I had a problem before where I would cheat on my boyfriend when men were mean or sexist on the internet. And I posted about that here and everyone was telling me I should get help and tell the truth so I didn’t and he just stared at me for a really long time then he laughed really loud and said he should have left me on the street corner and left and then wouldn’t answer my calls for a really long time and now he is saying he needs time to think and is sorry for how he said it but that he is really frustrated with my problems. Im so lonely right now and I want to die he still isn’t coming home and is staying with his mom and she called me a crackwhore and said he should dump me. I am too upset to even think now i hate myself so much and I don’t understand why im like this
And anyway I already relapsed so who gives a shit anyway he will never take me back now when he finds out
Deserved, lol.
>>44804377Leave me alone. You don’t know me
>>44804262I mean I'm sorry you're struggling through it but yeah it was fucked up of you to repeatedly cheat on him, his reaction makes sense.>>44804331Does this mean you already had sex with another random man again?
>>44804394I did 3 times sense he left and im taking all these pills they keep bringing me even though I’m supposed to be sober. I am the worst girlfriend ever i hate myself so much i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself
>>44804417you are lucky we aren't dating because i would have killed you lol
>>44804449You are not helping when I already know it was bad what I did and im sorry
>>44804417What's the real foundation of this compulsion? It seems self destructive like how are you even finding these guys to give you pills. Are you using protection?
>>44804459>when I already know it was bad what I did and im sorryyou don't though, you frame it as a 'problem' rather than a decision you voluntarily made and carried out multiple times. >I had a problem before where I would cheat on my boyfriend when men were mean or sexist on the internet.Is literally incomprehensible retard thoughts - it makes no sense and I'm surprised you are capable of breathing. His mother is right, you are a crackwhore and he should dump you. Actually crackwhores have more understandable motivations than you, i don't even know what you would qualify as, a deranged schizophrenic maniac?Leave your ex boyfriend in peace and get a fucking grip on your life you loser.
>>448044962 on sniffies and one i just walked around until I got picked up but I try to tell them I have stis and one them just didn’t listen so he shouldn’t blame me if he gets something because I kept telling him I don’t want to have sex with no condom and he made me do it anyway so he’s an asshole because I literally told him I was uncomfortable
>>44804519Did you get sti's from doing this? Did your boyfriend know you had them? You can tell someone they have to use a condom. This whole thing is insane, why are you doing this?
>>44804507You sound like someone who has never had problems with addiction before and never got made to do sex work before. You don’t understand my life at all so stop talking like you do
>>44804528Yeah he knows but I got them when I was doing sex work because I got forced to when I was in my addiction
>>44804532You don't need understanding and gentle words for your life you big fucking baby, you need to unfuck your life. Not chomping oxys and not sucking on random diseased penises so you can keep chomping oxys might be a good start. You are the only one that can unfuck your fucked life, no one else is going to do it for you.
>>44804547It sounds like you've had a tough go of it, but I don't think your relationship is salvageable. You should try to seek help for your behavior.
>>44804559You don’t understand what it’s like at all. Leave me the fuck alone you jerk>>44804572I just can’t I don’t want him to leave me forever he’s the only man who ever cared about me as a person and didn’t just want to get me high and drub and have sex with me all day. If I lose him forever then I have nothing left and will never be happy or have a normal life
>>44804603dumbass crack whore
>>44804603I gotta face that it's over with him, you cheated on him too much. There will be another guy who will treat you well in the future, but for now you need to focus on fixing this nasty habit.
>>44804262Actions have consequences and other people have thoughts and feelings. Its wild but true
>>44804603>then I have nothing left and will never be happy or have a normal lifeyou either fix your habits or this will become truth, you likely still have a chance in general, probably not with this man but probably with someone else, its in your hands though
>>44804262100% earned you have 0 sympathy from me
>>44804262Huh. Sounds like an executive control issue. When you are having trouble controlling yourself, describe the situation out loud to yourself. Tell yourself out loud what the consequences will be.
>>44804262maybe you should consider how you make other people feel before you make decisions? like you should take a moment to think through it fully. also you need to realise that cheating on your boyfriend is a concious decision and framing it as a 'problem' probably isnt the right mindset to have. you have the ability to choose
>>44805555trve and checked
>>44804774Leave me alone.>>44804824There won’t though I know how guys treat me when they know they can get away with it and all the guys know here talk about trans women really bad >>44804939I don’t know how and my things I went to didn’t explain how to stop>>44806660Yeah maybe it just is hard for me to do it in the moment but I don’t know how to think of that stuff.>>44806767You don’t know my life experiences at all and I understand what you’re saying but it literally sounds like you’re morally judging me for things you don’t understand
>>44806851>>44805555Then why did you even bother to write that
>>44804262get rekt
>>44807951If you have nothing to add then leave me alone
>>44807964you broke someone's heart. you deserve to suffer for a while until you learn to NEVER do that again.
what is wrong with me that reading all of this makes me want her for like 4 different reasons
>>44804532don't you fucking dare blame this on your addiction. addiction and compulsive promiscuity are two different problems. my suffering is not your scapegoat please move to sentinel island.
