Repressor General: Chocolate Anime girl(No gincels allowed)Tfw I will never be a girl made out of 70% dark chocolateQOTT: What sweet things do you like to eat?
>>44807721Based edition
>>44807721take your HRT, retards
Would you rather be your desired gender without having to transition, or would you rather get a million dollars?
>>44808061Be the desired gender. I haven't even paid attention to the second half, what were you saying?
>>44807996NOOOO!!!!*knocks over glassware*IM NOT TAKING HRT!!!*smashes phone on the floor**falls on the floor screaming, smacking my feet on the ground*IM NOT DOING IT IM NOT DOING IT*coughs repeatedly before vomiting* AAAHHHH I DON'T WANT TO *screams like a 4 year old*
>>44807721>QOTTI don’t eat sweet things because all my fat goes to my face and thighs. I only eat unflavored oatmeal as well as yogurt and jerky for gainz>>44808061Easily the former
i am tired of feeling pain
>haven't thought about trans shit in a while>log onto TF2>join community server>server is filled with trannies on mic chatting about how they shave their bodies, the cute clothes they wear, and other tranny shit>AGP thought immediately start rushing back Holy fuck I wish I trooned 5 years ago
>>44808087>>44808180I'm surprised. I thought everyone would take the million. Maybe you can hop on HRT, pay for voice training, get all the required surgeries, buy a wardrobe, etc. And still have money left over to live more comfortably than the average person. I would pay family and friends 10 grand each to see me as a woman for the rest of our lives.Then I read your replies, thought about it more, then changed my mind. I'd rather live with my current means right now if I had the body of a cis woman.
>>44808061I'd rather be a woman, easily. That amount of money wouldn't make me happy anyway.>>44808318Hrt and surgeries won't make me female.
>>44808318No amount of money can fix half the things wrong with my body, and money is only useful insofar as it can alleviate misery and make life more comfortable.
Executive Dysfunction ruined my life more than GD did.
>>44808244When I play against trannies sometimes I use TTTT words so they know that I know. I'm not gonna Alice(she/her) be annoying in chat without calling her some agp freak.
>>44808503Same. I feel so far behind on everything, it really ruins my self esteem. GD is the cherry on top of the shit cake.
>>44808699There is a voice in my head that whispers "Just troon out". That won't help my situation though would it? I would just be a gender swapped version of my shitty self. I would be a femcel with nothing to her name, no close bonds with anyone.
>>44808503I don't have problems with executive dysfunction, other than as an extension of my depression.
>>44808061The answer to this one is easy but it depends entirely on how old you are.
i am in so much agony
It's funny having so many mental illnesses making it so hard to tell if I actually want to be a girl or if it's something else entirely. Being "old" doesn't help.
I look cis right?I’m HRT repping :/
>>44809017get out of my gen you fucking annoying faggot
>>44809056Why can’t I be here? I’m repping.
>>44809081okay okay you can stay, idc, i just wanted to call you a faggot
>>44808244>logs into the tranny videogame>finds trannies videogamingGenius!
>>44809017lmaooo
>>44809255What’s so funny?
>>44809017nice tits bro
>>44809274Yeah I wear two layers of shirt to hide them. I don’t wear a bra because I’m not a woman.
>>44809296wear a binder instead then
>>44809310No, that will damage my tits.
>>44809326shouldn't matter if you're supposedly repping
>>44809266lol
>>44808767why do I have so many mental illnesses. i have like 4 it's not normal.
9 years of hrt repping, didn't really do anything other than ensure I'm never loved (nobody wants a tranny especially not a repping one) Don't really care about the side effects but wish I repped so I could've had a normal romantic life.
>>4480979515 years of non-hrt repping, never managed to date
>>44809850Unfortunate, do you have autism or the likes? I'm perfectly neurotypical just on hrt.Nobody wants someone who takes cross sex hormones unless they're hot.
>>44809865I probably do, yeah. People like my energy, but not in a romantic way.
>>44809795>wish I repped so I could've had a normal romantic lifeDoes anyone here actually have this, I'm basically a complete incel.
