Wouldn't you rather be flat down there, /tttt/?
i am agamp
>>44850369Yes can you help me get rid of it? The process is scary with no one to help me even though I probably have enough money now
>>44850369I would rather, yes, but there's no way in hell I'm letting a human being anywhere near my genitals. I'm a misanthrope. I don't even go to a doctor for HRT. It's never happening sadly because magic isn't real.
>>44850369one day...
>>44850392Scary how?
>>44850369I'm a poorfag permamanmoder
>>44850369Too much red tape. I'd probably be married by now if I had a pussy.
I already am flat. I don't even have to tuck
>>44850432Recovery with no one there if something goes wrong and no family to visit me or care/advocate for me if I’m dying
>>44850369because I'm terrified of being botched and got psyopped because of doctors only trying hard if the patient is attractive so I want to surgemax as much as I can before that.
>>44850512smart
>>44850512This I am going to make a new consultation after I get FFS. I already did a consult so I’m afraid I’ve ruined that surgeons perception of me by having an ugly moid face.
>>44850369Just biding time waiting for my date, nona
cause im fine with having a dick plus i dont got thousands of dollars to get rid of it
>>44850369I'm broke and I'd rather get ffs first
i got no money you wanna pay for it OP please do im begging you really can you pay for me pleasee
>>44850988Are you HSTS or AGP?
>>44850369I wish I still had it, live and learn
>>44851022Why? Why do you want a stick
because I have absolutely zero trust in public healthcare as well as absolutely zero money on my bank account. I'd never in a million years have a life-changing surgery based on trust that a doctor, probably a some no-name second-rate dermatologist, working on an hourly salary would be motivated or skilled enough to produce even a satisfactory result, not to mention a good one.
>>44851057Because I'm a feminine gay male, which is what most transgender women really are. We're not really women, we are feminine men who want to look like women, talk like women, be treated like women, but we are sexually different.I'm A variation of a gay man and I'm only attracted to other gay men
>>44851096Sure whatever but anal prep sucks and I never want to top. Also I’m into as masculine & straight men as I can get.
>>44851096Okay but what does any of that have to do with having a penis? You can be a feminine gay male with a pussy. It's really not that big of a deal.
>>44851086Dermatologists don't do surgery, lol.
>>44850490I knew a girl who did recovery solo and it was pretty agonising yeah
>>44851105I don't think it's that difficult and if you've been gay since puberty, it's the only sex you know and you like to top, as much as bottom, I can't see any problem?
>>44852568It scares me a lot I’ll probably go through with it anyways in less than a year but I really would like to get just someone to help a bit
>>44850369Because I'm afraid of complication and not liking the results of bottom surgery. Otherwise I'd have already done it.
>>44852581They should offer some sort of exchange service for people who plan to have SRS later, care for care
>>44850369Don't want to go through major surgery. I also don't really care about having a vagina. If I got SRS, I'd probably get zero depth. Probably would never get it though. Orchie is as far as I'm planning to go with surgeries.
>>44850369I want both
>>44852721Biblically correct futamaxxer. Finally someone worth respecting.
for the LAST FUCKING TIME, BITCH!! i decided to live my life without being a WHORE and as a result im a lovely little respectable BROKE CUNT who cannot AFFORD SRS
>>44852766Maybe you could let guys preorder?
Trannies, how weird would it for a guy to offer this to you without you mentioning it first?
>>44852809Pretty weird and gross.
>>44850369Because medical technology is insufficient to give me a functional womb and vagina with which to have children
>>44852801you tryna buy pussy stocks?
>>44850369I would but srs is too expensive and risky, so I'll keep pretending I'm fine with the rapestick and try to tolerate it
>>44852846Having a vagina is only worth it to you if you have a uterus too?
>>44850369im a poor faggot
>>44850369i am flat thankfully>>44851096this is strange...i also want to have sex like a woman
>>44853013I have no interest in sex. I want children but I don't want to have sex recreationally.
>>44850490get your bf to support you
>>44853518It's not just recreational if it's with a life-partner.
Bump
>>44850490Exactly, recovering from orchi without anyone there sucked but was doable, but recovering from full SRS would be way out of the question.
>>44855813>recovering from orchiDoesn't sound difficult to recover on your own
>>44850369>Why do you still have a penis?Because I'm a heterosexual man. What else am I supposed to use to pound a cis woman's pussy or a trans woman's butt?
>>44855836Yeah it's really not all that bad, first day's a bit rough but it really was less than I was expecting.That being said, it still would've been nice to have someone there.
>>44855895Wouldn't that be nice regardless?
>>44855904Word. But I'm kind of used to being a solitary subterranean mutated freak at this point.
>>44856037>subterranean mutated freakI now kind of want to make subterranean homesick blues cover about thisHow long ago did you have your orchi?
>>44850369im not a raging retard psyopped into experimental zog trials>let me guess, you need more
>>44856130Haha, that'd be rad! Do you play guitar?And it was in February, so fairly recently.
>>44850369broke and my situationship's breast reduction takes priority over anything i need
>>44856288I'll have a think on it because that's as lot of lyrics but I need to practice my songwriting. I do play guitar yeah, and already a lot of bob dylan anywayWhat a coincidence, that was when I had my last big mental breakdown. Are you happy with just your orchi or are you thinking about srs still?
>>44856980What is a situationship?
