i dont know where else to talk about this so im venting about it here and maybe some people could give me some advice or just some words i guess.im 19f cis and my whole life i wished i had a penis SO MUCH to the point of so much genuine dysphoria. i hate my stupid vagina and everything it comes with, uterus and womb too. i yearn to be able to jerk off with a penis, to be able to cum inside women and get them pregnant, to piss in bushes or bottles when im lazy, I WANT ALL OF IT. and before someone says it, no im not a transmasc repper. i love being a woman, i dont have any issues with my tits or my female frame at all, i wouldnt change that ever and wouldnt want to. ive heard some other cis girls say things like "i wish i was a cute trans girl uwu" but that doesnt fit me either. i mean, i might be happier that way due to my issue, but id half to make alot of efforts in other places too if that was the case.ive considered surgery, but arent those things kinda hard to get if you dont see a docter? besides its very invasive. what do i deal with this?
prove youre cisf
everyone deserves a penisI'm sorry
>>44799616:(
i got srs to get a pussy recently but like dicks are objectively better. more convenient, lower maintenance, less likely to get an infection. if it weren't for the dysphoria being as bad as it was (and the fact that it prevented me from wearing most clothes), i wouldn't have gotten it.as far as what can be done, idk. like, you can probably find some doctor somewhere to give you a phallo if you pay out of pocket, but it's really involved, multiple surgeries, and lots of guys decide not to do it cause the results don't seem up to their standards.other than that just cope ig?
kys
this is why I'm getting srs to isntall a pussy but keeping my cokc
>>44799639sounds disgusting to me. build imagination better.
Literally me. 100% cis, no desire to be a man, the idea of taking t disgusts me. Where is my damn dick??
>>44799639yeah i heard similar things about phallo, which turns me away from it. i guess i really will just have to cope
>>44799596Nonbinary. Start maximizing clit growth and figure out what type of bottom surgery you want. Canada is more accepting of nonbinary surgeries, otherwise you'll need to set up a whole charade of your life to lie to doctors to get bottom surgery. FYI for clit growth, only certain testosterone creams specifically are local, anything else is like to mess with your hormones globally. Good luck fellow cock girl
>>44799663well at least its nice to know someone feels the same
>>44799596seems you are AGAMP. I can't imagine how much that sucks for you cissie they should invent treatments to help cissoids feel better in their bodies.>>44799651look the results up they are DISGUSTING
Dicks are so gross looking...
>>44799666Phalloplasty is extremely hit or miss. Tuna can is a possibility. Metoidoplasty is great but you usually get a small size limited by how big your tdick was.
>>44799653what sounds disgusting? getting surgery to cope with crippling bottom dysphoria?
>>44799669i have thought about clit growth but never seriously looked into it, but that does sound really nice and would probably be better to goon with honestly.
>>44799596Same... I mean I don't care for getting cis women pregnant but cumming inside my gf god it'd be a dream come true...Anyways yeah very relatable...
>>44799596>>44799721tcd
>>44799740TCD doesn't apply here. A woman like this isn't trans in the exact same way most are but it's certainly not cis.
>>44799683>look the results up they are DISGUSTINGI have, I think it's better than normal srs or not having anything like a pussy
It’s so funny how we all want what we don’t have. When I was young I wanted a vagina so bad, to play with and use. I wanted older married men to fuck me while their wives watched and to carry their children, to such an extent that when I was in my femboy phase I fucked multiple male female couples and even got to the point where I bottomed for both at times. Even asked one time if I was a cis girl if they would want me to be a “surrogate” for them and carry their kid but in reality it’s mine. They were good sports about it but I think they found it weird, being I was 19 and they were like 38 with kids already.
>>44799596Stop fantasizing about being a woman and jack off your dick
>>44799772giwtwm
>>44799596You're a futamaxxer in your soul, which I sympathize with as a futamaxxer myself. Being a woman with a dick is amazing and it makes sense you'd want to be one. The best advice I can give is to look into r/growyourclit and look at some of the mini-dicks other women have been able to create. They're hot as fuck and supposedly really nice to have sucked like a normal dick.
>>44800002ive scrolled through and holy fuck. thats honestly amazing and seems kinda achievable? ill have to do more research to see where i can buy some stuff to do this..
its awesomet. mtf agamp
>>44799596it's not THAT rare, unfortunately really good solutions don't exist but I suppose you can look into trying to grow your clit with t-gel into more sizable proportions
>>44799596Girl what?> Be able to cum inside women and get them pregnantI would rather walk across hot coals.> To piss in bushes or bottles when I'm lazyDisgusting. Also, use a funnel or STP device.Bottom line? You make me feel uncomfortable.
>>44799721One beautiful day, a trans woman will bank sperm, have bottom surgery, and then use her own banked sperm in an ejaculating dildo to impregnate her wife.And that day will be beautiful.
>>44800274you sound like chatgptthis is her thread dog if you dont wanna do something then dont do it no ones forcing you to
>>44800336If you want to call me a bot, that's fine though wrong. But there is no world where chat gpt talk like me.Though, for your convenience, here are some em dashes: - - - -
>>44800336Also, yeah, that was rude. Sorry.>>44799596Sorry OP, I shouldn't have gotten icked out looking at your wants and shouldn't have said anything if I did. I fucked up and need to do better ...
>>44799596possibly just by pegging, unfortunatelyit might not be the same but it's half the benefits with none of the negatives
