i am… a cis man… on hrt…
>>44852043want a cookie for that?
>>44852043You are... a cis man... on HRT
nani... kono... da?!?!?!
I am dying
You should get into crossdressing.As a man
>>44852043Whats the name of that character nona, is she from a show/manga?
>>44852043tranny
>>44852043why are you brown
>>44852047some headpats too, please…>>44852051i-i am>>44852110meeee giwtwm>>44852174you know, funnily enough i actually used to crossdress a lot before starting hrt, even wore stuff out in public. idk why i stopped ngl>>44852179his name is ayase and he is a 21yr old man. he is the artist’s oc and one of the cutest i’ve ever seen
>>44852822no. fuck off>>44852831god hates me and thought it’d be funny to make life harder for no reason:3
Do u think the life of a norwood 4 chud is even worth living out
Hru doing cis man
>>44853141I've watched you go from Norwood 3 to Norwood 4 Isn't that rough?
>>44853141Just take the fucking E already nigga. Or is someone paying you to pity party on here? Can I get in on that?
>>44853332if we had no faults of our own, we would take no pleasure in noticing the faults of others
>>44853332Its nw5 now.
>>44853366Aren't you on dutasteride?
>>44853377Yes
>>44853354Cismoid has said he's gonna troon out like four times already he just needs to do it
>>44853390Nigger how the fuck are you still norwooding? Up your dose to 1mg of dut daily and start taking oral minoxidil.
>>44853415They dont prescribe 1mg a day ans also there isnt a point if 0.5mg wont help.Its already way stronger than fin
>>44853429Dutasteride's effectiveness levels off around 2.5mg per day, max dose is 0.5mg but I just take multiple of them.
>>44853447Okay but they wont refresh my prescription if i take 5 times the dose lmao
gay anime sissy thread #13
>>44853468Newfag
>>44853462Diy or tell the doctor that prescribed it to you that 0.5mg simply isn't cutting it.
Do you feel any dysphoria as a cis man on hrt?
>>44853478Can you diy duta?Wtf Also i think it is working i just like making myself feel worse. Its nw2 genuinely + i'm also 21 not 23 like i often say
>>44853546>Can you diy duta?Yeah you can get it from the same overseas pharmacies trannies use to get their estrogen pills and other antiandrogens. On a side note I'm probably going to start diying all my non scheduled meds because dealing with a doctor is a pain in the ass.
>>44853581Based.All meds should be OTC anyway imo
Does your sweat smell masc or fem
>>44853511Yes except im not on hrt
>>44853546fucking knew you were secretly cute
>>44853959Not what i said
>>44853986too late my mental image of you has now solidified
>>44853991Nyooo!!
>>44854032yup the resemblance is uncanny, reallywhy did u hide this from the world???
I am also a cis man on HRT.
>>44853815it stops smelling after a few months in
>>44854181>mfw look the same as always>mfw will never be cute
>>44854185my psychic powers tell me that you shower every day
>>44854252it's not acrid anymore trust
>>44854148This is me
>>44852043You don't look like that though
>>44853141maybe but lowkey i’d kms bc that means i’m losing a full set of long hair>>44853318>>44853331omgggg hi popapo i hope ur okay. what game is that?>Hru doing cis mani’m doing fine other than being a bit bored today:<>>44853511kinda, it’s mainly due to my ribcage and shoulder width</3>>44853815honestly, i have no clue as i haven’t been sweating much lately>>44854181based>>44854602>not capitalizing THOUGHngmi you aren’t the original guy
>>44854456if i stress sweat, i smell like onions. if i don't shower for a day or two, i get very stinky, like a wet dog but sharp and tangy. 7+ years hrt, 3+ years post-orchi. T was below 30 pg/mL last time it was checked. BO is influenced by more than just sex hormones
>>44855160>kinda, it’s mainly due to my ribcage and shoulder width</3 That sucks and I'm really sorry. You're lucky your a cis man in this case cause it would suck even more if you had more dysphoria.
>>44855160>what game is this?It's utrakill.I'm doing fine, day 24 is going to start another test week, wish ne luck!Also there is an ongoing roblox event called "the hunt 20" and i am getting the free itens of it, i wish i had roblox plus so i could get the hard hat of the event.
>>44855300it’s okay, thank you;; but yeah it’d definitely be worse if i were a tranny lmaoaoao >>44855310>ultrakilltfwand good luck:3 i believe in youalso cuuuute i miss playing roblox
>>44854540can i grab you like an ice cream cone or would that kill you
>>44852043Are you a straight man on get?