>>44850369I want to be flat down there and would probably opt for zero depth because I really am afraid of how badly doctors could fuck me up if we actually cut into me fully. It's still the last on my list of surgery to get I had an orchi, ffs is scheduled for November and depending on how that goes either ba or srs after.What are your thoughts on zero depth? I'm kinda unhappy i can't take a dick in my front like that but at the same time i can't right now anyways
>>44850369Cause it's hot, I like it. I want my bf to suck it and then rail me until I'm pregnant.
>>44857742from my understanding generally speaking it means someone you haven't talked things out with but are practically dating though in my situation it's more like pathetic unrequited love that maybe had a spark at one point but realistically probably not anymore and i feel like a cuckold every day and i just call it a situationship because it gets across it's not just a generic friend and i want to pretend like there's something more going on than there is because if i didn't i'd need to kill myself and i can't kill myself because i need to support my situationship
>>44855813Brassard has a whole recovery house where you stay for a week afterwards getting taken care of by nurses. Its pretty great and you hang out with other trans people going through it at the same time. The food is also amazing.
>>44857779>I'm kinda unhappy i can't take a dick in my front like thatThis sounds like a really good reason to go for the whole thing, not just zero-depth, Nona...
>>44850369i'm poorbut at least i'm tiny so i never had any need to tuck
>>44857104In all fairness, I don't think I know *any* of the words... and I feel that's kinda the point? Just ramble in your best Dylan accent and it'll work! And nice, I also play, though I get most of my gigs on bass because I am a living stereotype of the bassist transfem.And yay, mental breakdowns! Are you feeling better now? I recently just got over one myself... hoping it's over anyway. And I got the orchi because I was 100% certain I needed it and felt this was a good point in my life to do it, but the full SRS I'm not sure about. I don't think I have enough physical support nor enough PTO from work to get it now. Also the orchi was a priority because it affects the rest of the body, it's easier to ignore the rest of the junk when it's tucked away 99% of the time.>>44857903Wow, where is that? That sounds like actual heaven. I doubt my insurance would cover it though, they only partially covered my outpatient surgery as it was.
>>44850369Because late November 2026 hasn't come yet.>>44851096>We're not really women, we are feminine men who want to look like womenThat's me, lol.Still want srs tho. Largely for >>44851105's reasons.
>>44857903How are Brassard's results?
>>44851096>but we are sexually differentWhat does that even mean?
>>44850369I WOULD. SURGERY COSTS MORE THAN I MAKE IN A YEAR EVEN BEFORE TAXES
>>44851096>wespeak to yourself, faggot
>>44850369It is my friend, and the only male part of my body that doesn't give me dysphoria. Mr gooey has been there to help disassociate the worst parts of my repping and always made me feel good. So now that I'm on hrt I have to take care of mr gooey to pay him back, and because he still makes me feel good. Hard as it is to get him working nowadays.
>>44850369I don't have the money for it and am disabled
>>44858229Zero depth is an easier less risky surgery though
>>44863791What is the risk reduction in actual numbers?
>>44850369Because I'd like to rape a foid?
>>44865761Why not do that (consensually) with a strap-on?
>>44861844what colors your cane lillith
>>44850386fpbp
>>44860485he wants to penetrate women and thinks all trans women are like that too when in reality we are like other women and want men to penetrate us
>>44860107Montreal Canada. If you are from the US then the exchange rate makes it even cheaper. It was probably more affordable 10 years ago when I went, I used all of my savings to pay for it since most insurance didn't cover trans stuff back then. The recovery house is wonderful and everyone is super nice.>>44860255Good? I don't have anything to compare it to and have never seen a cis vagina so I couldn't tell you. it looks fine enough to me and I have enough depth. I do have some white hypopigmentation along my labia where the sutures were but I scar super easily. Honestly I think vaginas are pretty weird but its been really convenient for wearing clothes without tucking or worrying about that and I feel safer trying to date cis men.
>>44850369i don’t know how to get srs and i think i won’t be able to have insurance cover it.
>>44850369Being flat down there sucks shit. Hate having this shit. Better than nothing but goddamn.
>>44867659>Being flat down there sucks shit.Why?
>>44850369in 6 months I'll finally be flat and I will be truly beautiful (because at least I won't have a rape snake anymore) for the first time in my life. Soon Nonas, soon.
>>44850369>Why do you still have a penis?I'm a normal Hetéro man. What else am I supposed to use to fuck a hot cis woman or non-op passoid?
>>44868638Embrace the bottomchaser lifestyle and get a pussy so that you can have PiV sex with your woman like any other "straight" couple.
>>44852548it was a hyperbole, some actual surgeons employed by public healthcare are just that bad that they might as well not even be surgeons. I once got a tendon sewn back together with non-dissolvable stitches and the motherfucker snapped again because not only were the sutures the wrong type, they also botched the job completely. And they never even admitted to that particular mistake, because of course they didn't. I wouldn't trust them to pour water on me if I was on fire.
>>44867642Wdym you don't know how to get it? You call a surgeon practice and get booked up for a consult
I think horny futas are the cutest thing in the universe.Like, basically most fetishists look at trannies as men with boobs, but i see them as girls with dicks.And the idea of a cis woman waking up with a dick is just... pure joy.
>>44870479Futas don't exist, right? I've never heard of a tranny getting SRS that keeps the penis...
>>44868488I think mine is just broken. Can't cum. FML
