>be me, tranny>hang out with a bi cismoid >we get kinda drunk>he lights a cig>i ask him to give it to me when its ending>my other friend says to not do it bc i was going to burn my tongue with it>he asks me to open my mouth and drops the ashes on it>later i ask him to press it against my tongue, because i didn't hurt before>it hurt a little but the taste was really funny (it is indeed the funniest taste i ever tasted, try it nonas)>he said it was erotic >we do it many times throughout the night>we get home and he sends me "hi ashtray lol">i say that im sorry and i was inconvenient>he says he liked it>ffw some days>post a selfie with a woman saying "look, how pretty she is <3<3"I think I like him(he's the most handsome man I laid my eyes on in years, his voice melts my brain and I want him to fucking suffocate me and rape my unconscious body).nonabros, how do I proceed?
i. will never have this </3
>>44867794marriage now, he's the one
>>44867794Hopefully this is fake because otherwise this guy is living the life of riley and i'm stuck in a hopeless malaise and loneliness.
>>44867794Just fucking ask him out, this is the anwer to 99% of these kinds of threads. Clearly the guy was flirting with you, so there is a chance.
>>44867794burning your tongue makes food taste like shit and painful to eatsounds hot but seems dumb to actually do
he was interested in you because you were degrading yourself and a lot of men find that arousing. especially when drunk men find it hard to not pursue things they are aroused by and it doesn't mean anything more than that. you should not read into this more than that.it is dangerous to be someone who is always giving themselves to men like this, particularly when you can't differentiate that from attraction or something more. the fact he expressed attraction to another woman publicly is another sign that this means more to you than it does to him.trust me nona i used to be you and being so willing to entertain men sexually (that is what this was to him) gets you hurt.
>>44867794>"hi ashtray"yes
Also i forgot to mention that two or three weeks ago he broke up with his ex bc she cheated on him. Also the woman he posted a selfie with really looks like his ex.Also he wants to play project zomboid with me and i get so scared when i play anything that isn't league or bloons, should i play with him and show that I'm scared as a sign of submission or something like that?>>44868069i dont know how to do iiitt :((( i dont want to get sad if he doesn't feel the same>>44868084i ate only a little since this happened but it felt normal ig>>44868120does this mean that i shouldnt do it or that i should be careful with it?
>>44867794I'm not going to kink shame you, but you shouldn't let platonic interests treat you like that with no prior investment, boundaries, and earned trust.Now you have a scarred up tongue and taste buds from a man that was just stroking his own ego over how powerful you made him feel. Really hot *IF* that's not literally ALL there is to it.And since it cost him nothing it was worth nothing and so he didn't even think about losing or keeping it.The thing about reducing yourself to an object outside of safe consensual environments is you can just look at how commodities are treated and then you'll know what's in store for you.(Not that you are one, but) Does everyone buy the best, market researched, and refined products? Rarely, people mostly buy whatever has hype and will get approval from others, ie: a hot cis gf.If you want to be with a man and not just used and tossed out by them think about it. Not that you acting better will make all men better, but at least they won't be able to flagrantly play in your face so easily.>>44868069Lmao even. Imagine how hard that would make his cock, OP would be doing his new GF a huge solid.
>>44867794>this is the shit straight women find arousingi shouldve been a transbian ffs
>>44867794I agree heavily with what >>44868787 said, but holy shit, being an ashtray and casual dominance like that are both such kinks of mine and I'm so fucking jealous of you. I need to find someone who I can actually do this with in a healthy way.
>>44867794i hate that i find this hot and wish this was me
Being dominant is so fun. I get butterflies when I tell someone to be grateful for the privilege of getting punched/licking me clean/etc. and they say "thank you." I usually smirk and growl a little but it makes me want to smooch them on the top of the head.
>>44872208My favorite is when my boyfriend does this stuff and then we get to lovingly cuddle and smile afterwards
>>44869883NTAYeah, for me, being hurt or degraded isn't the issue. If a man wants to feel powerful, I don't mind him wielding power over me.It's being discarded. Knowing that I am just something that will be forgotten about hurts.
>>44867794Wait until he starts using you as a urinal. Making you swallow every drop of piss.
>>44867794now im imagining a drunk friend making me open my mouth and show him my tongue and him sticking his fingers in my mouth...
>>44872208>when I tell someone to be grateful for the privilege of getting punched/licking me clean/etc.I want it so badly but I have no one to do it to me, so I would genuinely value it as a privilege any time you grant it to me. It would mean the world to me to feel your fist even once but it's yours to give. I want you to make me beg for it. To deprive me of abuse until I'm willing to prostrate myself just for a slap.
>>44872435god i wish >>44873219prostate yourself..?
>>44867794waow... that's hot
someone screenshoted it and posted it on twitter and got 23k views >~< the other friend is probably gonna see this im fucked fuckkksjhsuehshwhehahshs ToT >^< fuuuuuuuukc
>>44873219Uuuhhhggghhhh I need to visit some big city so I can spend a mini vacation finding people who want to be punched while I have them on a leash. I live in northern Arkansas right now, that type is few and far between </3