>>44808056Leave me alone literally >>44808018Im already suffering so congratulations >>44808024Wait why
>>44808068you are the one who posted this to the public internet you moron
she is chanting the narc prayer
>>44808082Yeah because I don’t know where else to talk about it that people might understand and won’t have my face attached and I was high when I made my post last night>>44808100???
what was the expected response to this thread?
>>44808115well suprise surprise people don't understand or we understand that what you did was EXTREMELY fucked up.just go poly atp and stop hurting your lovers jfc.
>>44804262I sympathize with you nona. Ive never had addiction problems, but i am a current sex worker with slut tendencies and unmended emotional problems. Im in an open relationship so it hasn't been an issue for my partner, but i do sleep around a lot with men that clearly dont care for me and treat me like a one time use fetish fulfillment. If you can save your relationship go for it, try to get better. I believe in you
>>44808068>Wait whybecause i want to hold you and make you feel safe and make it so you dont need to do sex work anymore and also i maybe wouldn't mind being cheated on sometimes
>>44807932> you’re morally judging me for things you don’t understandall anon said was that cheating is a choice. do you disagree that you are making a choice? do you really see yourself as so utterly helpless that you have no say in the matter at all and simply HAVE to cheat on the person who loves you? girl get over yourself
maybe dont cheat?
Americans are so awesome at love
how long has this post been reposted in different ways
If that's your pic, where'd you get that? And is that a Crumb statue behind?
>>44810379cuck
>>44808134I don’t even know anymore i just hate myself>>44808172I don’t want to be poly i just want a normal loving relationship with a home and a husband one day>>44808209I want to try really bad whenever he will talk to me again i just don’t know yet. Thank you nona<3>>44810379You sound really really sweet <3. Thank you. Do you live around the Los Angeles area?>>44810428I have a lot of psychological things going on that you are not taking into consideration
>>44812217I posted about this once before and thats all.>>44812223Not mine i just used the poster in my last thread so I used this so it would be recognizable as like similar but idk
>>44812647Is there a psychological condition that makes you cheat?
>>44812840Sexual trauma and drug addiction
At least you dodge accountability like a real woman, you soulpass!
Your bf deserves someone who will treat him better and you need to get help. That’s all there is. I don’t sympathize with you because you don’t regret your actions and you are primarily seeking sympathy through self-victimization. Fact is you’re a low quality partner with severe mental illness and multiple addictions
>>44804459If you know that cheating is wrong, why do you do it CONSTANTLY, enough that these threads keep getting made to garner sympathyI really don't feel much sympathy here, you need a drunk tank to clear your head in and a therapist to talk about this to. I assume it's just due to some attachment issue but even Eleanor from the Good Place doesn't seem like the type to cheat on one person serially. Like either you REALLY can't stand your bf or you're a serious danger to yourself and others in your orbit. If the latter, you cannot blame him for giving up and cutting his losses, because staying with a dangerous person threatens his safety and security and he probably can't be your babysitter forever. It's not his job to save you from yourself, it's your job.
This has to be engagement bait right? its like the ai generated "I hit my son with a brick because he was buttering his toast wrong but i think im in the right" quora article titles certified outrage slop
>>44804417Girlfriend?You sound like the ultra giga gay bottom bitch whose sole perogative is getting your gay asshole pounded and your prostate beaten to smithereens, and then collecting every STD possible by going through seven sex partners a night.
>>44804262Damn, that sounds pretty rough, OP. You’ll probably never have a stable relationship ever again after this, and you’ll end up dying alone. Personally, I would just kill myself in your shoes.
>>44804262Are you sure you don’t have like an actual brain problem? Like hyper sexuality (formerly nymphomania)
>>44804262why do bpdemonsevery time
>>44804262Classic ST4T
>>44815608not real btw
>>44812224kinda>>44812647>Do you live around the Los Angeles area? nope. other side of the Rockies, im afraid
>>44804417i mean you do sound like the worst
>>44804262tldr blah blahcheating is unforgivable and you should kys
>>44818754It’s for the beast I want to be loyal again and get back his trust>>44818994Leave me alone.>>44815608Maybe but if I do I didn’t used to??? Like I never like sex even and I barely did it before but now I’m just bad about it so idk really>>44815457Stop.>>44815352I don’t do these things because I want to and it’s hard to explain but it’s not on purpose and I don’t like doing it
>>44804262why the fuck would you ever confess youre cheating to someoneare you retarded
>>44821589I wanted to make it right because I felt terrible
>>44821500well im not really relationship material myself so yea probably for the bestif you want him back you need to know why you cheated so you know you can stop and it seems like you're conflating getting raped with instances of actual cheating as though you dont understand the difference so it seems like you haven't done that yet
>>44804532>>44821500Addiction might not be a choice, but choosing to give yourself a fix is. I’m an alcoholic, I drink almost every day, nobody forces me to, I know I should stop, but it’s still a choice. Recognizing it’s a choice is my first step to recovery as it is yours.
>>44804262bumping thisthis retard is so retarded its hilarious
