and clavicle reduction surgery, learn makeup and fashion, and i’d still genuinely identify as a cis man at the end of the day bc that’s just how i feel>>44804579don’t play with me here you are literally passoid material and it both angers and saddens me that you’re unable to see it>>44804757the second one. it’s mainly for looksmaxxing purposes>>44805841>>44805848>>44805857>>44805870very cool drawings! way better than i could ever hope to do>ocsunironically one of my favourite hobbies;; they’re so fun to create lore for and i wish i could talk abt them without spamming and embarrassing myself</3>>44806063i’ll believe you this time >.>>>44806288literally me
and forgot image fml
>>44808866>passoid material
>>44808866Thanks Marce, what are your ocs?
>>44809073you are your bdd ass just doesn’t want to admit it>>44809186ywww:>>>what are your ocs?fuuuuckckkk i’m going to regret revealing this info but their names are adelie and emelie respectively. adelie is 44yrs old and is/was a captain in the fictional army that i created, meanwhile emelie is only 32yrs old and is a lieutenant in a separate, but similar military force (so imagine smth like the wehrmacht vs the ss) that is supposed to be newly formed after the previous emperor had passed and the current one took power. i wanted to show the disconnect between generations and their attitudes towards each other; adelie is calm, professional, and almost respectful towards her enemies, meanwhile emelie is volatile, coarse, and short-tempered. she’ll probably shoot you before asking any sort of question. together they are deployed to different parts of the frontline, leading to overlap between their soldiers, which, incidentally, also lead to a rivalry alongside something resembling a crush on emelie’s part. adelie, however, does not reciprocate because she already has a fiancé in the form of her superior officer, something that emelie resents but doesn’t object to.anyways that’s just a small snippet of them. i could go on about them even longer qq. linkrel is the art i commissioned of them a cpl years ago. i’d commission more if i could find good artists </3https://postimg cc/JDn3kRQs
>>44810117>you are your bdd ass just doesn’t want to admit itI looked like this when I was 16https://files.catbox.moe/hkoww9.jpgand this was me at 18https://files.catbox.moe/dd453y.jpg
>>44810228>https://files.catbox.moe/dd453y.jpgThis looks like Rome.Ciago, signore :)
You are a chopped fat swarthoid with breast buds
>>44810228yeah and look at you now dumb hoe
>>44810387I look more uncanny. I always feel like I'm skinwalking myself
>>44810411sorry for dooming in your thread. This isn't about me
>>44810117That's so cool! My oc also have a army, made of clones and engis.Unfortunately i can't open the postimg thingy :/And i neither i feel like drawing rn.
>>44810228Being in good shape means you'll troon out wellThat's what I see every time
>>44810411>>44810418its hard to take you seriously when you look the way you do. reeee passoid, i wish i were a dedicated enough hater to go back through the archives and find the catbox you posted months ago and show everyone how bdd you’re being>>44810715that’s so cool wwtf. i wanna see;;>Unfortunately i can't open the postimg thingy :/ok thank god bc it’s embarrassing
>>44811259Here it is.Mini-papos are little versions of me, they are explosive and mechanical, pratically expendable, there is a lot of them since they are "mass produced". They do have a conscience but it's numb(the main differece between then and now is that their skin is gray).It's kinda old, and i still didn't draw the engis, but they are in concept similar.Engis are unlikely mini-papos are actual people and not expendable machines, as their name say, they are "engineers" especiallized in creating doohickeys, most of them are extremelly neurotic since they work really hard. They are responsible for the machine learning of mini-papos and creation of war-doohickeys(they also use a mask but they mask is only the googles with a nose and the upper part).
There is also that but i never used it and i don't see a reason to.For Cut-out animation.
>>44811918Wish i could draw so i could make cool stuff.Too bad.
>>44811982It's never late to learn ;)
>>44811981For some reason i thought it was a good idea to put shadows and lightning in that.It would ruin whatever you wanted to animate with it.
What do I take when I only care about keeping my hair? I'm already on finasteride & minoxidil but the reaper is still coming and I need something more drastic. Still don't want tits tho.
>>44812092Dutasteride, oral minoxidil, maybe other topical antiandrogens.
less than an hour away from fortune’s weave,,,,>>44811918>>44811981these are so cool wtf. they remind me of those little mechanical marios from that ds mario vs donkey kong game:3 the masks also kinda remind me of those tribal masks too>>44811982you can if you put your mind to it. try it, it’s fun creating your own little world>>44812092unironically start microdosing e and stop if you notice stuff like erectile dysfunction
>>44812092Dutasteride yesterday.Estrogen today. Get gel (gynokadin). Waaaay weaker in terms of tits but more than sufficient for hair purposes (when combined with duta).>inb4 can't find gelThen get on shots but small dose. Say 2mg every 7 days. Weak enough to keep boobs at bay, but strong enough to make your skin more fem and save your hairline.
rozen maiden ?
post tits
>>44812092To add to what other have said regarding e, you can probably stop breast growth with SERMs though its dubiously safe, and you should get sperm stored just in case as most of the time fertility comes back when u stop but for some it doesnt, but if you happen to be quite thin you might be able to avoid most growth if you just take care to not gain weight or eat much
boomp
congrats man XD
>>44787845>i am a manAnd you always will be.
>>44813511desu
>>44813986this doesn’t work on cis men on hrt because btw
>>44813986Newfag
>>44787845I wish there were more cis men with SRS. I'd probably jive more with them than with normal trannies.
>>44814361I'll be one in about 2 months.
>>44814410Based.
>>44814430I'll see how based it is.I'm scared shitless of the recovery period.
>>44814457Which part of the recovery period are you scared of, anon?