>>44809955I could've had it desu I was cool looking before hrt>>44809944I get you, I kinda have that experience now
>>44809955>>44809984I could have MAYBE been chad lite if it wasn't for my autism, anxiety, and just how fucking weird I am. I'm sure many ITT can relate. I wanted to be a normal person but that ship has sailed. I feel like if I tried to assimilate as a human, I would fail.
>>44809795>>44809865My entire post-puberty life of actual repping and I'm too dysphoric and miserable to even consider romance. Getting into a relationship with someone as a repper would be both immoral and pointless.
I'm 22 and I want to stop repping,but I need to get a job first.I like cookies and ice cream. My favorite flavor is lavender.
>>44809955lmao noit's so funny seeing retards think they would have better dating prospects as a dysfunctional fraud man who hates being alive, or that dating prospects even matter at that point
>>44807721>QOTTI like chocolate cake on the rare occasions I get to have it
>>44808061The former obviously.Not that I would change my choice even if it was more, but 1 mill doesn't even go that far anymore
>>44811415If I made you a chocolate cake would you eat it
>>44811546sure why not
>>44810482lavender ice cream is really nice but it's not a flavor I've seen for sale often
I'm cooking
so many evil people
hang in there repbros. Once gas hits $12 a gallon basedciety will go to shit and you won't have to worry about anything but basic survival.
>>44813047not counting on it, I already got ripped off by the scamdemic
>>44813047>anything but basic survivali can't even do that right now
>are ya gooning son?tfw couple hours long gooning sesh is the only thing that takes my mind away from low level 24/7 anxiety these days
>>44807721i used to drink a lot of tea until i got conscious about the amount of sugar so I changed to sweetener. it that makes me sick and its disgusting and I hate it,but the tea gave a compulsive desire to always be drinking something so i'm stuck drinking like 12 cups of shitty tea every day.
is there really just no hope
i guess bro. it's troon or tomb. some of us choose the latter.
it makes me so angry when I see a tranny wasting the life they actually get to live
started beating myself in the head to calm down again and now I have a headache
>>44813671wow I just got a solid crack sound
>>44813355change sweetener bro
please God let me die of a brain aneurysm in my sleep tonight
the reppers have gone insane and are breaking their skulls.
Bros this article fucking pissed me off. This is what it's like to be a repper. If you ever came out, your spouse will make it all about them and go to the media about how unfair it is for them.https://www.abc.net.au/news/2026-09-17/finding-out-my-husband-was-gay/107124374
>>44808061If you're a repper you're already your desired gender, you just haven't accepted it yet.
>>44809017Cute. I'd cuddle with you on the couch while watching anime.
>>44813723I've been trying to ~transition~ over to tasteless, and it's gross, but i think if I manage to will myself through it i will come out of it a stronger and more virile man.
>>44814158Cismoids seem more graceful about a spouse coming out than cisfoids, who think their spouse is literally the spawn of Satan for doing that. Even though cismoids generally treat troons much worse, if it comes to a spouse/significant other, they'll have more understanding. It's all very fascinating and painful to think about.
>>44814162I don't think so. I am just about the furthest thing away from femininity as humanly possible. The month where I underwent femininization produced moments of euphoria that were fleeting at best. My life became more structured, yes, but it didn't last and now I'm back to my depressed self who never showers or brushes teeth. The root of my dysphoria is 1. A fetish and 2. Because I hate myself and being anyone else was an idea more appealing. And great. Because I spent so much time the previous month obsessing over troon shit, my dysphoria grew stronger and now I don't think it will ever be a thing I can't not notice anymore. The reason I still hang out on this board is because my empathy for trans people increased significantly. I have 15 banned reddit accounts so I don't go on there anymore.
I'm a troon loon who goons.
>>44808195Have a hug larry
I'm getting old bros. I only nut once a week now and that's more routine rather than any actual desire.
>>44814231I don't necessarily disagree but what about all those murders of trans women by closeted cis men. although those werent married ig
Soon I will find the courage.
I need a man to control me and fuck me and make me transitionYes, we're hornyposting now.
>>44814692I want a giant oni muscle futa gf who will fuck me while beating the shit out of me then spoon me afterwards
>>44814823I was going to criticize this but then I remember I jerk off to the idea of futas fucking me all the time, about as much as I jerk off to men fucking me.huh
Estrogen gives me bad side effects so I don't know if I can transition.
