this world is not worth living in
>>44817900True but still not roping
>>44817900Get over yourself faggot.What's the measure of life being worth living?There is no other state than life that you can experience.1 > 0.If you want to die than go kys instead of emoposting
im getting drunk to see if i can do itbut most likely i will not do it andwake up feeling likeshit
>>44818564Just start going to the gym and get some hobbies
>>44818588i do runningi did a lot of training this summer but im getting sick of it. i feel worse after exercisemy other hobbies exhaust me mentally
I have an imaginary boyfriend named Rodney who helps with my suicidal thoughts and sex trauma he’s very patient and likes to pet my hair when I fall asleep on his “chest” this is the best coping mechanism I’ve got
>>44818588Not op but how do you even get hobbies when nothing feels good and you're always reminded of how horrible things are by the slightest thing
>>44818611i used to do this too, his name was ryan
>>44818870Why’d you stop?
>>44819086stopped allowing myself to do things that might make me feel better
>>44817900Yes. But live out of spite. Don't kill yourself because of it.
>>44819132I was hoping you were going to say you got a boyfriend
>>44819320i've left my house less than 100 times in the last 10 years
>>44817900true but unfortunately death is scary and painful so i guess i'll keep living
>>44819410it might be okit might be ok
I swear to god none of you should be dying before you get to play GTA 6. At least wait for GTA 6.
>>44819911wan 2 kms even moar nao
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This is a good world to die in
I'm glad I have such a crippling, consuming fear of death and the lack of an afterlife that I couldn't rope no matter how miserable I was. I have to extend my time on this planet as much as conceivably possible.
I AM THE FEAR OF DEATHI AM THE GROWL OF THE WOUNDEDI AM THE CLAWS OF THE HUNTEDI WILL NOT STOPI WILL NOT HEELI WILL NOT BE BROKENI AM NOT WHAT I THINKI AM NOT WHAT I DOI AM COPESAND SUFFERING!!!
>>44823341tfw I don't have