What is stopping you from having a normal life?
>>44828506I am extremely terrified of interacting with other people or even being perceived in any way
Autism and cptsd and med-resistant depression and anxiety
being an ugly neverpassing freakim still trying, i am giving it my all to both get a career and get as close to passing as possible, but im always gonna be on the verge of suicide because of this shit
>>44828506tranny and really not having the genetics to be a passoid
trannies + women are OPPRESSING me cuz I'm a gay flamer and they are trying to castrate me
>>44828506how i look, how i think, how i act, etc
>>44828506I live a pretty normal life but it's largely not being a youngshit because religious school + family issues made me too scared to actually tell my parents about my issues when I was a kid
>>44828506being a dysfunctional alcoholic repchad
>>44828506I am too ugly, and people treat me based on my appearance, but my soul is too delicate to withstand such harsh treatment; that is why I live as a hikikomori.
>>44828601try weedinterestingly all I take now is basically cannabis wax dissolved in alcohol, but you don't get drunk at all from it, like a shot's worth lasts 4-5 days and if you tried to take enough to get drunk you would probably pass out for a day or twoit works better than the kinda that's cannabis oil dissolved in vegetable oil, and it's cheap and easier to dose than smoking it or edible
>>44828506HRT made me nonfunctional
>>44828615NTA but I wish my brain handled weed like everyone else, it really just makes everything worse for me
>>44828506extreme bulimia which destroyed my bodyand like 10 years of not working
>>44828506>poor>autistic >probably adhd too but unmedicated >childhood trauma>relationship trauma>live in a neoliberal countryAlso this >>44828514
>>44828630there's different kinds...and you have to gradually adjust to it from alcohol and deal with the vitamin dysregulation and probably blood pressure issues you might have from alcoholism, as well as good maybe to get your liver and kidney function chegged >>44828641cannabis?cannabis is kinda funny, it makes you less nauseous at lower doses, but at higher ones you will be compulsively puking your guts out
>>44828652>but at higher ones you will be compulsively puking your guts outi tried cannabis and this happend to me lmaocannabis is mid imo. like at the right dose it can be alright. but i rather drink alcohol
>>44828615that honestly sounds very convenient, but I'm worried that weed could induce a psychotic break that makes me forget what body I'm working with and try to troon out
>>44828652>there's different kindsThis is what they always say, yeahI've tried a bunch, indicas, sativas, blends, flower, gummies, I can have fun for a few days but then my mental health always gets worseIt's like any other drug that affects the brain, some people just don't do well with it
My hate of some faggots
>>44828664you should try low doses and you can re-dose every few hours, just be careful cannabis is much more sustainable than alcohol, you cannot go years taking alcohol daily without major damage, your brain will get damaged you'll lose all your functional memory and be unable to sleep >>44828665indica is more sedating and less paranoia inducingyou can also find thc weed with higher cbd content that reduces psychosis potential cannabis won't make you do anything you didn't want to before, lindsay clancy
>>44828682dudei just dont like cannabis that much matei know alcohol sucksur shitting up the whole thread with "just try weed bro lmao" and it is annoying
My career that hates trannies so I have to boymode almost everyday, my family that hates me, and my disgusting body.
>>44828506I just don't have any confidence or sense of responsibility for my life; ugly; depression; dad and mom.
>>44828506What's it gonna take to stop trannies from outing themselves with these fucking dogshit bowl-cut tranny bangs? You look like picrel on a good day.
>>44828682>higher cbd content that reduces psychosis potentialdoes it actually work like that?>cannabis won't make you do anything you didn't want to beforeokay but I do desperately want to troon out, I just logically know that it would be an extremely poor decision for a ginormous masculinized adult man with zero chance of ever being close to passing who's ability to coast through life without exerting effort is dependent on his religious conservative parents
>>44828986>does it actually work like that?should in theory, try it for yourself, the key is low dosing, esp. at first don't troon out, it won't fix anythingyour religious conservative parents are the reason you want to troon out in the first place, transgenderism is attempting to appease strict gender roles
>>44829011I'm not going to because I can't, but I really doubt that's the case
>>44828506having a normal brain
>>44828506THE "FUCK YOU YOU CANT HAVE A NORMAL LIFE" DISEASE
>>44829061stealth trvke, since you kind of need to be disagreeable, mildly deluded and pretty inconsiderate to create optimal conditions for transitioning at a young age.
>>44828514Either work towards not being ugly or kill yourself (◕દ◕) Start working towards a goal >:]
>>44828506i'm so fucking ugly it's unreal
>>44828506Being a black gay tranner lol... But it's so cool I wouldn't give it up.
>>44829117This is the plan, winter decorations
>>44828506intense, long lasting(19, almost 20, years out of 27) suicidal ideation/attemptssignificant aversion to the utter abusive evil of the world around me
>>44828514fippy bippy
this is a test to see if I summon the sissiesalso I do live a fairly normal life outside of having zero moni
>>44828506my face, having a normal looking face would be such an improvement. i had so much surgery and i'm still ugly and unpassable
>ywnb MWAHnon's sissy slave
