Getting cucked made me transition and that's such a crazy sentence to utter, and yet it's going to be 10 years of HRT in about a week.I got my first and only girlfriend when I was 16, all seemed well and I thought I made it until I found out several months later that she was fucking my friend behind my back the entire time while us two didn't even have sex once.I was actually so defeated I felt repulsed that this would be my fate as a man, given I was already a little into redpill ideology and being short would just end me forever. I wanted to kill myself.Coincidentally I discovered this board around after that affair, and just decided "Fuck it, I will try these drugs" and started DIY.After that I dedicated myself to looksmaxxing as a female, and while it took a while, I ended up lucky enough to be treated as female and look like one, and eventually I met a bisexual man who was into me and my dick during university.There isn't anything interesting to say anymore after this as life was pretty much stable, I got a boring office job but not before changing my sex markers, I got FFS and we are about to pay off our home and I have been planning the marriage details for a bit now as he already proposed.However I do think it's a little funny that the only place which knows my true reasons for transitioning and not "being a woman trapped in a man's body" is 4chan.So I suppose, thank you for giving me information and access to DIY, because I would have probably killed myself by now otherwise.
>>44789399That's actually true trans and more valid than 99% of this board
>>44789399Were you attracted to men before transitioning?
>>44789427Personally I don't really subscribe to the whole concept of trutrans or faketrans. Just seems like childish arguing for the sake of arguing.>>44789434Maybe? I assumed I was a straight male before transitioning yet I only ever had sex with a few guys before meeting my fiancé however all that was after transitioning.
>>44789434your ex girlfriend know u are now a girl?
>>44789846I haven't talked to that skank in a decade.
>>44790755Why don't you go talk to her?
>>44789399Honestly being IRL cucked by a woman is so peak and so rare to actually experience as a sensitive beta male you hit the jackpot.I used to masturbate to my ex gf's texts telling me about having sex with another guy after we broke up
>>44789399What office job do you have that you were able to pay off your house (even on a dual income, no kids) before you're 50?
new doujin idea just dropped
>>44790795Why would they?
I feel like it'd be fun to have a few drinks and chat with you in a moody bar we could compare life trajectories
>>44789399transmaxxing in 2016 is crazy
brave and valid
nigga cmon lmao
highly male brained response>you took my girl>now I will take youggs d00d
This transmaxxing thing is so incomprehensible to me, like why not just be a gay guy if you're failing with girls
does your bf know the real reason you transitioned
>>44789399How did you feel when the effects of estrogen to started kicking in? Happy? Neutral?
>>44789399I didn't even get to the girlfriend part until I was already a femboy, lol.Still, congrats.If it works, it works.>>44793831>why not just be a gay guy if you're failing with girlsagp is one hell of a drug.
>>44789399That's cheating not cucking.
>>44793986you have agp? I didn't see you mention that in your other posts
>>44793831how is changing who you're attracted to more comprehensible than changing your sex? what?
>>44789399The raped:
>>44794019>you have agp?fuck knows. I stopped caring about any of this about 2 years into taking my shots.by the original definition, I don't. but given that the more fem I looked the better my life has gotten, why wouldn't why I love myself as a woman? (which is the meaning most ascribe to agp in common parlance and outside blanchardist autism)
>>44794028they have a bf so they've changed their attraction AND changed their gender. the latter is unnecessary imo
>>44794040oh shit you're right.yeah I mean. nobody really knows why they transition, it's all bullshit socially learned explanations for behavior that is ultimately mysterious
>>44794031Cismoid is the best candidate for transmaxxing on this board.
>>44789399Pre-transition I had a wife and there were a couple times I was aware of a man in the apartment with her while I was at work.
>>44793831because it's better to look girlier>helps with pulling men>helps with feeling better about yourselfplus AGP etc
>>44793986>I didn't even get to the girlfriend part until I was already a femboy, lol.by girlfriend you mean another MtF twinkhon or a REAL girl?
>>44795795real girl.I never dated a trans person. Two guys and two women, including my husband.Part of the reason is because I never got to be in the trans 'community' because of their crazy ideas.
>>44789399I hate that I find this kind of hot actuallyimagine being such a chud that you just decide to ragequit being a boy out of frustration
>>44797458>I hate that I find this kind of hot actuallynot OP but why?>ragequit being a boy out of frustrationme, lol
>>44797458this>>44797821dunno sis but i'd like to nut in you
>>44797821because I am ashamed of my MEF tendencies and also because it makes me regret not trooning out as young