>>44856471Id bust
>>44852043hii cis man on hrt-kun
>>44856514( ó-ò)
>>44856514>mfw
>>44852043Same, been at this shit for a few weeks now
>>44856475>on getbut yes i am straight>>44856524hi anon i hope you’re doing well today. i fell asleep for a lil bit earlier so i’m sleepy now>>44857138my condolences
>>44852043I just want to let you know that every time I see your threads I feel embarassed for looking and acting vaguely like picrel. At least I lack the confidence for the high ponytails and silly outfits.Same age, chunky eyebrows, bangs, fem body, masc face, same overly-expressive interaction style that makes a fool of myself...
>>44857820Are you on DL
>>44857050Wtf i need a boymoder bf to do this to me right meow.
>>44858391when will cismoid become cisfoid?
>>44852043cute brows
thank you... cis man on hrt
>>44852043Yes
>>44852043How do you reconcile with the fact you're going to be physically a woman one day?t. cis man on hrt
>>44859722not op but that is exactly what has been keeping me alive
I am a sub 5 cis male on hrt who is practically invisible socially even jestermaxxing and larping NT doesn't help, how can I get ffs as soon as possible to ascend and stop repulsing people with my face as a terfislander in university?>>44852043Also good day cisman how do you do? Anything nice happen lately?
>>44860055>am a sub 5 cis male on hrt who is practically invisible socially even jestermaxxing and larping NT doesn't helpLiterally me
>>44858224cuuute, i bet you are:3>>44858384if you mean down low then idk maybe. what’s funny is that my parents are fine with me taking hormones but dating a guy is where they draw the line. i wasn’t allowed to sleep or cuddle with my ex bf when he visited one summer</3>>44859722>How do you reconcile with the fact you're going to be physically a woman one day?will i still be myself on the inside? if so then i don’t really mind tbqh.>>44860055my condolencessss wtf. i feel bad for you>Also good day cisman how do you do? Anything nice happen lately?good day konatafagposter. i am doing well:ooo i hope you are too!!!as for nice things, i guess is that i got managed to get a full night’s rest and feel good today;; other than that its been business as usual
>started wishing I was born female because I want date my straight friend
>>44863015mood it’s a special kind of heartbreak
>mfw I'm having my last consult for srs this Friday>mfw I realize I'll be dilating for Christmas
>>44862742>>44861659>as for nice things, i guess is that i got managed to get a full night’s rest and feel good todayThat's good even if its just something small>my condolencessss wtf. i feel bad for you>Literally meIt is what it is, im lucky enough to have childhood freinds from situations where we were forced to get to know each other, so im not completely alone, but getting back to uni really just reminds me that things like dating are impossible, and im just not a person who anyone could find attractive, as well as being broke with weird interests, I simply have nothing to offer of value to a partner, so I just have to find joy in living for myself who I hate.>>44863015Yikes
>>44863015what does it mean if you told your friend "if i was a girl id fuck you" as a half joke as a teen
>>44865384I've had a friend say the opposite ("I'd totally date/fuck you if you were a girl") a long time ago, didn't read much into it.
>>44865576now that i think about it i mightve said this. i dont remember. well theres some more repfuel thankfully.
>>44865211Has e helped
>>44865616I think young guys just universally say really gay shit to their friends as a joke.
Tomorrow I have jaw surgeon consultation I'm a straight guy still not sure if to tell him I want to look more feminine or perhaps beat around the bush and say "softer and younger" or perhaps say not too strong jawed and conservative advancement (less weird option)or say nothing, in which case they willMake me more masculineThe last option is good in case I wanna stop being an incel. But I think I'm too far gone down the agp rabbit hole to want to look like a chad at this point in my life. I can't even imagine being a normal chad dude and getting hoes I'm a 30Year old virgin NEET. The thing though it's a naturally masculinizjjg surgery so even if I say I wanna lookFeminine I will look a bit moreMasculine since they will push my jaw forward. Which I don't mind too muchSo it'd be like moreAesthetic plus more attractive and not too manly if I say I wanna look more girly but obviously the surgeons some cool normal dude so hearing me say that will freak them out and it wil be a bit of a humiliation ritualI look likeA cool straight guy so it's kind of out of left field and likeA betrayal an awkward weird betrayal for me to say that like breaking the bro code something in his heart will break in a way and perhaps in mine since most guys wanna look manlier or at least notFemknkneI don't know I have a very symbolic philosophical way of looking at things
>>44865833>30 yoIts too late unc.