Reminder that most troons on this board who told me years ago Id kill myself If i didnt take HRT, killed themselves by now.Top kek !
>>44814264the point of transitioning i think is really to function to the point you can make real life friends. there’s really no room to either wallow, or ride the high of euphoria all by yourself. you have to actively hang out with girls who perceive you as a girl, or even get a boyfriend if that helps.
>>44816188True, I was one of them.RIP myself
Repressors won.
>>44814576hug friend
What if ANON got BETRAYED and LOCKED in the HYPERBOLIC REP CHAMBER For 100 YEARS?
>>44815680Boobs aren't a side effect
I'm the ugliest repper ever
>>44816404I can't function around others
i want to be a mother.....
>>44817584Find an ftm repper to fall in love with
The way I love men isn't "fembrained" in the slightest
I'm going to die cold and alone and everyone at my funeral will think of me as a man.
Listen, your not reppers. Come join the army of they who say: sex fapInstead of no fap sex
I was made to cut my hair really really short for some bullshit and it hurts so much more than I expected. This is the shortest my hair has been in almost 20 years fuck
>>44818721You'll have people at your funeral?:|
The current system of relationship and erotisism. Even though the secular world. It is based on mistakes in religion and erotisism.We should form an army
It is not I am not from religion. I am
And it is Gods word that protects me.(Do not interpret this as some form of falseness about repping)Much longer story
>>44816660it’s an eternity in there
>>44819119 (Me)Listen but I'm good.The salvation army is also an army.Not denying the sin against us. >army
VREEEEDOM of speech - Of unitingof certain other thing as wellIf some are going to get into conflict with us. It is their God given right to
>>44816530our existence is inherently a loss
It is not the English speaking ones must do everything again.It is a matter of organising and approaching others
>>44809017You look like 2 months HRT petter griffin after a diet.
I think someone actually lost their marbles. Well, that's the fate of every repper, to end up completely insane or ending it before the pain can take your sanity.
>>44819493>I think someone actually lost their marbles.I did
I have still remained as stronk not to take hormones.Who here fell to it?No need to be shy, I can't even to the GP. I am divinely led, so however I could also capably do it myself until on second thought, not that I am not capable but still I could not.In my course of matters I can't go to the GP. I can't
>>44819576you should take your pills, and I'm not talking about HRT. I mean you should also take HRT, but right now is more important that you take your other pills.
>>44807721Take your Dutasteride and Minoxil, friends
>>44819615
>>44814158>most important australian news is calling people fagsshithole country
>>44814823thirtyhelens comics aren't real life nona
>>44816660>Longer than you think, Anon!
>>44807721I wonder if there are people who will go through a time when they feel many intense feelings about being a repper but as more time passes, they will integrate these feelings with their shadow and learn to live in peace.
>>44807996HRT won't unrape me or turn everyone into an anthro woman.
>>44819707How many reppers Jung cope?
>>44819707no, the feelings end up crippling you until there's nothing left and you die or become insane. there's no happy ending for the repper, and trooning out is just marginally better. Unironically the best way out is being a man on HRT.
You are not the free human being you may think that you are.And the fault is 1. YOU (not to begin taking chemicals, however) The masses and science
Women do it as much as men.You are not what you think you are.probably you are more skilful or at least taking initiative sex fap. Not no sex fap.Sex fap is the original position and personally I don't like to see your problem.(Longer story, incomplete)However just coom, basically it is a cycle that could go on for ever.
>>44819976Wrong
>>44820045Wat are ye wonging me forDon't wong meWat is wongMost people here just want a civil warHowever not just the enli speaking ones
based schizoposter. We might genuinely witnessing someone losing their sanity here. Take pictures.
>>44820085boy done lost his mind
Right here is where some one from some place else takes over the enli speaking ones
>>44818978I'm sorry
sigh, saw another pooner who is happy with his life again. I thought I forgot but now the brain worm is back. I don't even want to look like a real man why do I care?
Cunt enli speaking onesTraitors Your not all enli speaking ones from origin.If so we'll have to have Russia a-boming ye into nothingnessWe are not doing it
It's all about spot reduction baby and these wizard eyes see all the demons.
