Ive been experimenting with my gender for a couple years now, and it got to the point where I took HRT, mostly out of fear that i could be trans and that prolonging this journey would make masculinization irreversible. I dont like a lot of masculinization, but i also dont like a lot of feminization. I think im just a confused chaser desu. Tons of trans women are so cool, i guess i got envious that they seemed to make something of themselves. I seem to have some stretches of being perfectly confident that i dont need hrt, and now that ive tried it, im trying to go back to the regularly scheduled program.Does it return? Have any of you had months of being perfectly happy with your body and gender expression, but eventually returned to the drawing board and gotten back on HRT? Why?
>>44794864this was me the first time I stopped hrt. I'm on it again (for the fourth time)