>>44865833youll be fine dw man
>>44865675Personally yes cus hair and body hair control, to others, i don't think anyone's actually noticed anything other than my hair
>>44865675>cismoidSince its you asking I'll add i came back from brink of norwood 3V/4 to norwood 1 over 8 months, skin is better but easier to hurt myself in my physical wageslave jobs, and I guess i went from depressed to melancholic due to the mental effects, which is somewhat of an improvement.>picrel my hair 8 months ago(fin+min 1 year) vs now(fin+min+e)
I am still a cis man on HRT
>>44868782you are still a cis man on HRT
>moid on hrt for aesthetic reasons>lightly brush my nipple on accident>getting dizzy from the intrusive daydreams about a hypothetical boyfriend I've been with for two years who's railing the shit outta meDO NOT GO ON E, I'm just a straight guy and this is fucked up
>>44869035hawt thoughbeit :3
>>44869035Trvth this happened to me to its very troubling
>>44869035Time for you to get railed I guess
>>44869035Unfortunately relatable although I'm not into men. I just want someone to use my body.
>>44867583>>44866154Was very clinical and straight to the point didn't even discuss aesthetics. Luckily I may do so on online consultations so it's gonna be less embarrassing if I do say shit like that. Could even mail him or whatever
>>44868776Thats awesome but still visibly norwooded and the longer hair doesnt help. You look nw2 and like youre longhaircoping.Get the sides under control or smthOverall pretty awesome. For me to get on mones i'd have to have an independent source of income and regain my will to live which is never happening sonl why even bother
at this point the only thing stopping me from starting hrt is the shitshow of public healthcare system ill have to go through to get the prescription, god i hate being a snownigger
Bros, I don't want to be a cis guy anymore...
>>44869711>You look nw2 and like youre longhaircoping.True about looking nor 2, most areas on the corners are still very short, but the hairs are terminal and are starting to take colour, so in a few months they'll blend into the hairline.>Get the sides under control or smthStill chopped and waiting for hairline to fill out, cant really style it so might as well wait to see if I can use the side length before loosing it.>ones i'd have to have an independent source of incomeAre ur purchases monitored or something? Rough if so, although hrt costs like 1 days work for a year>regain my will to live which is never happening sonl why even botherThat comes after you actually do things to improve your life, not before sadly, personally Im in a similar boat the only difference being ill give up once ive tried everything I can, still just wanna die most of the time but I dont have that privilege until ive done what I can, probably not much help but when you reach where your at not bothering to do anything as the same as bothering to everything since nothing matters, but you should at least confirm that first, so you can give up without regrets
>>44872278I just realized not wanting to live is probably for faggot goys so i gotta do better than that.
>>44872672exactlyyyy become live cismoid-kun...
>>44872710
>>44872726good moid
>>44869712>>44871270you guys’ll be fine
>>44852043Hi cis man on hrt. You added me on steam and then unfriended me. That's fine.I'm doing fine but have been dealing with stuff. Dr tracey marks video is helping me: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W4-hhWqi2rg.It's good to see a familiar face here
ima be fr guys i don’t think i want to do this anymore. shit already kinda just ran its course and i feel like i’m kicking a dead horse by continuing to post and reply>>44874450i want to say that i’m sorry but i don’t think that i am. i barely even knew who you were and don’t think that we’d really get along that much. i hope things get better for you at least
>>44875136Don't apologise. Most online shit is non committal. Just pray my death fear goes away.>ima be fr guys i don’t think i want to do this anymore.You said that about a few weeks ago, I member. Hell you saying that motivated me to get off digital stuff. I'm back, not due to addiction, cause I'm attention starved.Get on adderall or behavioural therapies, you'll probably develop good discipline that way.
>>44875136>>44875166Also get yourself a bf and me one too
>>44875136You will be mised >:D<Now fuck off and find love :3
>>44875166>adderall>btthose are the kinds of things that lead me here in the first place. i’m already on mirtazapine and those hardly work aside from making me fall asleep easier and i doubt that more pills would help me>Also get yourself a bf and me one tooi wish i could believe in that sort of thing but one person isn’t going to help me. you got this, though, at least you have something to offer others>>44875529don’t worry, i have the perfect thing to rebrand to once i stop