>>44819726That might be lovely. Especially if my balls shrink to the size of marbles and I can't goon anymore.
>>44819726What if I'm sure I'm not trans, but still have GD and it doesn't feel THAT bad but it is felt everyday? I also have nothing in life so maybe that is the source of my pain?
>>44819717your repsona is an AGP semen demon? Isn't a repsona supposed to be like Master Chef or that guy from Taxi Driver.
>>44820793Yes. No.
However not sent from an enli hearthttps://youtu.be/8NnsHo-fWSM?si=vPH2tO6ME7KuyFLz
I wish I knew how to draw so I could draw my cringe repsona.
https://youtu.be/8NnsHo-fWSM?si=vPH2tO6ME7KuyFLzThe answer is not nei sex fap
>>44821030Go my child and draw, draw to your hearts content.
>>44821054You can't curse me with tranny magic, I'm already a tranny.
I am going to pay you out dividents of coming to mainland Europe.However if you do not reply to me. There is reason to believe I will not be able to.Not fully as is intended.
I like making horrible art
>>44821030Describe them so we can all take turns drawing them. Quality not guaranteed (TM).
>>44821073ok thanks man.ive been repping for a decade, im 6'1 with a barrel chest and now im shredded and vascular with long wavy hair. I even have the bicep vein (tm). my ex messaged me this morning,, she misses my fat dick and my abusive personality. I mean she didn't say that, but she does. I only ever use women and eventually break their hearts. I regret it but really I have very little empathy for them.I have become exactly the "man" I wanted to be for so many years and I am showered in female attention and ive never wanted to off myself more. i have experienced a Kundalini awakening and can now read womens minds, at the cost of them being able to read my mind and knowing I am a disgusting tranny. basically im going to die in a few months if I dont start hrt and at least boymode, I can feel it in my heart, and that's what the Goddess says to me, she knows.B, if you ever stumble across this post, I want you to know that I will worship the ground you stand on and lick the fucking dirt from between your toes if you accept my disgusting trooner selfI'm going to mutilate myself with estrogen and lose my muscles and kill my sex drive and I will never pressure you to do a single sexual thing unless you want. or whatever because idk how asexuality works for cisoids.to the feds reading this, may your suffering and subsequent slow, painful death be slow and painful. this is your choice.I'm not ready to die. stop repping. accelerate.
>>44821030same, but I lack the talent so why even try
it is over for me
>>44821030just do it regardless of how shitty it is lowk..Imagining myself as a badly drawn cute girl when I study instead of thinking about how I look like a literal knuckle dragging ape makes things a lot easier but idk if its making the dissociation worse
new roachrepper art, woohoo!
i want more!
>>44822412I hate biochem
and biochem hates YOU, that's why you're a tranny.
>>44822553....yeah
>>44818371and what next?ftm reppers are retarded
>>44822540I do too anon… I do too…>>44822463I'll post the full thing when I'm done, I do this stuff to study because copying notes over and over is a guaranteed way to get me to try to kill myself again
>>44822698Yes women are retarded what else is new. Impregnate her and then both of you stop repping immediately after childbirth. The T should save her from post partum
>>44822540>>44822721>repper studies biochemWhy is this so common?
>>44823054I vill make ze catgirls real and turn myself into one.
>>44822770I would rather kill myself than get pregnant thank you
A week ago I would want to be a trans person because that would bring me one step closer to being my desired gender. Now I don't want that anymore and I'm actually just not trans at all. The dysphoria was stemming from other things, but it doth persist. I still notice every little thing that reminds me I'm not a woman, but I'm trying to see life in a different way. Anyone else in the same position as me but still comes to these threads because they feel like people here understand each other better than most other places? It's definitely not good for our mental health to exist here, but a lot of other places on the internet feel dead. They truly lack the human warmth. Gods I feel so alone sometimes and that is when my mind truly tortures me.
