its been a month since i started hormones and i constantly think about detransitioning, i dont actually plan to because i arleady bought hormones and i dont know anyone who i could give them to. my brain is currently a mush and i dont know what gender i want to be or how exacly i want to look, i just want to get rid of my current sex traits because theyre ugly and repulsive. thing is im on diy so if i did detrans i could only blame myself for my decisions. maybe i hoped hormones would magically fix all my life problems but im simply realising that i have more going on than i realised so im frustrated wanting to quit and go back to repping
>>44798272I've been feeling the same since I started hrt too. I'm really sorry you're going through this and I hope it doesn't last long. It's been 9 months and I still feel that way
Its been 13 months and i still feel that way
>>44798272It was like that for me at first. I detrooned for a few months after my first three months. Hopped back on eventually. There have been tough times but it's been getting better.
>>44799771Do you mind giving your story? i'm always looking to collect the stories of people with complicated transitions. Helps me a lot. <3
Unfortunately thats how it was with myself for a while. Best thing to do is to stick with it because staying in a spot where you hate yourself isnt really gonna help.