>>44814683the pain and the stinging. being in pain while taking a piss doesn't quite sound fun.also, not being able to run for (at least!) 6 months is also a stressor since I'll have to be even more careful about what and how much I eat.also, ofc, the dilation at least at first. I'm getting PPT so I won't be dilating for life, but I still have to do it for at least 8-9 months. I doubt I'll like that.I still want to do it, but I'm not gonna pretend it's a walk in the park.
>>44812336I'm glad they remind you of sumthim.>the masks also kinda remind me of those tribal masks tooYou are the 5th person to say that and the 5th person to be wrong, the mask is actually inspired by a transformers mask i have irl.
Hello
>>44815418heyyy
>>44815478Haii
>>44815703hi-ya
>>44814766From what I experienced the dilation and lack of activity do suck, but the pain was not as bad as I expected because ultimately they do give you pain medication to take if it starts hurting. Peeing was never painful for me but I probably had it easy with that.
>>44813511i haven’t watched it yet</3 fire emblem just released but maybe i can watch it after beating the game>>44813514oh shit yeah i was supposed to do that for someone else >.>>>44814361lowkey same ngl.>>44814920oh wow, i can see the resemblance;; that’s kinda cute desu>>44815418hii anon hru?
>tfw back from work and STILL no cis man boobaI am disappoint.
im bored and don't (really) have work tomorrow hi add me anyone vvvvvhttps://litter.catbox.moe/9c8du2wegw5y0euu.jpeg
I don't want to be a cis man on hrt anymore...
>>44820024me 2 i wish i could be a transwoman but i cant ever see myself that way
>>44820117Why can't you?
tfw need double jaw surgery and FFS to look even remotely kawaiihttps://litter.catbox.moe/pnyd7qwl3btoslji.jpgnot worth it for my emasculation fetish, i just gotta be an ugly motherfucker for the rest of my lifeat least god could've given me the gift of intelligence or something like that, but alas he made me average iq
>Dr. Blanchard you’re making a mistake. I am not AGP. My pronouns are he/him. I'm a cis man. I am not a tranny. I am a cis man! I am a cis man, Dr. Blanchard! I am a cis man! I am a cis man! I am a cis man!
>>44816199interesting. I'd rather avoid pain medication if it's not absolutely necessary.what technique did you go with? and why?I mean it pretty much is very rare to get srs as a "femboy" (for lack of a better term).
up
>>44821080How did double jaw surgery make you uglier? I got the same thing and my appearance went from ogre to average woman...
>>44820117nta but it's not a precondition to see yourself that way.I just get confused for a woman a lot. Eventually I'll stop "correcting" people even if I'm not real /shrug
>>44822844Did u have receded or class 3 jaw. I still haven't gotten it but I'm afraid cause it moves lower jaw far forward into a more manly position also makes it look wider I belief
>>44820117There's nothing I hate more than being a cis man
It's here, i drew the engis!Atleast the concept of what they should look like.
>>44817186Do another like this
Oh yeah, they don't have names btw you can choose their names
>>44818815oops yeah i keep forgetting ngl ToT https://litter catbox.moe/58iw1e1w0u7dn6bu.jpeghttps://litter.catbox moe/84q2056j7r3cgn5s.jpegidk if losing weight is helping or hindering breast growth xd>>44820024i get you but i can’t be a tranny. i am, and always will be, myself; a man who likes feminine things and wants to be feminine>>44821080>missed itgoddamn it>>44824615>>44825205these are so cool holy shit, i really adore your art style ;w; the engi on the far left is so very cute
>>44825709>i get you but i can’t be a tranny. i am, and always will be, myself; a manThat's exactly my issue. I want out. I hate being a cis man. I feel so so trapped
>>44825709You're a big guy
>>44825709Pretty! I especially love the second pic.
>>44826061For you.
>>44788397>"didn't see that coming, now did ya?"
>>44787845Hi cis man on hrt, you feel like a kindred spirit. I'm a boymoder that's afraid to come out even though everyone can tell and I get she'd nonstop with a male name on my name tag and get so consistently gendered female by my coworkers I've stopped bothering to correct them. I feel like I occupy this weird third gender space that I didnt ask to be put in but it makes me feel like I'm less threatening if I dont claim to be a woman.
>>44825709Thanks marce>pictureYou have pretty hands.
>>44825709>picngl but you have bigger tits after a year (?!) than I do on 10.if you like them, great. if not, you better start tinkering with the dosage.>i can’t be a tranny. i am, and always will be, myself; a man who likes feminine things and wants to be feminineIKTF but at your current booba growth, you might have to end up larping as one much sooner than you think.
>>44823616Mine moved the lower jaw back in the upper jaw forward and rotated one of them a little. Ended up being pretty feminizing unintentionally though it helps that the surgeon did jaw contouring too at my request.
>>44825819unironically try to find a way to induce ego/identity death. allow yourself to be swept away and fall beneath the waves. it’s okay to let go>>44826098thank you:’))>>44826197FUXK i was going to say that>>44826251you are a passoid fym>>44826340waaaah tyyy>>44826576>if you like them, great. if not, you better start tinkering with the dosage.i’m pretty neutral on them tbqh, so i don’t think i’ll stay on (or maybe increase) my current dose because i’m also curious and want to say “i told you so” if/when they refuse to grow any further>you might have to end up larping as one much sooner than you think.fuuuuuck okay yeah that’s kinda scary to think about. i’m not ready to give up my male identity
>>44825709>finally getting cis man boobs and treating myself to a couple beers on a Friday nightYum, I am eating good today.
We need a cis man boob thread for sharing our progress
>>44787845why do you keep making the same thread with the same character from the same artist?is this like a general chat?
>>44828657blue board, anon
>>44828822using litterbox or the like obv