>>44822412finished it. debating on whether to post these "educational" things anywhere but I'd rather not have anyone I know find out I draw myself as a girl
>>44823168p2
List the things you wish you could do but dysphoria/mental illness stops you>Learn how to draw>Make a video game>Learn Mathematics >Write a fantasy novel
Bros I just had the most mindblowing orgasm
>>44823168>>44823178It's not bad art it's sovlful. She's cute. I'd date her. I need a girlfailure gf
>>44823386The most mindblowing organization i had was when I was 18 and came to feminization porn and thought i wish I was a girl. Only with post nut clarity did I realize how fucked I was
My most powerful organism was when I came to Bambi Sleep while high on Ritalin.Not memeing. It was a full body orgasm with an afterglow that lasted like 6 hours.
almost cut my hair today should i cut my hair it looks good when i cd but i'm guessing as a guy it looks awkward
My best was when I finally took the full length of my Chance Unflared. You know how when you orgasm pain gets turned into pleasure and makes the orgasm way better. I was really sore afterwards though I was worried I did permanent damage I was just waiting for my bowels to fall out.
I wanna be a cute horse girl
I want to be a cute anime girl (with a big fatt butt and boobs)
My suffering is meaningless, no one will ever even learn anything of value from it
We learned to laugh about it
That was mean. Sorry
>>44822770i don't want to be a dadand i don't want my children to care my mental illnesses in their dna
Reply to this post if you are too mentally ill to work.
>>44824487I'm mentally ill AT work right now. Almost had an autistic meltdown kek.
>>44824487Right here
>>44824487Declared unfit for work after a long evaluation. Feels bad.
hey reppers, here's an image to make you feel better about your barrel chest.Real life gta6 chick vs how she looks ingamex.com/Synaptic_UK/status/2097109993367466060
The internet is entirely garbage now but I have no where else to go so I just sit here refreshing this awful site where nothing happens.
is it 10mm auto time...https://litter.catbox.moe/kni6yg.jpg
>>44826412Yeah, you should end your life for torturing real reppers like this.
>>44824487For alice to take her pills she needs to get a job, but she's too mentally ill to get a job, because she doesn't have her pills. Somebody save her.
>>44826439im not on trannydrugs?
>>44826750guhhh why O faggot, why. you know you'd look good as a tranny, what's your point? why torment me like this.
>want to be a cute anime girlIs there any solution to this other than just straight up killing myself?Trooning out just makes you some ugly creature between man and woman, very uncute. I'd rather try to get a cute girlfriend eventually and just live my life through her.
>>44826460Even if I had no gender dysphoria I'd still be a NEET fuckup unemployed lol.
Got to get my beard removed
Im never falling for that saddest man/ cutest woman you’ve ever seen memeEvery troon selfie i see online looks tired as hell with nearly dead eyes, is just the logical outcome after years of taking hormones and being trained like shit by society, their eyes just cannot match the beauty of cis women it’s really sad, if only gender reassignment technology could improve maybe there’d be better results for them
>realizing one of my principal reason of depression is gender dysphoria at late 30sIt's not fair sisters
>>44828242I wouldn't say every troon, but every troon who started off looking like me
>>44827995yeah, I think tweezing my face for 30 minutes every single morning is literally driving me insane
>WAKE ME UP INSIDE (SAVE ME)
>>44828872sorry anon but I think we're stuck in this dream forever
>>44807721I know who you are
REPPING IS HELL REPPING IS HELL REPPING IS HELL REPPING IS HELL REPPING IS HELL REPPING IS HELL REPPING IS HELL REPPING IS HELL REPPING I SHELL REP{PING IS HELL REPPING I HS HELL REPPING IS HELL REPPING IS HELL REPPING IS HELLPEOPLE WHO TRANSITIONED YEARS AFTER I STARTED REPPING LOOK AMAZING WHILE I ROT AWAY IN A MASCULINIZED HUSK KILL ME KILL ME KILL ME KILL ME
it's called repperhell newgen
people are so dumb it drives me insanefrom the bottom I can see it all
pretty clearly anyway
Whats up girls? hrt when?
>>44831163Only thing stopping me right now is going to the doc
>>44831216Do you think that most or all old people, towards the end of their lives get the sense that life wasnt what they expected and they are disappointed with it but trans people realize that much sooner?its like okay, you wanted to be a woman, it didnt happen due to skull size or whatever, why cant you still try to make the most out of life in either accomplishments or things you want to do?
>>44831163>girlsno>hrt whenmaybe tonight for the first time, actuallyhaving needle anxiety but i have all the suppliesi just want less hair on my body and more on my head, man
Im not transgender, i dont have gd, i guess sometimes i have thought that i would prefer to be a woman, but its some of form of low intensity low frequency rogd pseudodysphoria and im cis but i just dont understand why its so hard to just accept that life isnt what you expected it to be, is that thought a constant in your life? why cant you at least fill that void in your heart with hobbies, aspirations or something else? surely the solution is not to obsess over something you cannot control or commit suicide, maybe you will transition, who knowsI have a lot of respect for people who transition, its very dionysian, its something that highly impulsive people do and im a really shy, really reserved person, really repressed and self restricted, as i imagine are most of you.
>>44831234>Do you think that most or all old people, towards the end of their lives get the sense that life wasnt what they expected and they are disappointed with it but trans people realize that much sooner?I think so>why cant you still try to make the most out of life in either accomplishments or things you want to do?Doctors scary, and I don't wanna book an appointment with a full beard and ask for female hormones
Its just that i started browsing online transgender communities at 18, yeah bully me for being a redditfag if you want, but im 21 and yeah i guess im a creep because i still browse transtimelines and other 4chan adjacent trans communities on reddit, but i no longer think im transgender, im just an autist and an obsessed faggot and there is something addictive to seeing the glowup of a guy who turns into a woman and i dont know how to stop.its clearly not my space and in general, i genuinely thought i was transgender for some time, but im just autistic and weird and was socially contagioned by virtue of having a weak identity.I feel bad for trans women though, i hope there eventually is a day where they can oppress men just as much as cis women do instead of being marginalized. The matriarchy should include all women.
>>44831297SO SHAVE
can i get free money please, i don t want a job>>44829578repping is pretty easy, seems like a skill issue
>>44823528actual larp, you can t get high on ritalin, even if i chew it barely does amything
>>44831782still wont make docs unscary
Where's the dividing line between repping and actually just being a cis man? Being a man socially feels right for me, I can be a loud opinionated nerd as much as I want, and my overall feeling about my body is "this is fine." I keep coming back to trans spaces though because I'm fascinated by the idea of becoming a woman, but mostly in an autosexual or autoromantic way if I'm being honest with myself. So, basically, I think it'd be hot to be a hot woman. Meanwhile, when I imagine living life as just an actual, average cis woman with actual average attractiveness, I have absolutely no interest. I feel like, if I was a trans woman, the idea of being seen as an average and unremarkable cis woman would still have some appeal to it.
>>44828406I just gave up. Nature has predetermined that I'm a disgusting hairy ape. I was actually taking care of myself for a while there but now that I'm back to my usual self I don't shower or brush my teeth anymore. I'm too poor/too much of a coward to take further steps into ANYTHING, much less feminizing myself. I can't even enjoy porn anymore just the mere sight of a woman makes me feel pain.
>>44832017>and my overall feeling about my body is "this is fine"I hate my body, but who knows maybe if I started being healthier maybe I would be fine with it.>I keep coming back to trans spacesSame. I already figured out that I'm not trans but I still want to be a woman. It's not so much a matter of identity for me, moreso it stems from AGP and the fact that I despise male gender roles, especially because I had and will have no help in being a man. This society is more sick than people can truly comprehend.>average cis woman with average attractiveness, I have absolutely no interestI would actually take that opportunity. I really can't formulate into words why. I'd just rather be a woman and live as an average woman would. I feel awful for saying that because women do go through some pretty hard struggles, but then again so do men.
I've been off and on estrogen so many times.
When I told my mother I was trans she couldn't look at me without crying or getting angry for a whole year.It's been 8 years now and she pretends it never happened... At some point I gave up on myself so things could remain normal
>>44832134If my daughter were a repressor I'd be sad too.kidding of course anon kun
>>44832462I'm a hrtrepper so I'm even more disappointing
>look in the mirror after getting out of shower>FUCKGoddamnit FUCK
I dont know how im gonna come out to my "tomboy" mom who's definition of femininity is suffering
How do you rep healthily? Not just toughing it out or manning up, how do you come to appreciate your own masculinity and not jealous of women?
